Chapter 6: Deep Sensations the chapter Cams has long awaited for! The BIG one! .

The next night we decided to take a walk in the woods. He had his fingers laced through my own as we walked to the wide open valley that I had found that time I had gone looking for him. All the silver-blue flowers glistened and twitched in the light cool breeze. We came across a grove of willow trees and threw out a large blanket underneath one. The tree’s limbs holding the flowing leaves, that dropped down to the ground, had swayed back and forth.
“It’s so beautiful out here,” I said softly .
“Yea…” he replied holding me close to him. He picked a nearby flower and strung it into my hair. I smiled as he moved the strands of hair out of my face, then kissed my forehead. He skimmed his fingers softly across my cheek, then began to kiss me. I started to return his kiss when he suddenly stopped.
“What’s wrong?”
“Shh,” he whispered, covering up my mouth. “Let’s go…”
“But why?”
“Just c’mon.” I picked up the blanket and he grabbed my hand trying to hurry me back to the woods. Suddenly we heard a gun shot ring out from behind us and a flock of birds fly out into the night sky frantically. I heard Demetrious groan a bit.
“What’s wrong! Are you ok!”
“Yea, the bullet just barely missed me, it only grazed my shoulder. Hurry, c’mon!” We started running back through the woods. ‘Let’s go this way.”
“But that isn’t the way back!”
“If someone is following us then we’ll throw them off track.”
“Good idea!” We ran in the opposite direction of the cave until we couldn’t run any longer.
“I…don’t think…they’re following us…anymore,” he said gasping for air.
“Thank…God…” I huffed. I coughed a few times.
“Let’s go back before anybody else can find us.”
It took us a good half hour before we got back to the cave. When we finally did, he plopped down on the ground sighing.
“They must be out to find us…stay on you guard at all times,” he said rubbing at his shoulder.
“Oh yea. You were hurt. Let me check it out.”
“It’s nothing really…” he said taking off his slightly blood stained shirt. I leaned down and examined it.
“Good, it’s nothing serious. Just put a patch over it and it will be fine in a few days.” I looked around for something to wipe the blood away with. “Damnit!”
“What’s wrong?”
“We’re out of cleansing pads. Must have used them up from when I got hurt.”
“It’ll be fine, it’s no big deal really.”
“No, it may not be serious now, but it could get infected.” I leaned over and began to lick away the blood.
“Uh…” he said silently. I cleaned the remaining blood off, then tied a bandage around his arm.
“There, that should do it.” I looked up at him, to find him staring at me. “What? What’s the matter?” He sat there staring at me for the longest time without saying anything. “Heellooo?”
I said waving my hand in front of his face. He jumped slightly.
“Huh?! What?!” I stared at him a bit irritated.
“I asked you what was wrong.”
“Oh…nothing.”
“Then what was all the spaciness?”
“Oh, nothing.”
“Okay…”
“I’m fine,” he said smiling. “Thanks.”
“Yea, no problem.” He stared at me.
“Oh.”
“Huh, what?”
“There’s just a bit of blood…” he leaned down and licked a small splotch of blood off my cheek.
“Thanks…” I said blushing.
“Yea…’ he whispered. He continued to stare at me.
“What?!’ I asked getting irritated.
“Nothing…” he sighed looking away.
“Well there obviously is something wrong. So what is it?”
“Nothing, okay?”
“God Damnit just fricken answer me!” He stared at me a bit surprised and remained silent. “Will you please just tell me what’s wrong?” He sighed, then stared down at the ground.
“I…”
“You what?”
“I thought that I was going…”
“You were going to what!”
“I thought I was going to lose you!” He said yelling at me. I gasped. “I thought that something was going to happen to you! I was so afraid back there when they gun went off, I had no idea where it was going, or what it was going to hit. You don’t know how relieved I am that the bullet had hit me and not you. If something had happened to you…if something happened to you…I don’t know what I would have done….” I was staring at his beat red face with tears streaming down my face.”
“Demetrious…”
“What?” He then stared at me wide eyed, after I smack him across the face.
“If you ever, ever do something stupid if something happens to me, I will kick your ass!” He looked at me, then chuckled a bit.
“Fine,” he said smiling. I lunged at him, throwing my arms around his neck, burying my face into his chest and sobbing. He stroked my head. “Don’t cry, please.” I couldn’t help but cry.
“I was scared too. “
“It’s all over now, we’ll be fine.” I looked up at him. “Damnit,” he said rather crossly, looking away.
“What?” I sniffed.
“Nothing…”
“Not this again,” I groaned. “Now, what?”
“That face.”
“What face.” I stared at him kind of confused. He looked back at me.
“See! That face!” I tilted my head back more confused than ever. “STOP!”
“I’m sorry! I would stop but I have no idea what I am supposed to stop doing!”
“Sorry…” he sighed. “It’s just…every time you give me that innocent face…”
“What? This?” I looked at him innocently.
“Yes! Stop!” I laughed.
“What? Is this your weakness?” I leaned into his face and tried to look all cute and guiltless. He grunted and pushed me away lightly. “Great now I know your weakness!” I got up dancing around and singing tauntingly. “I know your weakness, I know your weakness!”
“Hey! Stop!” he laughed. I continued singing. He got up. “Hey!” He began to walk towards me.
