I'm a guarding angel...I'll protect all who ask


Well...i'm an aspiring writer with an evil english teacher who says i can't write. what's a girl to do? and...that's it. if there's anything else you want to know, just ask...i'm not garaunteeing an answer though

just thought up some things i think people should know:
1) i may seem mean, but that's just because i am blunt and tell the truth, something no one wants to hear, but it is needed
2) i like to have deep conversations about ideas others have, so if you want to talk, i'm here
3) i'm a good friend for some (surprise surprise). if you feel alone, or need to talk, i'm always around...all you have to do is look and
4) if you want to read what i've written, i'm more than glad to show you

that's it. i'm through. 'BYE!







I lied. Here's that list thing everyone has...and everything else afterwards is just for the hell of it. i'm bored as hell, so i might as well do them. sides, they're fun! ^^


001: Name: look up (OUTside dimwits)
002: Nickname(s): Cyro, Pyro…weird friends, I know...GAH! I'M DOING IT
003: Country of living: US of A
004: Birthdate: March 26, 1989 thank you very much
005: Hair Length: short enough to be out of my way but long enough to be in a pony tail
006: Eye color: dunno. You tell me
007: Shoesize: 10
008: School/work: school
009: You smoke: nope
010: Hobbies: where to start…
011: Brothers/Sisters: i don't know what it is
012: Relationship: none
013: Piercing(s): My ears
017: Nicest person you met this year: too many to name
018: Person you rather not have met this year: er…don’t think so
019: Who would you like to meet: online friends and my mum and dad (adopted...I NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL BE AT AN ORPHANAGE SO DON'T FUCKING ASK!)
020: Who do you admire most: my sister
021: Most sexy person(s): why do you ask?
022: Favorite Pajamas: short-shorts and cami
023: Favorite Car: motorcycle
024: Favorite Movie(s): Nightmare before christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Pirates of the Carribbean
025: Favorite Music: depends on my mood
026: Favorite City(s): I’ve been to so many I can’t chose just one
027: Favorite Plush: my small brown teddy bear...
028: Favorite Perfume/aftershave: ...
029: Favorite Magazine: NEVER!
030: Favorite sound: Running stream, wind through the trees of a forest on a crisp autumn day, crackling of a fire, the waves of the ocean, my victims crying for mercy...lots of things
031: Favorite TV-series: …dunno
032: Favorite Writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Christopher Pike, Donna Jo Napoli, Joan Lowery Nixon, Anna Rice, Clive Baker...
033: Favorite Nickname: Cyro
034: What is on your mousepad: Don't have one...
035: What all is under your bed: never again
036: Favorite color: black, crimson/blood red, silver
037: Favorite Song ever: don’t have one
038: Favorite song at this moment: just told you, don’t have one
039: Favorite food: too many to count
040: Favorite class in school: band (yes I’m a band geek and damn proud!)
041: Favorite drink: mug rootbeer
042: Lucky number: 13
043: What do you think is greatest about yourself: eyes
044: What deodorant do you use: don’t remember
045: Favorite shoes: bare foot
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: depends on how tired I am
047: What word do you use most: don’t
048: Most romantic moment in your life: don’t have one
049:Most embarrassing moment in your life: don’t think I have one
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: outdoors or indoors…kinda depends on the weather for that one^^
051: What do you do in the weekends: read, write, draw, paint…
052: What class in school you dislike most: english
053: Your Breakfast: don’t usually have one
054: What do you really dislike to eat: meat...
055: Pets: ___ fish, 4 gerbils, 2 cats, 1 dog, 1 rat, and a partridge in a pear tree
056: Laugh or Dream: both
058: Fast or slow: Depends on the person...
059: You prefer being alone or have a relationship: alone’s good for me
060: Simple or complicated: complicated is for the simple minded, simple is for the complicated mind
061: Cremate or Buried when dead: cremated
062: Sex or Alcohol: not gonna go there
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: depends
064: Light or dark: …
065: Speak or Silence: silence can mean so much more than words ever could
066: Tall or small : …
067: News paper: nope
068: Hug or kiss: either can mean so much or mean so little
069: Happy or Sad: both can happen at the same moment
070: Life or Death: death brings life and life brings death
071: Gig or Disco: neither. Don’t dance, can’t dance, won’t dance
072: Left or Right: right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side: neither. vegetarian
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: …
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: don't believe in him, but if i had to ask, it would be...how are you?
076: You believe in reincarnation: course
077: You believe in Aliens: too big a universe for us to be alone
078: When you die, what will be your last words?: nothing. I’m already dead, remember?
079: Does true love exist: ask me when I experience it
