Now I know how it feels..

To be forgotten about..
To be left behind..
To not be worried about..
To not have anyone care..
To be on the verge of breaking down..
To give up on everything you believed in..

Its not a pretty feeling..
Its hard to sleep at night..
Its hard to eat anymore..
Its hard to say I love you to anyone..
Its hard to think things will get better..

If I could find a single hope..
If I could find another chance..
If I could find a way to live..
If I could find a reason to push forward..
If I could find a person to love..

Maybe this nightmare would end.