[crazypunk]'s diary

106858  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-10-13
Written: (6252 days ago)
Next in thread: 107215

ok so i kno no1 care rite but i'm feeling more and more empty inside! i look at the only reason i can find 2 stay around and i feel i'm lossing grasp of that 21 i look in the mirror and i can see the darkness teking over1 i kno it sounds wierd but ya. all i seem 2 do nowdaz is cry. i try 2 hide it and i think im doin a good job of it,,, well that waz b4 i posted this bulliten but im pretty much sure no1's gonna read it but i have 2 express my pain somewhere rite and y not here and not on my wrist? am i rite? i mean seriously is living suposed 2 hurt this bad? i mean if living hurts like this then death cant b that bad rite? i kno "What the hell is she talkin bout?" but whatever im not sure how much more i can take!!! i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow i sound really pathetic rite?

72667  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-06-22
Written: (6730 days ago)
Next in thread: 72853, 73080, 75214

please help!!
Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you have no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing.
Hi, my name is Bryan Warner. I am 21 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7 cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please, if you are a kind person, have a heart. Please, please, PLEASE REPOST THIS MESSAGE

62275  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-02
Written: (6811 days ago)

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,








I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?








I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mummy
Would still want to hug me.








I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.








When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home








When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.








Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.








I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall








I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry








He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.








He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.








He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.








I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.








"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate








The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!








And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor








My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me








COPY AND PASTE THIS IN TO YOUR SPACES 2 LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT CHILD ABUSE IS WRONG

62271  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-02
Written: (6811 days ago)

I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.
I can balance the check book,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit,
to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.
I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair,
I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewellery's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????
I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you DICK!?!



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