080: How many kids would you like to have: ask me when I’m a mom
081: What is the one thing you can't stand: ignorance and arrogance
082: Best feeling: tranquility…wherever you are, that’s the best feeling. Better than contentment, better than love, because both bring you to the same place
083: Worst feeling in the world: when you think about it, all are pretty bad
084: What are you afraid of: nothing
085: Are you an emotional person: nope
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: never!
087: Your goal in life: to be…happy
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: to have fun
089: Favorite art-artist: too many to choose
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: don’t know, really
091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body: eyes…you can learn so much about a person from their eyes. I know, corny, but it is true
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: ask me when it happens
093:What do you think of Elftown: dunno
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: dunno
095: Where did you get this question list: stole it!...oops…
095: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: write, listen to music, homework
096: Is there a question you missed in this all: dunno
097: Favorite Actor: dunno
098: Favorite Actress: dunno
099: Favorite Animes: where to start…
100: Favorite Mangas: where to start…
102: What super power do you wish to have: don’t know
103: Your gender: female
104: Straight/gay/BI: straight/bi-curious. You never know what you really are until your late 20’s-early 30’s
105: Single: and damn proud!
106: Want to be: don’t need a guy to be happy…not saying that companionship is a bad thing, it’s just…so many people want boyfriends and girlfriends just so they could say they’ve had one
107: Age you act: depends on how hyper i am
108: Age you wish you were: 5
109: Your height: uh…dunno…I’m always wearing boots, so I really have no idea
110: Happy with it: I’m wearing boots! They make me taller! Take a wild guess!
111: The color of your hair: dark brown with tons of highlights
112: Happy with it: course
113: Left/right/ambidextrous: depends on what I’m doing really
114: Your living arrangement: in my bedroom, where else?
115: What's your job: don’t have one, don’t need one. I get allowance, thank you very much
116: Piercing: didn’t you already ask that?
117: Obsessions: don’t know
118: Do you speak another language: English, Spanish, bit of French and Arabic…
119: Have a favorite quote: "There are two infinite things: human stupidity and the universe, and I’m not sure about the latter.” –Albert Einstein
120: Do you have a WebPage: nope
121: Where Do you live in the moment: again, didn’t you already ask me that?
122: Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: depends on how they act
123: Do you have any secrets: who doesn’t?
124: Do you hate yourself: not really
125: Do you like your handwriting: *shrugs* I can read it
126: Do you have any bad habits: who doesn’t?
127: What is the compliment you get most from people: that I’m an ‘understanding, kind, forgiving, funny person that gives good advice where it’s needed’…don’t know how that happened
128: If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called: ask me when it actually happens
131: Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: no way! Then I’d be lying to myself
132: Are you a loner: yes...
133: If you were another person, would you be friends with you: probably not
134: Are you a daredevil: sure
135: Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: …yeah
136: Are you passive or aggressive: depends
137: Have you got a question: ?
138: What is your greatest strength and weakness: never willing to give in
139: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be: nothing...
140: There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose: creativity, you can’t have the other two without it
141: How do you vent: poetry, writing, and punching the life out of my pillow
142: Do you think you are emotionally strong: yeah. Whenever my friends are terrified, I’m the one cracking jokes and calming them down…sometimes I can’t even feel my arm afterwards
143: Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life: nope
144: Do you think life has been good so far: sure
145: What is the most important lesson you've learned from life: never give up, never give in. if you do, you’ll never win
145: What do you like the most about your body: didn’t you ask that 100 questions ago?
146: And least: my…waist probably
147: Do you think you are good looking: don’t care. If you only like me for my looks, then you’re no real friend
148: Are you confident: sure
149: What is the fictional character you're most like: …probably…Danielle, but then again, I did create her
150: Do people know how you feel: most of the time…no
151: Are you perceived wrongly: all the time
152: Smoke: O.o I distinctly remember answering this one
153: Do drugs: nope
154: Read the newspaper: why are there all these double questions?
155: Pray: no
156: Go to church: no
157: Talk to strangers who IM you: don’t have IM do it doesn’t really matter, do it?
158: Sleep with stuffed animals: nope
