well i feel like my boyfriend doesn't love like he use to i swear he likes so many other girls way more than he cares for me lately everything that happens is always his way or the highway i mean he won't even really talk to me any more so yeah i just feel kinda crapy but oh well one of my best friends is coming back from the national guard i think thats what she is in....... but she will be back tomorrow i can't wait i miss her soooo much. oh well