~*~Dying Slowly~*~
I cant hold on any longer if I do I will fall to pieces
The way he looks at me I can stand it no longer
Its there its all there
I am bleeding in the inside for all the times I've wanted to say the only thing that comes to mind when I am in his arms
The moments are there and it seam as if time will never end
The pain inside is killing us both so very slowly
Soon not only will our hearts shatter like glass covering the ground
But our souls will die as well

~*~Rose Buds~*~
Gather ye rose buds why ye may...
I'd gather the rose buds but as my heart sees the rose buds have all turned to dust and blown away to the seas
Searching the seas now for the rose buds ashes is like trying to find something that was never there to begin with
Something that is imposable to see


~Relationships~
A flame on a candle can only burn till there's no more wax once gone the flame goes out forever until a new candle is lit for a new start... 

*Depression*
In some point in time in our life we wilt
A flowers time to think back on its life
Take my advice wilt quickly and bloom a new
Do not dwell on the past for it can not be changed what is done is done
It is now the time in your life to move on and no longer dwell on things you can not fix
Let go of your problems and remember your mistakes and learn from them and try not to repeat them and live life again 


***To my best friend Jim***
~Remember Me This Way~ (your song forever)
Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down

Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found

I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go

And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way