bad ass EMO kid with a gun



           blue veined firefly
   i'm as light as can be, when mybones set          me free
and i float towards the moon in the twilight
veiny and pale,
     my limbs gracefully flail,
 as i sail,
      like a baby bird's first flight
      the line of my lips,
     curves upward at the tips
and its shape does a lot to remind me

     of my own jagged hips,
     their bones and their dips,
   and pride and accomplishment find me
but when i let it sink in,
and i let myself win,
i find i am falling from grace again
i feel heavy, not thin, and welcome her in, i give in, i give in
i give in
i love you ANA <3<3


1.Name: Kat
2.Nicknames: Kat, Kat-the-bat-katkat-the-bat
3.Birth Place: Berlin
4.Hair length: long
5.school/work: school
6.You smoke: ayyyeeeaaasssss
7.Likes: cuddles, GANJA!!, kisses, Music, <Y friendies
8.Bro/Sis: an older Sister
9.Relationship: woohoo, with Mr.Jim
10.Piercings: Lip, ears twice, and industrial Ear
11.Tattoo: Not yet..but all thats gonna change!!
12.Fave country: Amsterdam
Nicest person/s i have meet this year: my new gang
13.Who would you like to meet: God
14.Who do you admire most: My reflection
15.Most sexy: ME
16.Fave car: Bmw Z3 oh yes!
17.Fave music: loving the EMo, Reggae, Rock, power melodic speed metal, black metal, death metal..etc
18.Fave city: Paris
19.You wish: to meet god and hit him hard
20.Fave perfume: issay miake
21.Fave colour: Red
22.Fave food: subway!
23.Fave drink: Cup of tea
24.Lucky number: sleven
25.What do i think is greatest about myself: im just me and i think thats all you ever need to be
26.Fave song: Within Temptation- angels
27.Fave footwear:Vans off the walls
28.Rather spend time out or in? Out with my mates, either razzin around in sams car or sitting at the Tiffey
30.Most romantic moment in ur life: my first ever rose!
31.Most embarssing moment in ur life:Accidentaly smacking an old guy on the Ass.
32. Breakfast: moooooosli
33. What do you dislike to eat: those rank Shitaki mushrooms you get in Chinese food, there like squidgy little eyeballs
33. Pets: 2 cats, omar & libby, 2 horses. four fish,
34.Laugh or dream: Laugh
35.Serious or funny: FUNNYMAN
36.Fast or Slow: fast,fast,slow,fast
37.Do u prefer being being alone or in a relationship: relationship fosho
38. Simple or complicated: simple, dont mess with my fragile little mind
39.Cremated or buried: i dont really think ill maind, seeing as ill be dead and all that
40.Light or Dark: Lightlightlight
41.Speak or Silence: Speak ihavethetendancytotalkreallyreallyfastsoyoucanthearawordimsaying
42.Sex or Alchoho: ALCOHOL, then sex!
43.Hugs or Kisses: big hugg then a kiss
44.Life or death: im gonna go with life!
45.Gig or disco: gig fosho
46.Left or Right: Right
47.Dark/Red/Blonde haired guys: dark all the way
48.What would you ask god if you could ask him one single question: whats the time
49.Do you believe in reincarnation: erm, i dunno, i think oncce your dead then your dead but it would be cool to come back as a giraffe...im not quite sure why
50.You believe in aliens: oh yes, my good mate harry was indeed abducted at one point *ahem,bullshit harry, ahem*
51.Does true love exist: i think there has to be someone for everyone...unless your well ugly
52.How many kids would you like to have: 0.5
53.What is the thing you cant stand:non stoners who say they are stoners just to fit in
54: best feeling: when im Hiiiiiiigh
53: Worst Felling: when im sober
54.What are you afraid of: jelly, beards, hoovers
55.Are you an emotional person: if i want to be
56.Eva cried whilst watching a movie: ha! bambi, gets me everytime
57.Your goal in life: to make something of myself
58.What is the most beautiful part of a mans body: collar bone
59.Most original place to ask someone to marry you:sewage factory
60.What super power would you like to have? make well pretty people have loads of spots
61.Single: nononon
62.Want to be: warm
63.Age you act: 16
64. age you wish u were: 18
65.Whats your job. im currently in education
66.DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS: Yes....maybe
67.Obession: i have to know EVERYTHING
68.Do you hate yourself: if i piss me off
69.Do you hate ur hand writing? nah, mine is well safe
70.whats the complement that you get from people: i like your eyes
71.If a movie was made of your life what would it be called: Gaaaay
72.Can u sing: hell no
73.What do you hate about yourself: i dont want people to hate me so i do whatever it takes to make them happy
74.Have you got a question: yes i have
75.What is your greatest strength:i can win ANY argument
76.anything you regret: lots and lots
77.What u would change about ur apperense? i wouldnt mind my hair being a bit longer
78.What is the most important lesson you have learned in life: dont spit into the wind
79.What do you like most about ur body:my lips
80.do you think you are good looking?dunno really
81.what film character are you most like: Lucy Lieu
82.Do people know how u feel: if i makle it pretty damn clear
83.are you perceived wrongly: yes, by many
84.pray?. Lord...no
85.Take walks in the rain: yesyesyes
86.been in love?: yeah, FOOL
87.Had surgery: no
88.Ran away from home: No
89.gotten beaten up: No
90.Slept outdoors: Yep
91.pulled an all nighter: yep,
92.Thought you were going crazy: uhu!
93.Kissed same sex: yep
94.Had dream that came true: yes a couple
95.Are you a virgin? no
96.Believe in love at first sight:...or should i walk by again
97.Do you wish on stars? no, its mostly cludy and ..oh wait...im not a gay
98.What do you find romantic: massage
99.Turn on: passionate kisses
100.Turn off: facial hair
101.Do you think the opposite sex find u attractive: ask them
102.Whats you favourite weather: Sunny days
103.Name one thing u r scared off but feel stupid to be scared off it: jelly
104.Who do you fancy?:myself