HEYYY GESSSS WHATTT......
hehe. there are some reallly really hottt girls =]] yup thats right...were the sex x]
She'd slit her wrists with dimonds
And h.a.n.g herself with pearls
Because she wanted to be the prettest wReCK
he'd ever s-e-e-n
This is my Baby Boo...[GML]. His name is Gabriel Marcus Lang. Hes theeee most amazing guy in the world. He means /everything\ to me and i wouldnt change +anything+ about him. Hes the -only- person that i can really talk to. He lets me express all my anger on him...even when he did nothing wrong, i can tell him things with out him telling other people or giggleing about it,or makeing me soud like im crazy. Hes the only guy that duznt think im crazy, and hes the only person who -understands me-, and love me for me. He's the kind of guy that thinks i look more ^beautiful^ when im in my swets, no make up, wairing my glass, and have my hair currly in a bun. He's the kind of guy that would push me up against his car,kissing ME...with =no= intention of !ever! stopping!!! he would do anything in his power to make me happy.When were on the phone, he drives me ~crazy~. he says things to me that NOONE has ever said to me before. He duz things that NOONE has ever dun. He makes me feel like im on top of the world, he makes me feel soo loved, and wanted. i love him soo much, hes my +whole world+. hes the only reason why i get up in the morning...and cought down every second till i can here his Amazing voice again. hes the reason why i can Never sleep, and when i finly do sleep...hes the reason why i have such wonderful [**NightMares**] hes the air that i breath and with out him i would d-i-e.. i could never live with out him nore do i want to. hes the only thing in this world thats keeping me ALIVE...thats keeping me going...the only thing that loves me and duznt care what i do or how i act. he is theee hottest guy, the most A-m-a-z-i-n-g guy in the world. hes [-perfect-and-flawless-] Gabe i just wanted to tell you...you are my world and *Everything* in it, you have my [<heart>] and sooo much more, i am yours and NOONE else, i love you [forever] and ever...i could never stop, dont you ever forget that...Gabriel Marcus Lang (I love you).<333
[i am one BIG....] 
My name is Amanda. im not shy and i could carless what you think of me. and im not sigle im taken and marryed! to an amazing guy named gabe...(look uppp)i love him with all my heart and i would leave him for anything in the world. and if any of you guys hurt him i will hunt you down like the sad lil cuch licker,cock sucker, cumming lil whore that you are...and gut you like a fucking fish. I say whats on my mind and i dont sure coat anything. so if you dont like my answer to something then u should have never asked the question. i dont like to lable people. i wair what i like to wair, i dont put something on cuz its "kool" only cuz i like it. I do like boys and girls and i am Bi. if you have a prob with that, then guys bend down and suck ur left nut....girls..bend down and lick ur nasty cuch.
and if you think you can break me and watch me fall....have fun trying cuz as long as i have that AMAZING boy in life...i cant fall and break...he holds me up.
if you have any question...feel free to ask.
<center> I will wear my [neon green] stud belt,
with my black one,
thick eyeliner,
and Red eyeshadow all around my eyes,
and I don't c-a-r-e what you think of m*e*
isnt it funny?
isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
- Are you laughing?
Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
- Im not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
How can you call a girl a poser, how can you say "you're emo" or "attention seeker" without spending a second trying to figure out why there are cuts on her wrists and why she spends her lunchtimes crying instead of laughing with her friends
- Keep on laughing
Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her Life
Brave isnt going up on stage and stripping
Brave is not saying a speech
Or dumping your boyfriend
Brave is
Going to school on mufti day and not for a second caring what the whores around you are saying about your clothes
Its listening to your own music and being proud of it
Its going through every day with the things people say to your face and behind your back and you still keep quiet
Its knowing what your "friends" are saying about you and still calling them your friends
Brave is knowing that tomorrow isnt a bright and happy future
Its another day of bitching and dodging rumours
- Laugh if you must, but it is NOT funny.
Broken hearts and shatterd dreams,
Love me till my heart no longer beats,
Welcome to your nightmare, this is my dream,
Sence life dosent last long,
Kill me now and let me live forever.
Let my heart stop beating,
Take my last breath away,
With nothing more simple but a kiss.
Say your last words,
Lie and tell me you love me.
Watch my eyes as they close,
Knowing that you finaly killed me.
Thank you for letting my dreams come true.
Now that YOUR time is finly due...
Welcome to your nighmare...
Nothing more but my little dream..
Once you enter..
You may never leave.
BY: Amanda ((ME))