160: Talk to people even though you hate them: nope. If I hate you, I’ll tell it to your face and leave you alone
161: Drive: in a few months I will
162: Like to drive fast: sure
163: Like your voice: for singing? No way! Can’t sing for the life of me
164: Hurt yourself: not intentionally…
165: Been out of the country: loads of time
166: Eaten something that made other people sick: all the time…have a stomach of steel
167: Burped: yeah! It’s real fun!
168: Been unfaithful: nope
169: Been in love: no…I still have to meet them. I’ve been infatuated with people, I’ve cared for others, but I haven’t met the one
170: Done drugs: AGAIN WITH THE DOUBLE QUESTIONS!!!
171: Gone skinny-dipping: hell no!
172: Had a surgery: yes…my kidneys were gonna fail by my 10th birthday if I didn’t get it
173: Ran away from home: no…why would I want to?
174: Played strip poker: nope
175: Gotten beaten up: no, I’m the one who usually beats you up
176: Been picked on: all the time. Then I’m sent down to the office for making the other kid cry
177: Been on stage: NO!
178: Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath: don’t drink alcohol
179: Slept outdoors: yes...
180: Thought about suicide: yes...
181: Pulled an all-nighter: If you mean if I was up all night, yes...
182: If yes, what is your record: 72 hours...
183: Gone one day without food: yes...
184: Talked on the phone all night: no...
185: Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah…I WAS TIRED!
186: Slept all day: no...
187: Killed someone: course. And don’t mess with me, I’m running out of places to hide the bodies
188: Made out with a stranger: haven’t even been kissed
189: Had sex with a stranger: still a virgin
190: Thought you're going crazy: all the time, but then I realize only the people who don’t know they’re crazy are crazy while the ones who think they are aren’t, but then again they could be…I’ll stop now
191: Kissed the same sex: on the cheek
192: Done anything sexual with the same sex: nope
193: Been betrayed: yes
194: Had a dream that came true: no
195: Broken the law: don’t think so
196: Met a famous person: yeah
197: Have you ever killed an animal by accident: never!
198: Stolen anything: nope
199: Been on radio/TV.: yeah
200: Been in a mosh-pit: nope
201: Had a nervous breakdown: course
202: Considered religious vocation: yep…done it before too
203: Been criticized about your sexual performance: yeah…all the people here seem to be homophobic…don’t like homosexuals or bisexuals
204: Bungee jumped: nope…but want to
205: Had a dream that kept coming back: yes, and it nearly killed me (literally)
206: Believe in miracles: nope
208: Astrology: sure
209: Magic: course
210: God: which one?
211: Satan: not really…
212: Santa: I’ve seen him before
213: Ghosts: course
214: Luck: sure
215: Love at first sight: ask me when it happens
216: Yin and Yang: course
217: Witches: sure
218: Easter bunny: mum claims she saw him
219: Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: no…you have to go against something at one point or another
220: Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: in essence, yes. Metaphorically, there’s a pot of gold at the end of so many things
221: Do you wish on stars?: who doesn’t?
222: Do you remember your first love?: haven’t fallen yet
223: Still love him/her: haven’t fallen yet
224: Do you consider love a mistake: how can it be? It’s showing you care so much about someone that you’d give your heart, life, and death for them…if they don’t love you back, you just…I don’t know…you just keep that feeling for them, and wish and hope they’ll always be happy
225: What do you find romantic: now you’re asking me to be a romantic? That’s where I draw the line…if you want to know ask, but I won’t guarantee an answer
226: Turn-on: humor, honesty
227: Turn-off: if you try to be who you really aren’t
228: Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no. some may judge you by that, but you have to give second, third, even fourth chances to people to learn who they really are
229: If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel: I’d tell them I don’t like them that way, but we could try to be friends
230: Do you prefer knowing someone before dating him or her or going "blind": I’m willing to take chances, but I prefer to know someone before they ask
231: Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out: why isn’t it, anyway?
232: Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: I really haven’t been romantically attracted to anyone…there are a few, though…but ‘attractiveness’ is in the eye of the beholder
233: Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking: ask them
234: What is best about the opposite sex: I DISTINCTLY REMEMBER READING THIS BEFORE!
235: What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: don’t know
236: What's the last present someone gave you: don’t remember
237: Do you consider your significant other hot: don’t have one so how could I judge?
238: What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot gurl standing on the sidewalk: I’d start talking to them, regardless of how they look
239: Favorite weather: dark, thunder-lightning storms with an onslaught of rain
240: Astrological sign: Aries





