love sucks, after trying for a long time i cant do shit about any thing. there's only one girl whom i care for right now and i cant be with her, or see her, and i really only talk to her on elf pack. i think ts funny i finally found a girl who has tons of stuff in common with me and i cant do anything about it in the place i am at right now. and now it seems i'm going to lose my chances with this girl fast if i don't do something. but i have heard this girl likes to hurt guys or at least dose it often so. i think i wanna give up, but i'm not sure.