[Don't Fall For This]'s diary
Well hasn't this been awhile
things gone pretty shite recently, sadly.
Just when you think things get better people kick u back down.
It's beena year since I've been with someone, starting to wonder if there is something wrong wit me. likely..
It really irritates me when people complain about being single when it's been 2 weeks since their last one.
Get over it loser.
theres a new song by Mcfly
'Heart Never Lies'
Now wouldn't it be great that someone thought of you like that..
I love my convo's with marcus <3
when the FUCK did we have icecream 30seconds to mars best gig of life wooo, arthur u rock i kept ur clay telescope lol says:
hehe i'd punch u in the tit hehe
[дѕнιεϊςн] ;;HLFL! [Whispers "Hello, I Miss You Quite Terribly", I fell in love, in love with you suddenly] says:
BAP ATTACK!
[дѕнιεϊςн] ;;HLFL! [Whispers "Hello, I Miss You Quite Terribly", I fell in love, in love with you suddenly] says:
=D
when the FUCK did we have icecream 30seconds to mars best gig of life wooo, arthur u rock i kept ur clay telescope lol says:
HHAHAHAHAHA FUCKING GREAT TERMINOLOGY FOR IT
xD Isn't it pathetic when you know it all as well..
The following statement is true.
You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK.
But when I call you, nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Porch Monkey, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist.
You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live.
You have the United Negro College Fund.
You have Martin Luther King Day.
You have Black History Month.
You have Cesar Chavez Day.
You have Yom Hashoah
You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
You have the NAACP.
You have BET.
If we had WET(white entertainment television) we'd be racists.
If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.
If we had white history month, we'd be racists.
If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists.
If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists.
In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists.
You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.
You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us.
But, when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug-dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist.
I am white.
I am proud.
But, you call me a racist.
Why is it that only whites can be racists?
I juss found this on someone profile, true or what?
Bad day, very bad day. A lot to complain about.
Lets begin, shall we?
Chavs
Stereotypical, yes I know. I'd like to say this to any of them that read this. I hate you all, you're shallow cunts who think a friendship or even a relationship relies on the outside of a person. "You're ugly!" I hear that a lot from 'your kind'. Can you not accept people who WHO they are rather then what they look like? Or are you incapable of doing that?
Also, I would like to comment on the lack of English communication. LEARN TO SPELL! Or did you not even go to Primary school!? You lame ass cunts need to: 1. get an education. 2. Get some manners. 3. BE NICE.
Second on the agenda. My Father
My father is a bastard. I hate him. He constantly goes on porn sites, and even as I type ((as this is the night time here)) heis watching porn on tele whilst I am in the room. He's not fit to be a dad. I don't even like it when I go swimming and he's around cause I feel as if he's lookin at me. He ignores my mum, constantly. Then blames her for any arguements that then arise from this.
And finally, Scene Fags
Are there any people who doesn't have black hair, hair coverin one eye, tight jeans, 3/4 length tights with skirts, wears 2 belts, has some type of facial piercing and has a stretcher about 10mm and up.
Orginality is hardly ever seen anymore and its rather annoying tbh. I won't say I'm original cause I'm not, but I don't follow a fashion, whatever feels comfy I wear. Simple as. But no. Everyone else must be emo! For God's sake, get a life! Messy hair doesn't always look good you know. Wind swept? Thought so.
Judge me by my profile, say that I type scene. I don't care, I like it, it looks good in my opinion. Problem? Yeh? Tough.
My rant for the day =]]
Oh deeear.
Lost Prophets release one new song of their album.
Everyone suddenly bums them.
Yeah I got their new album cause I liked them before everyone bummed them for saying "Everybody scream your heart out."
Just because it sounds scene doesn't mean it is.
They were just as good before this new album.
STOP THE SCENE SHIT.
Oops, i think i just became a hypocrite!
Fuck it.
No matter what ya say.
"Don't Judge Me"
The most common phrase on this fucking site. No matter what you say, people will judge you, they just don't have to tell you.
Don't waste my seconds of this pointless life having to read it. Thanks.
The Nice Guy Curse
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last,
that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and
bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is
dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but
restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors
and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing
room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly
reiterate how cute/beautiful
appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of
support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back
attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a
girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.
This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends
back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the
guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy
male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but
give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game
where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend
material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice
guys who are overlooked, underestimated
guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.
This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone,
and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly
dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you
thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all
ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the
best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in Halo2 to rant about a rumor
that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive
person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had
nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped
her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for
that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was
nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you
knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you,
justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re
just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm
body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.
