Silvery blue eyes strawberry hair 112lbs 5ft 2in. Interests: Anime, food, Captin morgan, beer, wicca, gay guys (...drool...), imaginary things like love and happieness, video games (mainly RPGs), Tim Burton, and Poe. Expertise: Sex, kicking ass, being lazy, writing, painting, sketching, being a sweet heart and a hard ass all at once. Occupation: Artist, writer, fast food.



The dark night sky above exists to expose our hearts as they call out to each other. Throw off the useless trappings. Some things can only be seen when you've lost everything. Oh, wind. I rise and turn to face you. Now lets go to the sea of torment ahead. Its my joy to be able to believe in you. This storm blows to remind us both of the love that we share.

For Narico



"In an empty world of darkness I fly alone. With broken wings I will fall and with a shattered heart I will die. This is my fate. My sorrow will be my demise."




"A BROKEN BELL. I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY IT WAS THERE.

I REMEMBERED A TERRIFYING DREAM, BUT NONE OF THE DETAILS.

I DIDN'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT, SO I BURIED IT UNDER THE SWINGS OUT IN THE BACKYARD.

NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW...

IF NO ONE KNOWS, IT CAN BE THE SAME AS IF IT NEVER HAPPEND AT ALL.

SO IM SECRETLY REWRITING MY MEMORIES.

I'VE BURIED THAT SCARY DREAM.

BECAUSE IT NEVER HAPPEND."

~Lain




These are the Days

By Fieori Memoria


These are the days…

Days that always stay trapped in our minds

And as much as we try to hide from

These days…

These memories…

They find us…

They haunt us…

They torture us…

Let us live let us be

Let the sun rise to a new day and a new life

Save me from the darkness and free my soul

No more suffering...

No more pain...

let us live

I can only look down on my life on these
times and feel the dagger of guilt sinking
deeper into my bleeding heart.

I see the blood on my hands...

Red tears trickle down my pale cheaks...

A river of blood at my feet

In an empty world of darkness I stand alone

I cry as I desperately call out to a hollow god

Make it stop! Make it all go away!

I want to live one day free of pain!

I choke as the rancid scent of death ivades
my nostrols

I hear the shrill cries of those I love…

Those that are all I have as they burn on
shrieking crosses

Burning screaming calling my name

I try to reach them but the blood is rising
over my head

I struggle…

I fight…

The blood fills my lungs and brings me to silence

I’m drowning…

Drowning…

I strougle once more...

But no use...

I failed them…

I let them die…

I close my eyes...

I just sink...

Sinking into Death’s cold clammy arms as
it embraces me I awake in my bed

These are the days…

Days we wish for death to find us

Death is the only way

These are the days