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69654  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-30
Written: (6753 days ago)


"That's Fucked up"



Guy"Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.








5 minutes pass.......





Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me?"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat








Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.














An hour passes.........





Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.








2 months later.........





Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.








The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."








The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......














Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's Fucked up"
Guys, if this story touched you, repost it as "I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl:

69653  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-30
Written: (6753 days ago)

(Between insecurity and insanity...)


69584  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-30
Written: (6754 days ago)

Did u know? B4 u go to sleep at night there is 1 person of the opposite sex thinking of u. They want you they want to kiss u, They want to be with u they are always thinking about u b4 they go to sleep at night they are longing to be with u. This is all true not a fake if u repost this to in 5 mins the person that is longing to be with you will approach you in a month and ask u out or grab u and snog the face off u. But if you break thischain no1 will like u or ask u again for 5 years!!!
so true

69572  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-30
Written: (6754 days ago)

[×´`•¸.•ºA good friendº•.¸•´`×
º•.¸•´`×Will pick you ×´`•¸.•º
×´`•¸.•ºBack up whenº•.¸•´`×
×´`•¸.•ºYou fall but yourº•.¸•´`×
º•.¸•´`×Best friend will laugh×´`•¸.•º
×´`•¸.•ºAnd push you right º•.¸•´`×
º•.¸•´`× *Back down* ×´`•¸.
]


i dont understand!!!

69530  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-05-29
Written: (6754 days ago)

Guy Facts:



When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you



When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...



When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong



When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
he means it



When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world



When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world



When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love



When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it



When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done



When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else



Girl facts:



When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.



When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.



When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.



When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.



When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.



When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.



When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.



When an honest girl says, "Ill love you forever,"
she means it.



When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.



When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that



post this as "WHEN A GUYS SAYS HE MISSES YOU !!"




69425  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-05-28
Written: (6755 days ago)

I want to be someones last
call of the night, and their
first thought in the morning.
I want those 5 hour conversations
That end up in "No you hang up first"'

69287  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-26
Written: (6757 days ago)

Sorry you can't define me
Sorry I break the mold
Sorry that I speak my mind
Sorry don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it
Sorry I come too real
I will never hide what I really feel



•..•*D o N t*•..•
•H a t E •
•..•*W h A t*•..•
•Y o U•
•..•*C A N T*•..•
•Im M i T a T e!•



*U cant change the past but u can ruin the present by worrying bout the future...*


People Change-Thingz go wrong
things happens
..but...
l i f e . g o e s . on


xOxSmiles and tears, giggles and laughs, late night calls and photographs, I'll be there for you till the day of my death, best friends forever, till my very last breathxOx


xOx *I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's just a dream, and pretend that he is not hurting me* xOx


~*Flip Flops* Belly tops* Lemonade in da shade* Blue skies*hot guyz*L8 Nitez*Cat Fitez*Ice Cream*sweet dreams*Party tym*lookin fyn* sleepin in*sneakin out* thatz wot Gurlz r all bout*~



**There is fate, but it only takes you 000

this is me..this and the last entry...


I AM WOMAN HERE ME ROAR

69286  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-26
Written: (6757 days ago)

.*.EverYoNe TrIeS 2 ImPrEsS ThAt CeRtAiN SuM1 BuT If U CaNt GeT ThAt SpEcIaL GuY By BeIn UrSeLf ThEn HeS NoT ThAt SpEcIal.*.



*§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While, §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You*






~*Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling & getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why we just have to be a little patient & the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday...*~




69284  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-26
Written: (6757 days ago)

Here's a lil somethin I picked up somewhere (thanks for whoever I stole it from ; ) )
Say the word COW before each word.








1 - Cows
2 - About
3 - Talking
4 - Idiot
5 - This
6 - Got
7 - I
8 - Long
9 - How
10 - Look












Now say the word COW After each word








1 - Cows
2 - About
3 - Talking
4 - Idiot
5 - This
6 - Got
7 - I
8 - Long
9 - How
10 - Look












Now say the word COW before AND after each word.