“Oh no! Run away! Demetrious is coming!” I yelled jokingly. He chased after me around the cave, until he had me trapped in one of the corners. “Damnit!” He slowly stepped towards me.
“Fine, you win!” I yelled, but he continued to walk towards me. He had a fixed stare on me. “W…what?” I stammered. I started backing up, until I was against the wall and couldn’t possibly go anywhere else. “Demetrious? Are you that mad? I’m sorry! I didn’t mean anything by it!” He grinned walking up to me. “Demetrious…” His body was now pressed against my own and he had his hands placed on the wall above me. He slowly leaned down and kissed me.
“I wouldn’t talk…” he said silently and then kissing me again. “I know your weakness.”
“No…fare…” He laced his fingers through mine and had my arms against the wall. He began to kiss me below the ear on the side of my neck. I had my head tilted up and sideways.
“Demetrious…” I called softly. He stopped.
“What?’ he said kind of sighing.
“I love you…” He stared at me.
“Love you too.” He said sighing and backing away. “Always at the worst times…” I heard him mumble.
I grabbed his hand. He turned around and stared at me. “What?” I gave him an innocent stare. “Aw c’mon.” I drew closer to him, staring at the ground. “What?” I tugged at his
hand and tried to give him the hint to sit down. He finally got the idea and sat down next to me. “What’s wrong?” he said. I still had my hand tightly attached to his. I sat up on my knees,
leaning over and kissing him. He stared at me a bit surprised. “Yes?”
‘God Damnit! Why can’t I say anything to him!’ I thought. I swung his hand a bit and took a deep breath.
“I don’t care anymore.”
“Don’t care? Don’t care about what?” He stared at me confused.
“I don’t care about being afraid of you…about what you will do…about what you will say…if I’m going to be hurt…then I want you to be the one to do it. You’re the only person that I want to hurt me…to make me cry…to love me or to hate me…” My eyes were filled with tears and they started falling one by one. I gasped, looking away blushing. ‘There. I finally said it.’ I thought.
“Oh, Kitara…” he said taking me into his arms.
“I’m not done…” he respectfully let go of me. “Even if this whole time you were pretending…” By this time, he was actually crying. “Uh…” He then had me pinned against the ground and he punched his fist into the ground next to me.
“Pretending? Pretending?!” What the hell would I be pretending! Why would I try and keep you safe…hold you at night…kiss you…tell you I love you…want you more than
anything…and most of all risk my life for you if I was pretending!” He was screaming right in my face and it made me so scared of him. But then I latched onto him tightly.
‘I didn’t mean it that way! I’m so sorry!” I was bawling into his chest. “I never ment it in a way to hurt you, honestly!” He had me embraced tightly. “I ment it in the way that I’ve come to love you so much that I don’t care how much you hurt me. I want you to be the one to love me. I want you to be the one to hate me. I want you to be the one to have me. I want you and only you.” He had me on the ground and was holding me so incredibly tight. ‘Demetrious…I can hardly breath…” He loosened his grip, but didn’t let go. After a while he finally let go of me.
“Kitara…I love you so incredibly much. There is no way that I could even possibly show you how much that I love you…
“Demetrious…” He leaned down and kissed me. His kiss was different from any other one he had ever given me. “Everything that you possibly wanted me to know…it was there…” I said crying. He straddled over me and kissing me again. I placed my hands on his shoulders, then sliding them down his bare back. I could feel his back muscles tensing up, underneath my fingertips. He sent a few kisses down my neck, then gave two light tugs at my shirt. I knew exactly what he was asking me. ‘I seriously don’t care anymore,’ I thought. ‘Well at least he asked…he isn’t acting like some ravenous animal.’ I responded by lifting my arms above my head and he gently pulled it off. My body shivered and I moaned slightly, as his body slid down my own and he grazed his fangs down my neck to my stomach, as he began to softly kiss my belly button. “That tickles!” I yelled. He smiled and gave a small chuckle. He kissed his way back up to my mouth. His hand slithered up my stomach and to my chest, undoing my bra. I had my hands placed on his head, my fingertips entangled into his long soft hair, as he began to kiss my collar bone, then moving down slightly lower. After a while he had somehow removed my pants and underwear as well as his own. My eyes were filled with tears as I embraced him tightly, digging my nails into his back. His hair hanging almost down into my face, his body dampened with sweat. This was the final point, there was no turning back. He had given me everything he had to offer, all of his love.
Dawn next morning had came. I blinked my eyes a few times, before actually opening then fully. Demetrious had himself gripped tight around me. I slid the blanket off me and
went to get some clothes on. Getting up, I groaned when I felt the pain in my lower abdominal area, clutching my stomach. I quickly washed off in the water that flowed from the waterfall inside the cave and then changed into some fresh clothes. I lied back down next to Demetrious. His eyes popped open scaring me.
“Morning beautiful,” he said smiling.
“Good morning yourself.” He gave me a kiss and then embraced me.
“Feeling ok?”
“Yea…just some slight pains.”
“Well, that’s nothing unusual. It’s always like that.” He held me next to him for the longest time in silence before speaking. “I’ve been thinking…”
“About?”
“Our future.” ‘Oh no,' I thought. ‘This could be bad, or this could be good.’
“Okay…” I said waiting for his response.
“Well, if you don’t mind, we can go over it later.”
“Oh, okay. No problem...”
“Good.”




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