join Foamy in all his greatness or face his squirrelly wrath!

List:x=yeah
{x} Fallen for your best friend?
{ } Made out with JUST a friend?
{ } Made out with the same sex?
{ } Been rejected?
{ } Been in love?
{x} Been in lust?
{ } Used someone?
{x}Piercings?
{ } Been used?
{ } Been cheated on?
{ } Done something you regret?
{ } Considered a life of crime?
{ } Considered being a hooker?
{ } Considered being a pimp?
{x} Are you psycho?
{x} Split personalities?
{ } Schizophrenic?
{ } Obsessive?
{ } Racist?
{ } Obsessive compulsive?
{ } Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore?
{ } Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?
{x} Understanding?
{x} Open-minded?
{ } Arrogant?
{ } Insecure?
{x} Interesting?
{ } Hungry?
{ } Friendly?
{ } Smart?
{ } Moody?
{ } Childish?
{x} Independent?
{x} Hard working?
{ } Organized?
{x} Healthy?
{x} Emotionally stable?
{x} Shy?
{x} Difficult?
{ } Attractive?
{x} Bored easily?
{x} Thirsty?
{x} Responsible?
{ } Sad?
{ } Happy?
{ }Trusting?
{ } Talkative?
{x} Original?
{x} Different?
{x} Unique?
{ } Lonely?
{ } Had a bad life?
{x} Have a bad life?
{ } Dye your hair?
{ } Floss daily?
{ } Own a web cam?
{x} Ever get off the damn computer?
{ } Ever done a drug(s)?
{x} Ever drank alcohol?
{x}Suicidal?

LAYER ONE:
-- Hair color: red brown
-- Righty or lefty: Righty
-- Grade: 10


LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: british scandinavian, w/ a bit of gypsy...other than that no idea
-- Your weakness: ask me when i find it
-- Your fears: nothing
-- Your perfect pizza: cheese, onions and garlic w/ extra sauce


LAYER FOUR
-- Fast food joint: none, hate fast food
-- Single or group dates: aske me when i actually go on one
-- Chocolate or vanilla: caramel
-- Cappuccino or coffee: latte


LAYER FIVE
-- Cuss: who doesn't?
-- Sing: sure, but i can't hold a tune for the life of me
-- Like high school: nope
-- Want to get married: ask me when i am
-- Believe in yourself: sure
-- Think you're a health freak: i'm a vegitarian that only eats organic foods...does that count?
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: definitely
-- Play an instrument: flute, oboe, little piano, guitar, and violin
--Have you ever changed who you were to fit in:

NO WAY!

never.


