[xILY]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (6821 days ago)

[.ღ.].And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there,
right there.[.ღ.]

59375 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-03-16
Written: (6828 days ago)

I LOVE COSMO

(Fairly Odd Parents)

x x x

59256 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-03-15
Written: (6829 days ago)

~![10 Ways to a gurls heart]!~
1.  Hug her from behind.
2.  Grab her hand when you walk next to her.
3.  When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4.  Cuddle with her.
5.  Don't force her to do anything.
6.  Write little notes for her.
7.  Compliment her.
8.  When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9.  Say "I love you!" and mean it.
10. Tell all your friends how lucky you are to have her.

56856 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-02-27
Written: (6845 days ago)

aahhcckk *hides* my head's gone all funny :'(

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-26
Written: (6846 days ago)

*cries*

...aahhcckk i feel like shit! i ache all over from fucking dance :S.. i can't laugh/cough/sneeze etc. infact all i really can do is type.. tried to show RachT the dance she has to memorise for Fri earlier, made me worse I now have a saw throat and a head ache :'(.. in a really stressy piss mood also :@.. so tired but i can't sleep it hurts too much to be still for more than 5 mins :|.. hmm.. miss Sean too which is a bummer.. hopefully get to see him Fri ;) heeXheeXhee.. love certain peoples lots and lotsssss xXx

56687 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-02-25
Written: (6847 days ago)

Next in thread: 56689

["Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."]

^_^

55413 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-02-18
Written: (6854 days ago)

Monday, February 3, 2070

..This should make me about 85 I think when I die! Not too bad I s'pose..

It was strange.. I was sat there watching my seconds tick away on The Death Clock, and I realised, I have nothing that I truely believe in. No real hobbies or interests. Infact there's only my family and two other people I really care about! It's actually kind of sad. I always used to have such high hopes of myself. I was always told I could achieve them! I had everything I ever wanted but still it wasn't enough. I could of been anything I wanted, part of me threw it away.
So from today onward, this is my chance to work extra hard and get to the position I was in before. It's my time to make some choice, and make sure my seconds left are worth being here.

http://www.deathclock.com/

54165 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6863 days ago)

[I'm bored so hopefully dad'll let me walk down to school to see my mates ^.^ weee! Not ill anymore ^.^ Haha! So happy xD!! HeeHee! *spins on chair* fxcking awesome!!!!!]

54154 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6863 days ago)

*reads back over previous entries*

Well some of them were awfully depressing sorry for sharing that ha!

..([I deleted most of them {the really depressing ones anyway!}. I'm really not quite like that anymore, I'm happier and I don't hate myself quite so much. Thanks to the few people that give me the confidence to be myself and be happy with it. I don't know where I would be without you! ^.^])..

..<3..

XxX

54153 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6863 days ago)

Being ill is boring *sighs*..

..[oh well I'm feeling better now ^.^]
will be back tomorrow

Woop Woop

xX laterS anD lovE mE xX

54001 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-02-08
Written: (6864 days ago)

Argh! I'm ill.. [v.v] *sighs*. I'm also [.t.i.r.e.d.] and \bored/ and in [x__pain!].. life's a [B*I*T*C*H], but I'll live on!
[x..l . u . f . f..x..m . e . e . h..x]

*sneezes n sniffles*

53757 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-02-06
Written: (6866 days ago)

Random waste of my time..!

001: Name: Hannah

002: Nickname: Tweedledum, Banana, Clawdville, Pretzel..the list goes on!

003: Country of living: England

004: Birth date: 22.11.1990

005: Height: 5'3ish

006: Eye colour: Blue

007: Shoe size: 6

008: School/work: School [v.v]

009: You smoke: Sometimes

010: Hobby's: Guitar practice, towning, hanging out with friends, music, singing.. the usual!

011: Brothers/Sisters: Nope!

012: Relationship: Yeaha! With Sean [<33] I love him to bits he's everything to me [^o^] xxx meeh [.l\u/v.] u ldz!

013: Piercing(s): Ears

014: Tattoo(s): Nope!

015: Vacationland: Daytona

016: Are there people you wont reply to?: Turkish people on here!

017: Nicest person you met this year: Err.. Dahnee!

018: Person you rather not have met this year: No-one!

019: Who would you like to meet: Umm don't know!!

020: Who is it that you admire: My friends! Their some of the most inspirational people I know! I love them to death! [x\x/x]..

021: Most sexy person(s): Sean [<33].. &&my friends [^o^]xx

022: Favourite Pyjamas: Meeh giraffe ones!! HaHa xD

023: Favourite Car: I'm not sure lol! I like lots!

024: Favourite Movie(s): Underworld

025: Favourite Music: Hardcore&&Rock

026: Favourite City(s): NYC

027: Favourite Plush: My monkey! For obv. reasons [^o^]..x

028: Favourite Perfume: Britney Spears - Curious

029: Favourite Magazine: Rock Sound

030: Favourite sound: My mates laughing and my music

031: Favourite TV-series: BTVS (i honestly don't care what you say!)

032: Favourite Writer: L.J Smith

033: Favourite Nickname: Hmm I'm not sure!

