i am writing again because there is nothing better to do i really need a cig. i haven't had one all day and i am feenin all crazy it sucks but i can't get ahold of anybody, all of them are partying tonight and i am stuck inside helping to babysit. after kiana goes to sleep then we are goin to watch saw and saw 2 (yea buddy) well i am tired of writing so peace

My friend Bree is once again talking with her boyfriend or ex boyfriend i should say, at times he can be good to her but when me or any of her other friends are around is a little bitch. My boyfriend is sweet but he puts a lot of stuff before me and when we finally get to spend time together his friends make him leave for something and he is gone for hours on end. I really don't like it but i like him so i guess that is something that i have to deal with. Me today has been pretty boring , i have helped Bree with her room now it doesn't look like it is hers anymore it is really white and kinda like a psych ward.