It's Saturday, July 28, 2007; and i'm sitting here in the freakin' hospital. If you don't already know. I was born with Cystic Fibrosis; which is a disease that affects the respiratory and digestive system and it also produces thick mucus throught the body. If you'd like to know more about it. Don't be afraid to just ask me. I'd be more than happy to explain everything to you. Enough with all that. As some of you know i've been in a relationship with the mostest sweetest and loving man on Earth. I couldn't possibly be any happier than I am now. My family and friends have accepted him and there really happy for us. Our love is growing stronger and stronger everyday. Nothing will ever come between us, because we won't let anything come between the love we have for each other.

OK! I don't know where people come off thinking it's cool to threaten to kill children, but i'm not too happy right now. My baby told me that our little girl was threatend. I don't know who did it, but they better not ever do it again. You need to just grow up. I love my fiance and my daughter. Nobody is going to hurt them. I would die for them. You have a problem with that. Then you need to take it up with me. I better not ever hear that someone has threatend my fiance and child. They are my life.

On a happier note. My little girl will be turning 2 yrs. old in a couple of weeks. She's growing up. I love and miss her soooooooo much. I wish I could be there for her birthday. She knows that I love her and wish i could be there. I love you Karla and Mommy misses u. *mmmmmuuuuuaaaahhhhhh*

I'm the happiest woman in the world. I have the most sweetest, loving, and caring fiance in the whole wide world. What more can a girl ask for? I'm getting married and will be a step-mother to a beautiful little girl. I love Shawn and Karla sooooooooooooooo much. I don't know what i'd do without them. I have never been this happy.

Hey Everybody! I'm sooooo happy. I have met the man of my dreams. His name Is Shawn. What can I say? Except for. Shawn asked me to marry him today. I said, "YES!" I love him more than anything in this world. I'd die for him. He's my everything. I can't stress enough how much he means to me. I can't even find the words to explain how he makes me feel. I've never felt this way before. Nobody has ever made me feel this way. I just wish my family would be happy for me and see how Shawn has changed me. I've become a new woman because of him. I now have a reason to wake up in the morning and live my life. I wish my mother was here for me to share my happiness with her. I know she's in my heart and can see me all happy. For those who would like to know. My name will be changing to Mrs. Robin Joyce Hughes-Carson soon. I'm soooooooo excited. I LOVE SHAWN CARSON 4 EVER!!!!