LAYER EIGHT
-- How do you want die: ask when i'm dead
-- Where do you want to go to college: ask me when i get there
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: ask me when i get a job


LAYER NINE
In a Guy/Girl: Guy
-- Best eye color: warm chocolate brown, beautiful green, piercing blue...separate or combination i don't care
--Best hair color: don't know
-- Short or long hair: depends on the guy
-- Height: long as i like ya, it don't matta
-- Best weight: same answer as height
-- Best articles of clothing: long as you're decent, i don't care
-- Best first kiss location: ask me when i get it


LAYER TEN
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: one or two
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: *counts on fingers* i think about five
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: don't even go there


HAVE YOU EVER
1) Dated one of your best friends: no
2) Loved/Liked: no
3) Cried: don't remember
4) Drank alcohol: yep, but didn't like it much
5) Done drugs: nope
6) Broken the law: not that i know of
7) Broken a bone: Nope
8) Cheated on a test: never
9) Skinny dipped: nope
10) Played Truth or Dare: Yes
11)Ridden in a fire truck: yep
12) Come close to dying: yep. number of times actually. if ya ask, i'll tell ya
13) Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: haven't had one to cheat on
14) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: all the time
15) Eaten a worm/mud pie: not that i know of
16) Stayed up till four on the phone: nope
17) Tipped over a port-a-potty: nope
18)Fell asleep while eating: Nope
19) Met someone famous: yeah...
20) Been in a school play: yep and hated every second of it
21) Cried in public: nope
22) Seen someone die: ...


I NEVER
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(x) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(x) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF (we all did when we were little)
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(X I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(_) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(_) I NEVER PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(X) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER EGGED A PT CRUISER OR HONDA ELEMENT
(_) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(X) I NEVER RAN FROM THE COPS
(X) I NEVER STOLE A CAR FOR THE FUN OF IT
(_) I NEVER WALKED INTO AN OPEN DOOR


1. Do u like to sing in the shower: Yes
2. Do u like to sing: Yes
3. Sign: Ares
4. Sex: nope. haven't even been kissed
5. righty or Lefty: Righty
7. Marital status: single and loving it
8. Do you have a car? not yet
9. What kinda car do you have? didn't i just tell ya i don't have one?
10. Food: depends on my mood
11. Number: 713
12. Do you plan on having kids: ask me when i'm a mom
13. How old do you wanna be when you are married: ask me at my wedding
14. yes : ?
15. no : ?
16. Would you have kids before marriage? again, ask me when i'm a mom
17. Do you have a crush: nope
18. Music/TV: Music
19. Guys/Girls: i'm bi
20. Green/Blue: blue
21. Pink/Purple: niether
22. Summer/Winter: i prefer fall
23. Night/Day: Night
24. Relaxin/Chillin: sleepin
25. Dopey/Funny: funny
26. What school do u go to: High school


I see: my computer screen
I need: solitude
I find: lots of ephemera
I want: rain
I have: no one
I wish: i had a good book to read
I love: no one
I hate: don't go there
I miss: no one
I fear: nothing
I feel: nothing
I hear: the sound of sleeping
I smell: chocolate
I crave: love
I wonder: why i'm here
I regret: don't go there...just...don't


smoke- nope
drink- nope
favorite food- apple
favorite drink- apple cider
favorite movie- dunno
favorite sport- none
favorite smell- rose
favorite color- black
favorite name- diamanda
favorite number- 713
drive- nope
Hair color- reddish brown
eye color- hazel
hair lengh-short
freckles- one or two on my arms, neck and....other places ^~
shoe size- 10
eat meat- vegitarian
believe in love at first site? no


WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR...
Lotion: peach
Rubber: band
CD: music
Bed: sleep
Paper: draw
Run: games
Candle: flame
Mouse pad: computer
Sweatshirt: jumper
Door: handle
Pictures: memories
Flowers: roses
Deodorant: sweat
Pencil: write
Sex: virgin
Radio: Video Killed the Radio Star