Ashley
You were once
alive, but now
you're gone. The
day I found you,
I knew it was
over.
I tried so hard
not to cry, while
giving you CPR.
When they came,
I didn't want to
leave your side.
But I had to,
so they could take
you away. When I
heard the doctor
explain everything, I
didn't want to
believe.
When they said
you didn't make
it. I broke down.
I didn't give
a care who caught me,
cause I was too
busy crying. Cause
I lost my best
friend.
You always made me
laugh and smile. It
would never fail
when you call and
told on me. Now
your gone, and
my life is lonely.
I miss you so
much, I want you
back. But your
with God now,
and I can't change
that. Watch over
us! We miss you.
Life will never
be the same without
you...
I LOVE and MISS YOU ASHLEY!!!
Jan. 1995 - July 2006
Sadness
Friends leaving, People
downing you. Seeing
people walk out of
your life.
People saying "Your
not good enough. You'll
never be anything."
This my friend, makes
people feel sadness.
This sadness we feel,
makes us want to be
alone. Our self-esteem
goes down. We spend
our time in a dark
corner, because we feel
sad.
We can't get over
what goes through
our head. We let
everything bother
us.
We continue on
with life feeling
sad, lost, confused.
We want to
ask for help, but
we are afraid people
will put us down.
We know not
what happiness is.
We only know sadness.
WE leave friends, family,
life. We stay in
dark corners.
We hide our
scares. We lie
when someone asks
whats wrong. We
don't speak, play games,
or socialize. We just
sit in our dark corner.
This my friend, is
sadness...
Life
Daily we ask,
Why does life
have to be hard?
Our world makes it
hard
Losing friends,
love, reality. Our
minds get corrupted
with killing, cutting,
and suicide.
Friends tell us
that it takes
the pain away, to get
away from the pain
that life puts us
through. We build
this pain. This pain
overpowers.
Overpowers our thoughts,
our life, the way we
socialize with friends.
We let life tell
us what to do.
How you should live.
We get angry for
no reason, and we lose it.
Overpowering thoughts take
control. We do what is
wrong. We cut ourself again
and again to take the pain
away.
Love; boyfriend girlfriend;
kissing, holding hands. Then,
it moves so fast that
something happens.
And yet, overpowering
thoughts take control...