034: What is on your mouse pad: I don't have one!

035: What all is under your bed: God knows! No umm.. I don't know!

036: Favourite colour (S): Black, Red, Silver, and dark purple

037: Favourite Song ever: Christopher Beck-'Close Your Eyes'

038: Favourite song at this moment: DJ Carlee-'Sround Da World'

039: Favourite Food: Pasta

040: Favourite class at school: Drama or English

041: Favourite drink: Red Square

042: Lucky number: 13

043: What do you think that is greatest about yourself: I didn't know there was such a thing!

044: What deodorant do you use: Mitchum

045: Favourite shoes: My Vans [<33]

046: What time do you go to bed on workdays: depends

047: What word do you use most: Hmm..

048: Most romantic moment in your life: None that I want to discuss now!

049: Most ashamed moment of your life: No I really can't say!! Lol! It involves Mr. Fredrickson *blushes* aahhcckk!

050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: both..

051: What do you do in the weekends: Towning, Gigs, Meet up with mates etc.

052: What class on school do/did you dislike most: Maths

053: Your Fav Breakfast: Don't know lol!

054: What do you really really dislike to eat: Liver

055: Pets: Merlin(cat), Jaffa(cat), Willow(bunny)

056: Laugh or dream: Both

057: Serious or funny: Both

058: Fast or slow (relationship): Depends on the person

059: You prefer being alone or have relation: relation

060: Simple or Complicated: complicated

061: Cremate or Buried when dead: Cremated

062: Sex or alcohol: hmm..

063: Stay up late or go to bed early: depends

064: Light or dark? DARK!

065: Speak or Silence: Speak

066: tall or small man: Taller than me

067: News paper: Urm I don't read them!

068: Hug or kiss: Depends on the person!

069: Happy or Sad: Happy

070: Life or Death: Life right now!

071: Gig or Disco: Gig

072: Left or Right: Right

073: Sausages on top, or on the side: side

074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: dark

075: What would you ask god if you could ask him 1 single question: to look after all my friends and the people i love x

076: you believe in reincarnation: depends on the type!!

077: you believe in Aliens: I think there's something out there but I don't know what

078: When you die, what will be your last words?: depends

079: Does true love exist?: i guess so!

080: How many kids would you like to have?: i don't know!

081: What is the thing one you cant stand: Fakes.

082: Best feeling: being in love

083: Worst feeling in the world: having your heart broken

084: What are you afraid of: Spiders

085: Are you an emotional person: Very

086: You cry while watching a movie? Sometimes

087: Your goal in life: To be happy

088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: Too pissed to remember!

089: Who is your favourite artist?: Hmm I don't have one

090: What animal would you like to be reincarnated as?: A cat, they get life so damn easy!

091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body: Eyes

53032 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (6871 days ago)

[XxX Sean XxX]

This is Sean [GIXXER] he's great I love him to bits ^__^.. he's always making me smile even when I don't want him to hehe! He's really easy to talk to 'n' great to be with.. he's a right laugh! As Johnee would say he's 'safe as'!! HeeHee! Love Ya Loads Hun XxX

50859 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6885 days ago)

&& ι'ℓℓ тяу тσ ℓινє σи.. ι'ℓℓ fαкє αиσтнєя ѕмιℓє αи∂ кєєρ вяєαтнιиg вє¢αυѕє ι ∂σи'т ωαит уσσн тσ нαff тнє ѕαтιѕfα¢тισи σf кιℓℓιиg мє

50829 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6885 days ago)

and with one last sentence it finishes and yoohr whole life comes crashing down

50729 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6886 days ago)

I FXCKING HATE YOOH

i'll make my decisions on my own and if i screw up i'll learn from it. stop telling me who to be friends with, who to go out with, what to wear, what to listen to, and how to live my fXcking life. it's not yoohr's it's mine. and if my life is supposedly yoohrs like yooh say i give up and die right NOW

48626 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (6901 days ago)

Next in thread: 48628

thiS lifE iS likE A gamE sometimeS

48603 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-02
Written: (6901 days ago)

i never stop wanting

48477 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-01
Written: (6902 days ago)

I feel like shit and it sucks like a bitch :@

48468 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-01
Written: (6902 days ago)

●αи∂ ι ωιѕн ι ¢συℓ∂ тєℓℓ уσσ נυѕт нσω ι fєєℓ●

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[.ღ.].And it's a leap of faith, when you believe there's someone out there, it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares, and when I call out to you, will you be right there, right there.[.ღ.]

I LOVE COSMO

x x x

*cries*

^_^

Monday, February 3, 2070

..<3..

[XxX Sean XxX]

This is Sean [GIXXER] he's great I love him to bits ^__^.. he's always making me smile even when I don't want him to hehe! He's really easy to talk to 'n' great to be with.. he's a right laugh! As Johnee would say he's 'safe as'!! HeeHee! Love Ya Loads Hun XxX

and with one last sentence it finishes and yoohr whole life comes crashing down

I FXCKING HATE YOOH

thiS lifE iS likE A gamE sometimeS

cries