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This was made for me by my daughter, [eyes of frost]

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[Dear Lord:]

I'm sorry to dissappoint you but I just don't know how much longer I can go on. For even with your help the ligt is almost gone. I'm drowning in the darkness and see no hope and no way out. The constant pain I'm living in doesn't help, for it's just getting worse Lord and I'm giving in to the pain. I can't concentrate and I'm losing myself and just don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm floundering along the path Lord and just want to come home and see you. No I don't want to die but I would like to have the dream again of kneeling at your feet. For it gave me the strength to push aside my pain. I could see ahead of me and knew there would be no shame. I made my decisions accordingly, for I knew you had a plan. But the wieghts of all that you have given to me it too was for me to stand.

I cant eat right ir sleep at night and I cant shut down my mind. For there are so many things that I still need to do that I just flounder and stand. I'm alone with the ones that I love and dont know how to make it better for them. I would take on all of their burdens and sickness but I know that they need to learn their paths too. It's just killing me to sit and watch and not be able to help with it all. And now I jut dont seem to care about anything at all.

I dont want to get out of bed for I know what's awaiting me when I do. A life of constant pain is the life that you want me to live through. The feelings of helplessness are getting to be too much. I've asked you for help Lord but I'm feeling that we're losing touch. I dont know if any of this makes sense and maybe this is hwere you want me to be. But I just want some sunshine and laughter for you know that's what matter to me most. I just dont know what to do next or if I'm supposed to do anything at all. But please Dear Lord I'm begging you. Dont let me lose touch with myself.

I've worked so hard to become a better person and just dont think that Ive come to far. For if I had, I'd know what to do and not be this far in the dark. It's surrounding me completely now Lord and I'm so very afraid. I just want to see you again and know that I'm not insane.

[I wrote this on that 30th of 2005. If you are interested I have some poems that I will be putting up on a wiki sooner or later. Please do not steal them. You will be reported to the guards. My daughter] [eyes of frost][signed me up on here.]

If you need help with anything feel free to message me. If you need help with anything not so dramatic you can go to her also. Please feel free to explore my house. Have a wonderful day and blessed be.

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I found this image and I liked it. No it is not mine and I am not claiming it as mine. i just like it.

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