ok..so i saw adrienne last night..what "fun" that was! ..ok so i was walking around at the FF and was talking to my friend Yeroc and he goes "EILRAK!" i look over there and waved..then whispered to corey..remember hiv boy?..ya well..thats him and his friend mike..come on..
so i walk over there and he starts talking to me like everythings kool...he goes..so is this your new boyfriend..and i wasw like no..hes just my friend.. and he goes..well why dont you go out with him..i go one..i have a bf..and 2 he has a gf.. he goes..well then whos your bf..andi was like Mloclam and he goes hohler?..and i was like..ya i think thats his last name..and he goes dude! he cheats! ..andi go well..he hasnt yet and i dont think thats true..and shrugged my shoulders..and he goes dude that doesnt bother you! and then..*best part* ..i admit it..what i did 2 you was wrong..but seriously..and i go..see..theres my point..even if he did it wouldnt be the first..second..or third bf that cheated on me..so..you shouldnt care..then out of NO WHERE he goes..i feel special tho..and i was like..y?..and he goes..i was the first one to makeout with you..and me being the make-him-jelous-after-he-screws-me-over-type..i go..ya..well im not so stingy nemore..then we were talking about dying and i go ..fuck..if i die tonight ill die a half virgin..he goes..youve been eaten out?..and i go..maybe..maybe not..he goes no tell me! and i was like..um..no!..then again out of NO WHERE he goes..ya..we should hang uot some time..and then pulled out some ciggys..and i took a couple of hits..and then i lost my voice afterwords more than i ever have..but neway..so..ya..i was like maybe.. he goes ya..cool...dude me and haylee are fighting..and i went y?..*cuz im nosey as fuck* and he goes..i got mad at her for hugging another guy and im not allowed to hug other girls..and i go..well..thats bullshit..and he goes..yah tell me about it..and then randomly..AGAIN goes..im realy sorry..and i go um..why?..and he goes..for hurting you..and i go..its ok...im over it..im fine..and he goes..then why were you shaking when you first walked up?..and i go..cuz i was cold ok? and he goes..w/e..then my mom called me and i flipped cuz it was in my front pocket and it was vibrting..and we had to leave..he hugged me after i said bye..and tried to kiss me but i pulled back and just looked at him and shook my head..

B/T/w..me and malcolm are back together!! [XD<3XD!] ..ok..so i lied..i still [L.o.V.e.] him..<3!

Tripp Pants: $59;
SlipKnot Shirt: $35;
Joe Boxers: $10
To see them all on my floor: Priceless



HeLlS YeS!!

im breaking up with malcolm..i love the kid to death..but i need more of.. me being the center of attention..

[ReMiNdEr 4 FuRtHeR ReFeRaNcE::]
AtTeNtIoN WhOrEs C.A.N.'.T. DaTe AtTeNtIoN WhOrEs

˚ NorthToSouth:Empty:RunningOn:Bravado ˚
[He'sBornALiar:He'llDieALiar]
˚SoBlueJeans:SoJamesDean˚
[˚BastardChildOfGuiltAndShame:BuryYourHeadInTheSand˚]
˚AreYouHopingForAMiracle?˚

[Today I found a friend, who knows everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness, and the problems I've been dealing with.
She understood my wonders, and listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about love and knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me, or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through, and promised me she would stay long.
I reached out to this friend, to show her I care,
to pull her close and let her know how much I need her there.
I went to hold her hand, and pull her a little bit nearer,
and I realized that this perfect friend was nothing but my mirror...]



been there..done that..got the scars to prove it...

I wanna give you a hug but,
a hug leads to a kiss,
a kiss leads to a lick,
a lick leads to a suck,
and a suck leads to a fuck.
hmm want a hug !!!!


haha!! *cough* malcolm.. *cough*

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ONLY 4% OF TEENS WILL STAND UP FOR GOD...
REPOST THiS iF YOU'RE ONE OF THE 96% who DON'T GIVE A FUCK



YAA MUTHA FUCKAS!! *im being from "da hood" today*

[ best friends ]
You fight......i Fight
you hurt.......i hurt
you cry........i cry
You jump off a bridge...
I get in a paddleboat
and save your stupid ass


[ me and v..no stopping us..id be the one jumpin off the bridge..shes save my stupid ass]

AS OF 9/8/06 8:45 PM ..Eilrak is OFF the market..not longer single..unavailable..no longer bfless...


BE JELOUS BITHCES!!

<3MaLcOlM<3

ok..so yesterday..patrick and ashley had a huge as hou long fight..and he started playing guitar with austin.so i had nothing to do so i was gonig thru his room and i found a razor..it had klike dead skin and like dried blood on it..so i casually slipped it into my back poket *it hada protective cover on it* and then i had to leave a little later..and he doesnt no..hehe..lets hope he doesnt hkill me when he finds out.

I draw a pretty picture
I draw it with a twist
I draw it with a razorblade
I draw it in my wrists
And with this magic picture
A fountain shall appear
And with this magic fountain
My troubles disappear!!

oo..i forgot to mention..brian saved my ass yesterday too... ive been needin a ciggy right?..OMG..gues who smoked TWO with me?..thats the first time ive had my own ciggy in...well..lets jsut say awhile..*actually..now that i think about it..it was last time i tried quitting....about..a yr ago..* XD!!..

What color of shirt are you wearing?
Red=loud
Green=stupid
Blue= Hott
White=naughty
Aqua=freaky
Yellow=skanky
Purple=a little TOO happy
Black= goth
Orange=multicolored
Gray= preppy
Pink= horny
Brown=tree-hugging
Multicolored= sweaty
Other=candy-flavored
Nothing= Sexy



What kind of pants are you wearing?





Shorts=slut
Skirt=hot piece of ass
Skort=homo
Jeans= skater
Ripped Jeans= prep
Capris=cutie
Cordoroy=skank
Cargo=clown
Sweats=gangsta
Thong=whore
Boxers=manwhore
Bootieshorts=stripper
Pajamas=sex kitten
OTHER =retard
Nothing=pornstar





: What color is your hair?





blonde= with beautiful eyes
black= with a BAD REP
dark brown= with no brain
red = with a big penis
brunettte = with a nice rack
dirty blonde= with a hot ass
brown= with a sexy smile
bald=with herpes...type 2...and bad
OTHER = who trys to be] different♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


im a: sexy,pronstar with a sexy smile...WHAT?!??LOL

OK...soo... im kinda getting in over my head with brian and all..anyone willing to pull me out if i need it?..please?...pretty please? ...X$

ugh..shit...i no its rong..and i no i shouldnt be..but i kinda do think maybe brians it..all the guys ive dated or liked have called me a slut and a bunch of other shit..joking or not..its still mean..but brian hasnt..he doesnt even suggest it..hes always nice and he lets me be me..w/o being one of my masks...ya so fucknig wat if hes 18?.. i mean..im NOT going to have sex with him..but fuck..why not give him a chance?... ...SHIT....im in over my head arent i?....DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!

9 Things I Hate About Everyone


1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?


2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.


3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?


4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna kick their asses!


5. When people say, while watching a film, "Did you see that?". No, Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.


6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya, Sunshine?


7. When something is "new and improved!"...Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, so it couldn't be new.


8. When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever experiences!! What can you do that's longer?


9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, Dumb-ass?

DAMN SKIPPY!

ok..so i knoked off antoher one of my "kinky" things on my kinky to do list..if you dotn no wat that list is..witch means..basically..EVERYONE..*literally...*..ill rite it down..for the first time..

"kinky to do list":
1)make-out under a bridge:[Done]
2)make-out in a library:[Done]
3)do OTHER bad things in a library:[not yet..but coming soon..maybe even this wednesday*9/6/06*]
4)SOMEHOW get two guys i like in the same library and make-out with BOTH of them..WITHOUT them knowing the other one is there:[doubt it..but MAYBE..]
5)fuck in a woods..in mid september:[HA..HA..HA..ya rite]
6)go to a drive in movie and rig handcuffs and chains everywhere and do ..*cough*eachother*cough*...STUFF:[..ya..thatts a NO....until my rents actually LET me date neway..hehe]
7)fuck ingeneral..with all the whips in chains and shit..*CATCH* ..in my PARENTS bed..:[um...ya..can u say..VACATION ?]


]THATS IT SOFAR..WILL UPDATE..HEHE]

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AnTiCoNfOrMiSt ReInS AgAiN
and
AnTiCoNfOrMiSt Is WrItInG 2 MuCh
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The Revolution of AnTiCoNfOrMiSt

A - Age: 16
B - Best Quality: my talkative nature and my hilariuosnessness/randomnessness
C - Choice Of Meat: anything..if it doesnt look mutant
D - Dream Date: walking around..with him.and just talknig having a god time..wait..it already happened..sortaish
E - Ex (most recent):adrienne
F - Favorite Food: cherries
G - Greatest Accomplishment:dealing with amandas shit for so long
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: ..wen i met..um..HIM..u no hoo u r..i think..hehe
I - Internal conflicts: purposely pissing ppl off..
J - Job: n/a
K - Kool-Aid: cherry!
L - Love: talking,cherries
M - Most Valued Thing I Own:my blanket
N - Name: Eilrak
O - Outfit You Love: ifu no me then u no wat im talkin bout..my black skirt and my black tank with my make-up all donded
P - Pizza Toppings: sausage
Q - Question you want to ask: why is amanda such a fake whore?
R - Red is what: blood
S - Sport To Watch: none
T - Television Show: flavor of love
U - Unique habit: um...idk if i have one..
V - Very bad habit: bein hoish
W - Winter: needs to be somewhat less cold
X - X-rays you've had: wrist, knee
Y - Year Born: 1990
Z - Zodiac Sign: gemini

OK... so ..amanda is a dumbass...[Hold me under!]..oh ya..and i saw adrienne today..he said amanda play bitch slapped him and said 'thats for doing wat you did 2 eilrak' and then hugged him and goes 'thats or hurting her' ..so..ya..im on the edge of kicking her ass. but ya..so james was at putt wen i saw adrienne and i was pretending james wass my bf and was ALL over him!! it was sooo great!! adrienne goes..'is that your boyfriend?' and james goes..'ya and im proud of it..im not gunna screw her over like SUM ppl i no' ..OMG adrienne looked pissed.. and he looks at me and goes.. ' well youll see my gf in an hour or so..'and i was like 'i wont be here likean hour..plus y would i give a shit..idc about ur gf..' and he ACTUALLY had the balls to ask me if i wanted to hang out some time!! i was like 'um..y would i hang out with my ex hoo screwed me over..?' ...