The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps
more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they
should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what
I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends
at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is
that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim
they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen,
they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or
“he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up
with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most
frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to
lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their
too-nice-to-da
Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure
out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice
guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But
one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finis
doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that
train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking
them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier,
finding the ones that are single.
So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice
guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described
as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your
patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your
party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile.
For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the
situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my
acknowledgemen
society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.
Repost if you're a nice guy or...
a female that does appreciate the nice guys
I feel the need to say this.
Dick.
Lets get this straight.
Fall out boy are shit.
They are NOT emo.
They're fags who think they are, espescially 27 year old Pete Wankerz.
Their music is not cool, they whine.
They're all stupid fucks who think they're cool that they can put a side parting in their hair.
Well done, so can everyone else, cunts.
Not to mention, as these lil kids listen to Fall Out Bummers they think their emo.
Therefore a new breed of wemos (wannabe emos) appear.
They are then arrogent retards who think it's cool to cut.
No, its not cool. It leaves scars which are then questioned, really not cool. Trust me.
Also, these wemo fags give true emos a bad name.
They call themselves emo. That is low.
No I'm not gonna say who is or isn't a wemo in my opinion.
Emo kids then get this label that they're all depressive ponsy gay ass losers who are attention seekers.
It's not true [Believe it or not.]
I'm not classing myself or anyone as emo or wemo if you ask me. So don't waste your time.
Seriously Kiddo's, get a life, be who you really are, not some fad that'll be gone in 2 months.
Don't like this? Fuck off.
Beckie Jones.
Riiight. This girl has copied me for years.
I dye my hair black, so does she.
I wear strips, so does she.
I wear pink make up, so does she.
I cut my hair short, so does she.
I listen to Trivium and From First To Last (who previously she hated) So does she.
Now. I want snakebites done when i leave 6th form (i know you can't have it for the school i'm going to) so this unoriginal whore decides that all of a sudden she wants her lip done. She also tells me that if she has it done after the exams it'll heal. Wrong. It takes about 10 weeks, I think, for a lip piercing to heal to take out etc. And when we finish exams we only have 8 weeks.
Also, not to mention once a piercing has healed to be aken out you're meant to leave the ring in for at least another month to ensure the healing has actually happened. So really she can't have it done. But no. She must beat me to this since I havent done it yet. And I know for a fact, if she gets her lip done, she'll be forced to take it out, therefore losing £40 and possibly getting suspended. Not to mention i'd beat her up.
You tell me, she's lame and really needs to stop copying me, get a life, and stop boasting about her boyfriend who lacks in cock. =]] My Rant for today.
Feedback on my view on this please. Right or wrong?
I Hate My Parents.
Yeah, usual comment right? Not every one gets told how each parent hates the other. Mum n dad's marriage is falling apart.. and i know every detail behind it. During my GCSE's this really isn't good. Fail? Probably.
I'm sick of this. Beckie wondered why I was upset.. her life isn't like everyone elses.
Written about Monday 2006-05-22
Written: (6764 days ago)
imma get so many comments for this. haha.
riiiight. I was talking to my grandmum n grandad today. Strangely enough about racism. and I come to the conclusion that the rules should be re-written. Only white people can be rasist towards blacks. However, blacks can be nasty, can murder, can bully whites and not be called rasist. England was originally a whites country and as the government have allowed blacks into our country, rules were put to play. "Kill a black, your a rasist. Insult a black, you're a rasist. Call a black a nigga, you're a rasist." now. watch Crimewatch and when the murders are investigated, look at the suspects or the actual murderers. black. in my opinion, black people are trying to take our country, and since thy can't have it, they're killing us. BEfore anyone kills me for this, it's my opinion, get me banned or report me to the guards. but think about what I said first.
A white man yells to a black man. "Hey colored boy! You're blockin my view."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"When I was born I was black,"
"When I grew up I was black,"
"When I'm sick I'm black,"
"When I go in the sun I'm black,"
"When I'm cold I'm black,"
"When I die I'll be black"
"But you sir..."
"When you're born you're pink,"
"When you grow up you're white,"
"When you're sick, you're green,"
"When you go in the sun you turn red,"
"When you're cold you turn blue,"
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away...
I bone that man
Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
[Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?]
