I have problems with self-mutalatio n and my father verbly abuses me and causes me so much pain and sometimes I find him staring at my chest and I have nightmares of him strangleing me and I also had a nightmare where I remember I was so afried he was going to rape me and I find bruises on my arms that I don't remember hitting there to cause a bruise.
I have been seeing a theripst and I tried talking to my mom but she doesn't understand I want to tell my friends but my one friend already knows and that didn't go over to well and my other she is a mininight and so I am afried to tell her. I am kinda a loner and I don't see my friends for months on end but I e-mail,write,a nd call them. I love to sew and make komonos. I can't stand noise and flinch when I hear sudden loud noises.I am classified as a disturbed person becaues I write about death and draw angel and people bleeding and lost.


I look at myself disgusted in the mirror and I don't like school because I don't like to be around people.

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