[Steph___x]'s diary

77553  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-23
Written: (6699 days ago)

Boy- hey, Hun
Girl- hey
Boy- I missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
Girl- yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy- oh really? Why?
Girl- oh nothing, annual shots that’s all.
Boy- oh
Girl- so what did we do in math 2day?
Boy- u didn’t miss anything that
great.......just lots of notes
Girl- ok good
Boy- yeah
Girl- hey I have a question......
Boy- ok, ask away
Girl-........How much do u love me?
Boy- u know I love u more than anything
Girl- yeah.....
Boy- y did u ask?
Girl-................>silence<..........
Boy- is something wrong?
Girl- no nothing at all
Boy- good.
Girl- ..............How much do u care about me?
Boy- I would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
Girl- u would?
Boy- yeah.........of course I would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
Girl- no, everything’s fine......
Boy- are u sure?
Girl- yeah.
Boy- ok.......I hope so.
Girl- ..............Would u die for me?
Boy- I would take a bullet for u anyday, Hun
Girl- really?
Boy- anyday. Now seriously, is there something wrong???
Girl- no I’m fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyone’s fine.
Boy- ............ok
Girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
Boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, I love u 2, bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
Boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
Friend- no
Boy- oh.
Friend- she wasn’t here yesterday either.
Boy- I know, she was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend- well dude u know how gurls are sumtimes
Boy- yeah........But not her.
Friend- idk what else 2 say, man.
Boy- k well I gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
Friend- yeah I gotta get to science, ttyl.
>THAT NIGHT: > >> > > >> >
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Girl- hello?
boy- hey
Girl- oh, hi.
Boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
Girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
Boy- are u sick?
Girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
Boy- ill wait.
Girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
Boy-........Alright, I love u Hun.
very long pause
Girl- (with tear in her eye) look, I think we should break up.
Boy- what???
Girl- it’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy- y????
Girl- I love u.
>click< > >> > > >> >
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- what’s up
Friend- nothing, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
Friend- so u didn’t hear?
Boy- hear what?
Friend- um idk if I should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
Boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
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Voice- hello, county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
Boy- uh.......I must have the wrong number, I’m looking for my friend.
Voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
Voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
Boy- really? y? What happened??? How is she???
Voice- her room number its ..666, in building A, suite 3.
Boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
Voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
Boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..666, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy- omg are u ok??
Girl- ..................
Boy- sweetie!! Talk to me!!
Girl- I..........
Boy- u what?? U WHT???
girl- I have cancer and I’m on life support
Boy- ....................Breaks into tears......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
Boy- y??
girl- I wanted 2 tell u but I couldn’t
Boy- y didn’t u tell me????
girl- I didn’t want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- I just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
Boy- ?
Girl- I love u more than anything, I would give u the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy- ...........
girl- don’t be sad, I love u n ill always be here w/u
Boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
Nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES. But what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:
I told her I would take a bullet for her.... Just like she said she would die for me...

46794  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6914 days ago)

There is no cure for this pain, 
[My heart is driving me insane ]

It’s a never-ending battle,
[To free my soul,]
I’m falling down the darkest of holes.

[My blood runs thick]
I feel it flow
[All I want is to let you know ]

Know that I Love you
[Know that I care ]

I want to fight on but you don’t care,
[I throught it was love,]
But loves is so rare.

[You said you loved me]
I guess it wore off,
[It s just a matter of time]
Before I finish myself off.

[I hope my love hurts you ]
As I lie dying.

[All I did was let myself go ]
Cut my wrists
[And let the blood flow. ]

I felt no pain that I hadn’t before,
[I was left to bleed on the floor.]

poem written by my bestmate joel [Bleedin 4 Her]

46793  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6914 days ago)

♥[.*♥*.I CaRvEd YoUr NaMe InTo A sIlVeR bUlLeT sO pEoPlE wOuLd KnOw YoU wErE tHe LaSt ThInG gOiNg ThRoUgH mY hEaD.*♥*.]♥


He HaNdEd Me [12 RoSeS], [11 rEaL] aNd [1 FaKe] AnD sAiD,
"I'lL [♥lOvE♥] yOu TiLl ThE lAsT oNe [*DiEs*]."


[When I first saw u….I wanted to know u !*!]
When I knew u….I wanted to hug u !*!
[When I hugged u….I wanted to kiss u !*!]
When I kissed u….I wanted to love you !*!
[Now that I love u….I don’t want to let u go !*!]


[I asked you if you thought I was pretty...and you said...no!*!]
I asked you if you would want to be with me forever...and you said...no!*!
[I then asked you if I left you would cry...and you said...no!*!]
! I had heard enough !
[As I walked away...tears streaming down my face...]
You grabbed my arm and said...
[You're not pretty...you're beautiful!*!]
I dont want to be with you forever...i NEED to be with you forever!*!
[And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd Die!*!]


*~*♥[sex, drugs rock 'n' roll, speed, weed, birth control, lifes a bitch until we die so feck the world lets get HIGH]♥*~*


[i ♥love♥ you when you're happy]
i ♥love♥ you when you're sad
[i ♥love♥ you when you're laughing]
i ♥love♥ you when you're mad
[i ♥love♥ you when you're playful]
i ♥love♥ you when you're blue
[but the reason why i ♥love♥ you]
is just because you're you

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