Girl, you must think that I'm crazy
But we all know you's a cutie
and you're all like, "Nuh uh boys don't wanna get with me"
Girl, please
I can see right through those
[fake colored contacts
Your eyes ain't blue], I bet that hair's held by glue
Hey shorty, why you playing games
These games were played, the rules were made,
You dropped these names and now you got nothing to say
[X2]
It's like an episode of cheaters
and I'm that dude with the gun
[Hiding cameras in your bedroom]
Girl, I know what you've done
I might be [your baby's daddy]
But that don't mean shit
When every dude on the blockKnows that you're a trick
Hey shorty, why you playing games
These games were played, the rules were made,
You dropped these names and now you got nothing to say
[X2]
Uh, I'm not a rockstar but I still tend to rock hard
You trying to play games tease and trying to keep me rock hard
[Trying to make me slap you and see me in a cop car]
Catch me speeding in stock cars expecting me to stop hard
You playing with the mind of the craziest kind
Telling me how much you [x.love.x] me when I know that you're lying
You must be snorting lines if you think that I'm crying
[You manipulating backstabbing cold and kaniving]
went from last to first but this is first to last
I'm the major league playa you can kiss my ass, trick(Drop it like it's...)
[
...Hot! Shake it like a salt shaker [x4
]][
Fuck [x4
]Fuck you [many times]]
_____________♥____________
But, There are so many wannabe emo kids here now.. And I'll get told "Yeah but your not emo and you think you are blah blah blah" No, do not think I am emo, I like some of the styles..if anything I'm scene.
But com'on, before the fashion came along there were real emo kids which weren't labelled for who they were, they just were themselves which is now sterotyped as emo. I've also been noticing that chavs have taken some of the 'emo' style e.g. stripes, drain pipes. and used them as a fashion now which is rather degrding since an individual style has now been exploited.
I hate moaning, but I'm sic of seeing people with "Oh so emo" Or something along those lines in their name. It's bad enough in my town seeing chavs go emo all of asudden since its 'so hardcore' I supposed a lot of opinions on emo is to be depressed. Right? WEll, I see these 11year olds saying their emo. Point being? They probably have never experience depression or any reason to be depressed.
However before people start having a go at me for giving my opinion there are true emo kids on this site and around towns and cities it's just a shame so many people have tried and failed miserably at this sterotype when it was good without all the commotion.
Music
Right, this killed me when i found this out. Fall Out Boy were on Top Of The Pops. What the fuck they are not pop to begin with.. and now all these lil chavs will like Fall Out Boy and think their emo, starting off a cycle off wannabe emo's. Whic is rather sad since they will then search for bands like From First To Last, Aiden, Hawthorne Heights etc. and then exploit them
Also, (last thing, don't worry) They say their bisexual...Oh dear would they sleep with the same sex? Would the even kiss they same sex?? I highly doubt it. a lot of people my age younger and older too, are going through puverty, in whic are hormones are flying everywhere, so we assume we're bisexual (this does not apply to gay or lesbian) since we are unsure at this current state whether we are straight, gay or bisexual. however, some people know they are either one from a young age. As I did from the age of 9. So before you stupid wannabe's think your any of the stated things above think twice before calling yourself emo okay? =]]
*fucks the song*
"The One Armed Boxer vs. The Flying Guillotine"
Kill the lights!
[Hello, ladies and gentlemen],
I'm glad you've graced me with your presence
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience
And [staring in the si-si-si-silence]
You see, I came to save the stage,
I hope I'm not too late
Passion called from back behind the curtain screaming,
"Sonny, this is urgent"
Fill these 50 persons with a purpose,
But don't just give it away
Inspiration isn't cheap these days,
You better make them earn it
You better make them earn it, make them earn it!
You better make them earn it, make them earn it!
[Hello, ladies and gentlemen,]
I'm glad you've graced me with your presence
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience
[And staring in the si-si-si-silence]
You see, I came to save the stage,
I hope I'm not too late
[x.Passion.x] called from back behind the curtain screaming,
Sonny, this is urgent"
[x 2]
How do I address a letter to my generation?
"Sonny", she said, "save yourself the postage"
How do I address a letter to my generation?
"Sonny", she said, "sing it in person"
WHO LOVES VALENTINES DAY?! RAISE YA HAND! *echo* THOUGHT SO! FUCK THE FUCKING DAY!
[I full on bum this song]
"Ride The Wings Of Pestilence"
Hiding behind the shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
to drive this blade straight through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car
as blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are, tonight
I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count
I believe it's 6 going on 7 now
I've been dreaming about you
in a pool of your own blood
with your eyes gouged out
by the work of my thumbs
the scent of your insides
from under the floorboards
the perfect perfume
for settling a score.
I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
This song really means something to me...
"Hold On"
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on