I LOVE SUSAN GUYS! THERES NO ONE ELSE FOR ME! I JUST KNOW IT! I WANT TO BE WITH HER SO BADLY! I NEED HER!

Something is wrong with me! im so damn depressed! i started cutting! i almost killed myself last night! my heart has been broken by someone! i feel like me and her are falling apart! Something is not right! Why cant i find the right girl for me! i thought i have but shes not interested in me i think and shes goin through some shit to! i want to help her but she wont let me! whats wrong with me! i dunno! its life in general and im so sick of it! i need help! i need someone to talk to before i do somthing that ill regret doin and ill be dead!

Yeah im goin through a terrible time right now! I dont know what to do! I feel like no one cares bout me and what would happen if i was dead! To make it worse I love[SxSuGaRLiPsx]so much and i dont know what to do? I wish i could be with her and hold her tightly! Deep down i know i cant be with her cause she dont like me that much, i think and she gots all these guys after her and i cant compete with that! Id do anything for her and even marry her! I dunno my life has changed dramatically and ive never felt like this before! I need someone to talk to! normally i help other people with their problems, but i cant help mine! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! Other than that i was really hyper today in school, but when i came home i realized my pain again and thats why im bored now and crying because im so depressed! HELP, SAVE ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!