Shit Happens..
mostly to me so dont worry

[True Friends]
[There is no such thing
As a true friend
Just fake ass bitches
Pretending to care
I know im a bitch
And i dont care
And maybe i wont give a FUCK
For the rest of the year
I have been betrayed
I have been let down
I am NOT going to deal
I'm NOT going to fuck around
Y'all think you got everything
Y'all think your "all that"
Well NEWSFLASH for you
You can go FUCK a bat
You think your a true friend??
Well you can guess again
Cuz i DOUBT youll be there
Till the end
I have a select few
Of those who are true
I'm deleteing everyone else..
It's overdue]

[ THE FOLLOWING IS DEDICATED TO MIKEY, THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD EVER HOPE FOR]
You are there for me
I'm sorry I couldnt see
But you should have told me
I would give you my heart
I would give you my blood
But only knowing
It would do no good
You are the best friend
I could EVER ask for
I know you are in love with me
And I'm in love with you
Even though you already knew
I want you to come see me
And to watch over me
For all of eternity
I know your a fighter
Just keep fighting
And never surrender
Do this for me
And I will be
In you debt
Eternally
[MIKEY HAS UNDERGONE A HEART TRANSPLANT AND UNFORTUNATLY HIS BODY IS REJECTING THE HEART, WE DONT KNOW HOW LONG HE HAS LEFT, I LOVE YOU MIKEY!]

[R.I.P. Aunt Liz]
Goodbye Auntie Liz
You will be very missed
You were there
You were around
But now I feel so down
To know you was a treat
I would've been there
But im trying to get on my feet
All the years of expereince
You harbored in you
I missed out,
I was so overdue
I Hope you rest in peace
Of all the things I can do
This poem is the least
All for you.
[DEDICATED TO MY DEAR AUNT LIZ WHO PASSED AWAY ON DECEMBER 18TH, 2008]

[ my boy ]
by me for my wonderful boyfriend Kai
I love my boy
With all my heart
I knew i loved him
From the start
Through ups and downs
Good times, bad times
He will always be around
Through times, our times
And he will be
There for me
Eternally
I love you Kai

 /\__/\ /\
( ^.^ ) /
(_____)

I AM PROTECTED BY KILLER KITTY!!! DONT LET THE CUTENESS FOOL YOU!! HE IS A KILLER AT HEART!

No matter what you do
No matter what you say
I can't seem to hate you
Or give you away
Loves kind of strange
The way it is that way
Written in story books
It's never the way it looks.
So tell me
So I can see
And feel the way
You say--
Love Should Be
(by my friend Shawna..she gets full credit for this poem)



[Family Life]
 by: ME!!!
In a family falling apart
In a room with a broken heart
I sit alone
Full of fear
Down my cheek
Rolls a tear
Full of anger
Full of hate
A need for someone
To appreciate
I'm abused
I'm ignored
So here i sit
So very bored
I sit alone
And confused
With a feeling
Of being used
No "Hellos"
Or "Goodbyes"
No "thank yous"
Or replies
Just do this
Just do that
Don't even argue
Don't talk back
Can't go here
Can't go there
Because no car
Since last year
I miss my family
I miss my friends
Only letters
Can I send
When they call
He hangs up
It's all my fault
I give up
So here I sit
All alone
In this hell
I call a home
I want riches
I want wealth
But right now
I need health
There are times
That I cry
And I wish
I could die
Bitch, bitch, bitch
Is all I hear
While he drinks
Another beer
Oh my God
I want to die
Someone shoot me
In the eye
Everyone makes
Such a fuss
I wanna jump
In front of a bus
If that dont kill me
Let me be
I will die
Eventually
I know it's dark
And absurd
But I wanna make
Myself heard
If no one hears me
Then oh well
They'll just hear
A funeral bell
If it's painful
I don't care
When i die
Just leave me there
Leave me there
Let me rot
In a field
Or in a plot
When I'm gone
Don't be scared
I'll be with you
I'll be there
"What about Jamie?"
You may ask
I'll come back
And haunt his ass

[I Lost]
by: ME AGAIN!!!

I lost my love
I lost my life
I lost my boy
I lost the fight
In the future
I will lose
Everyone
In ones and twos
No one knows
The pain I've suffered
No one knows
It cannot be buffered
I am hated
I am blamed
Everyone
Will do the same
To loose him
Was like a stab
In the heart
Or in the ab
He don't care
No one does
It's hard to bare
Such a buzz

[ lonesome ]
by: me again ^^ (no stealing)
Lonesome day
Lonesome night
Lonesome scare
Lonesome fright
Sometimes i wish
Someone was here
To wipe away
A lonesome tear
But no one is
No one will
Oh great
Another bill
No one here
No one there
Then again
No one anywhere
Lonesome day
Lonesome night
This will be
A lonesome life

[ love ]
by me (no stealing)
Love is fun
Love is great
I'll be in heaven
At this rate
Always there
Always hidden
Sometimes its out
Sometimes its forbidden
Whether your gay,
Straight or bi
Do wat you can
Reach for the sky
Today is gone
But tomorrow looks bright
Dont be afraid
Reach for new hieghts