1 - Cows
2 - About
3 - Talking
4 - Idiot
5 - This
6 - Got
7 - I
8 - Long
9 - How
10 - Look












Now read just the words starting from the bottom to the top.








1 - Cows
2 - About
3 - Talking
4- Idiot
5 - This
6 - Got
7 - I
8 - Long
9 - How
10 - Look

69059  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6759 days ago)

  Things that piss me off
1. Gangster/nigger wannabe's
2. Girls profiles that say they are all ugly and shit.
3. Rap
4. Preps
5. Skaters
6. And above wannabe's
7. People who go around acting like they are all that because they listen to rap.
8. Poser goths
9. People who message you saying "hi" or "i'm bored wanna chat"
10. Faggots who always are looking to cyber
11. If someone has posted in there house what they look like and say like i'm sexy and always wanting to talk.
12. People who ask A/S/L
13. People who message me saying something along the lines of "I'm gunna get my nigger homies and they are gunna hunt you down and kick your fuckin ass"
14. People who can't spell. (Seriously that is why we go to school so we can learn how to do simple shit like that.)
15. People who say that life sucks. Life's what you make it you dumbass cock sucking bitch. If life sucks just kill yourself and get it over with because we are sick of hearing you assholes go on and on and on about how much your life fuckin blows.
16. People who say they are going to come do something and don't.
17. People who think Billie Joe is the greatest thing to every come to Punk. Well reality check. He isn't. He is an ugly ass bastard and his music fuckin blows.
18. People who think they are good at everything...seriously. Get a life.
19. Lifeless fags on here who think they are cool because there name is like "Gagnsta4life"
20. Peoples moods that has anything to do with getting a boy friend/girl friend or sex.
21.People who have slutty nick names like "little sexy" or something like that.
22. Chains! YOU PEOPLE NEED TO GET A FUCKIN LIFE CUZ NO ONE BUT A COMPLETE DUMBASS WILL FALL FOR "SEND THIS TO 50 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES AND IT'LL BRING YOU HAPPYNESS" BULLSHIT IF I COULD FIND YOU PEOPLE I'D KILL YOU!!
23: People who think they are cool because they listen to Insane Clown Posse Or how every the fuck that gay ass shit is spelled.
24. People who lie about who they are. Such as people who say they like being out doors but never leave the house.
25. People who say there going to kill themselves but dont, Just fucking do it panzys.
26. Cross racial sex.
27. Guys that wear tight or girl clothes, i mean hell might wanna go all the way and put pantys, bra and makeup on fucking assholes arghh

69058  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6759 days ago)



.Lie to me, she whispered. I love you,he said.

69057  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6759 days ago)

i luv david ahnd patrick..who is better? or would i rather be w/? david..no contest..i love him and miss him eminselly..

63156  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6806 days ago)

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.


Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.


Month Three
You know what mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.


Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.


Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's an abortion?


Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!


Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me mommy?


Every Abortion Is Just . . .


One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.


.::If you're against abortion, repost this::.
awww..sad

63155  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6806 days ago)

.•:*¨°•.¸.• * -:∫:-.•:*¨°•.¸.• *
What GIRLS really mean when
they type in the color:
.•:*¨°•.¸.• * -:∫:-.•:*¨°•.¸.• *
- Blue -- I'm flirty!
- Pink -- I'm Sexy!
- Red -- I LOVE YOU!
- Green -- Feeling' a little crazy!
- Orange -- I'm happy
- Yellow -- Cheerful
- Purple -- Feeling' Girly
- Aqua -- Moody

63154  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6806 days ago)

[*I'm a bitch but i got class
fuck with me i'll kick ur ass
to all u hoes that think ur cool
just remember BITCHES RULE!
]

*Its not the lengh
Its not the size
Its how may times
You can make it rise!!!!!


