Anyway....So, apparantly I screwed this guy I like's brother......Well he's upset. Makes me regret it. God I wish I could keep it in my pants......

So, this Journey song is about a girl's boyfriend cheating on her, and yet I've never noticed until I looked up the lyrics. How odd is that? Anyway, this is:

Lovin', Touchin', Squeezin'
By Journey

You make me weep and wanna die
Just when you said wed try
Lovin, touchin, squeezin each other

When Im alone all by myself
Youre out with someone else
Lovin, touchin, squeezin each other

Youre tearin me apart
Every day, every day
Youre tearin me apart
Oh what can I say?
Youre tearin me apart

It wont be long, yes till youre alone
When your lover, oh, he hasnt come home
Cause hes lovin oo, hes touchin,
Hes squeezin another

Hes tearin you apart
Every day, every day
Hes tearin you apart
Oh girl what can you say?
Cause hes lovin, touchin another
Now its your turn, girl to cry
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na

So, this is my first diary entry.

I'm a horrible person, but I can't explain why. I feel so bad about being horrible, too. *sighs* Nothing ever works right in my life. I wish I could have a life that didn't suck.