SOOO!! my dad is 47 and found out he now have Parkinson's disease.. my grandpa.. (dad's dad) found out his bone marrow cancer (most painful cancer) is moving to his hips and spine..
Life is going down hill..
and I'm
breaking down,
HARD!

LIFE IS AWESOME!
That is//
ALL!!/!!/!!/

Okay its been a while.
Me and Travis are done (that would be the ex for 9 months.) I'm with a different guy. He's being a big ass.. My Dads really really sick. My Grandpa is the same way. And all this guy wants to go is know where I am. Be with me.. And to top it off.. He'll be 21 in a week and might just go out drinking ALL THE TIME. I am going through a lot right now. I have been told I'm going through to much for just being 16.. A lot of things are tough for me!! REALLY TOUGH! Went to go get my Grandpa out of the hospital tonight. He got pissed because I wasn't here to hang out with him at all. I'm sorry!! Family is so important for me!!!! He's one of those guys that I think is all about sex. Me being a virgin I don't want to just have sex with him. He says thats okay but really I think he has cheated on me. He is so overprotective. I hate it he thinks I cheat on him. I don't I think he cheats on me all the time. I have this guy that somebody is trying to set me up with hes awesome. This other guy I like a lot,, he likes me more than I like him and I think thats what hes scared of. Oh to top off the whole boyfriend thing!!
WE'VE BEEN DATING FOR A MONTH!!
THATS IT!!
Thanks for reading.
- - the depressed one.