[*When ever you get lonely, just look
at the spaces between your fingers,
and remember that's where mine will
always fit perfectly xoxox
]


*I like your style i like your class
but most of all i like your ass


[**if you want to lay under the stars with some one special then put this in your profile**]


Dumb girls need air
Naughty girls need underwear
Nice girls arent mean
Funny girls make a scene
Perfect girls have all the class
[Mean girls will kick your ass]
Smart girls will excell
Gossip girls will tell
Popular girls get all the boys
Little girls play with toys
Normal girls are nothing new
So which one applies to you?

63153  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6806 days ago)

SEX IS A SENSATION CAUSED BY TEMPTATION WHEN A GUY STICKS HIS LOCATION INTO A GIRLS DESTINATION TO INCREASE POPULATION FOR THE NEXT GENERATION YOU GET MY EXPLANATION OR DO U NEED A DEMONSTRATION?
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92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass off.
let em drop. lol

63139  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6806 days ago)

[Roses Are Red]
[violets are blue ]
[i can not believe ..]
[i got so attached to you ]
[you were like barbed wire ]
[wrapped around my heart ]
[with every breath i took ]
[you ripped me apart ]
[each little beat ]
[is another small cut ]
[i dont know what it takes ]
[to sew it all shut]
[drip drip away .. ]
[losing all my trust ]
[ just another broken memory .]
[slowly fading to dust .]




63136  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-08
Written: (6806 days ago)

The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"When I was born I was black,"
"When I grew up I was black,"
"When I'm sick I'm black,"
"When I go in the sun I'm black,"
"When I'm cold I'm black,"
"When I die I'll be black"
"But you sir..."
"When you're born you're pink,"
"When you grow up you're white,"
"When you're sick, you're green,"
"When you go in the sun you turn red,"
"When you're cold you turn blue,"
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

63135  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6806 days ago)

[Boy:] I need someone to talk to.
[Girl:] I'm always here for you.
[Boy:] I know.
[Girl:] What's wrong?
[Boy:] I like her so much.
[Girl:] Talk to her.
[Boy:] I don't know. She won't ever like me.
[Girl:] Don't say that. You're amazing.
[Boy:] I just want her to know how I feel.
[Girl:] Then tell her.
[Boy:] She won't like me.
[Girl:] How do you know that?
[Boy:] I can just tell.
[Girl:] Well just tell her.
[Boy:] What should I say?
[Girl:] Tell her how much you like her.
[Boy:] I tell her that daily.
[Girl:] what do you mean?
[Boy:] I'm always with her. I love her.
[Girl:] I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
[Boy:] Wait. Who do you like?
[Girl:] Oh some boy.
[Boy:] Oh... she won't like me either.
[Girl:] She does.
[Boy:] How do you know?
[Girl:] Because, who wouldn't like you?
[Boy:] You.
[Girl:] You're wrong, I love you.
[Boy:] I love you too.
[Girl:] So are you going to talk to her?
[Boy:] I just did.

63134  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6806 days ago)

*love*
*love*
*love*
*love*
*love*
*love*
*love*you*love*
*love*you*love*
*love*you*love*







......*love**you*
...*love*.....*love*
.*love*.........*love*
*love*...........*love*
*love*...........*love*
.*love*.........*love*
...*love*.....*love*
......*love**you*








*love*...............*love*
.*love*.............*love*
..*love*...........*love*
...*love*.........*love*
....*love*.......*love*
.....*love*.....*love*
......*love*...*love*
.......*love***you*
........*love**you*








*love**you**love*
*love**you**love
*love*
*love*
*love**you**love*
*love**you**love*
*love*
*love*
*love**you**love*
*love**you**love*

63133  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6806 days ago)

*I asked you if you thought I was pretty, and you said no.
I asked you if you would want to be with me forever, and you said no.
I then asked you if I left you would cry, and you said no.
I had heard enough.
As I walked away, tears streaming down my face,
you grabbed my arm and said,
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd Die.







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