hi erm...... dunno wot to say lol..... my name is nikki & i'm 15. I lv having a laugh wiv me m8s. Not a lot else to say lol.

10th grade
[As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.]
11th grade
[The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.]
Senior year
[The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; "he's not going to go." Well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.]
Graduation Day
[A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.]
A Few Years Later
[Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.]
Funeral
[Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.]


Never hold back on telling people your feelings...its easier to say something than regret not saying it at all...


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-- Name: Nicola Wilson
-- Name you use: Nikki
-- Nickname: Nikki
-- Birthdate: 11th February 1990
-- Birthplace: Birmingham, UK
-- Current location: Tamworth, UK
-- Eye color: Blue
-- Hair color: Brown/blonde highlites
-- Righty or lefty: Righty


[LAYER TWO]
-- Your heritage: not sure
-- The shoes you wore today: i avent bin newhere 2day
-- Your weakness: Chocolate
-- Your fears: Falling from great heights and drowning
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be happy and successful

[LAYER THREE]
-- Your thoughts first waking up: omg luk at the state of my hair
-- Your best physical feature: i dont no
-- Your bedtime: weneva i feel tired
-- Your most missed memory: not sure

[LAYER FOUR]
-- Drink: WKD, Smirnoff ice or J2O
-- Fast food joint: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: dont mind
-- Adidas or Nike: avent rele got a fave between the 2
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither


[LAYER FIVE]
-- Smoke: No
-- Curse: sometimes
-- Sing: not publicly
-- Take a shower every day: a shower or a bath
-- Have a crush(es): yer
-- Do you think you've been in love: hmm...
-- Like high school: its not 2 bad
-- Want to get married: yer but not rite now
-- Believe in yourself: sumtimes
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: not rele
-- Think you're a health freak?: Nope
-- Get along with your parents: sumtimes
-- Play an instrument: no but i wanna play the guitar


[LAYER SIX]
In the past Year have you
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah
-- Done a drug: no
-- Made out: Yep
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: neva had Oreos
-- Eaten sushi: no ive neva tried it
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Gone skating: no i avent bin 4 ages
-- Made homemade cookies: no but i make lts of cakes
-- Gone skinny-dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: no


[LAYER SEVEN]
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: dont think i ave actually
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: kinda
-- Been caught doing something: yes
-- Been called a tease: Yep
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no im always myself
-- Slept with a member of the opposite sex without having sex: no


[LAYER EIGHT]
-- Age you hope to be married: wen i want 2 get married
-- Describe your dream wedding: a traditional white wedding
-- How do you want to die: i dont rele want 2 die
-- What do you want to be when you grow up : not sure yet
-- What country would you most like to visit: Italy, Australia and America


[LAYER NINE]
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: dont matter
-- Best hair color: dark but it dont rele matter tht much
-- Short or long hair: either
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: not sure
-- Best articles of clothing: nefink
-- Best first date location: newhere
-- Best first kiss location: newhere as long as its special

[LAYER TEN]
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: only a couple
-- Number of CDs that I own: i avent counted
-- Number of piercings: just my ears once
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of scars: not sure
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A few things

These are the 12 signs of falling in love:.


12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over again...


11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...


10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...


9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat
faster and faster...


8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.


7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other
people around you...you can only see that person...


6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.


5. He/She becomes all you think about.


4. You'll get high just by their smell...


3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself
when you think about them..


2. You'll do anything for him/her...


1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.


Now make a wish :
post this as "these are the 12 signs of falling in love"
and something good will happen to you tonight

GIVE ME A NUMBER!!
You can pick more than one..

1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna be on you!
7= You're sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= your gay and your just a waist of air
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want to kiss every part of your body
14= I wanna do you 'til you scream my name
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= be wit me
18= you're cute
19= i dont know you?
20= i want you in my life

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper.



2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and yellow?



3. Your first initial



4. Your month of birth




5. Which color do you like most? Black or white?




6. Name of a person of the same gender as you.



7. Do you like California or Florida more?



8. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?



9. Write down a realistic wish.


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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person

2. If you choose: RED - You are alert and your life is full of love. BLACK - You are conservative and aggressive GREEN - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back BLUE - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love YELLOW - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down

3. If your initial is: A-K - You have a lot of love and friendship in your life L-R - You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks very good

4. If you were born in: JAN.-MAR. - The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected APR.-JUNE - You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but with memories that will last forever JULY-SEPT. - You will have a great year and experience a major life changing experience for the good OCT.-DEC. - Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find your soul mate

5. If you chose: BLACK - Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard for you at the time but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. WHITE - You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. If you chose: CALIFORNIA - You like adventure FLORIDA - You are laid back

8. If you chose: LAKE - You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved. OCEAN - You are spontaneous and like to please people.

[Did u know? B4 u go to sleep at night there is 1 person of the opposite sex thinking of u. They want you they want to kiss u, They want to be with u they are always thinking about u b4 they go to sleep at night they are longing to be with u. This is all true not a fake if u repost this to in 5 mins the person that is longing to be with you will approach you in a month and ask u out or grab u and snog the face off u. But if you break thischain no1 will like u or ask u again for 5 years!!!]

9. This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN on your house within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday