feeling abit down today....might be coz im tired coz michael kept me awake last nite? but i dont mind coz hes a baby and hes soo cute and hes wat ive always wanted!!!

im abit lonely coz im not with his dad anymore,but i dont think i'll find anyone else?

Do you ever lay awake and think of the day that I can be in your arms?
I want you to hold me and touch me like no one else has ever done.
I want you to see the fears that I hide in my eyes.
You are the one man that I have found that can make me smile.
See to me I think that you should be wearing a crown.
You are the only one that could open my eyes and let me see that there is a Queen in me.
You are the King, the one that I have been looking for.
To me, it is not a matter of time or even place, as long as I have you in my grace.
You could never know what you have done, to make me in brace every second of every day.
You have opened my eyes to a world that I wanted to hide from, a world that I thought would kill me in due time.
But you was the one that helped me see, that this world is not out to hurt me.
For there is nothing more powerful then having you with me.
Can you not see that you are the only man that God made for me?


When I talked to you the first time, I did not know what to say.
When you started talking, I saw there was nothing that I had to worry about.
It seemed to me, I knew you from a dream.
You talked to me as if you had nothing to hide, as if you wanted me to know everything about you.
As we talk more and more there is something that I hide from you.
I am scared that you will run and hide from me.
As I have told you before it seem that I know you for some where.
See you are the man that I have been dreaming about for years.
I do not want to hide this for you anymore.
You are the one that I want to wake up to and say I love you to.
See I have wonder for some time now if I was the girl that you could not live without.
You are the reason that I wake up in the morning and go to sleep at night.
I sleep so that I can have dreams of you.
I wake in the morning so that I have a chance to see you.
You are the man that I do not want to go with out.
You are my everything and nothing would ever be the same if I was to lose you.
I just want you to know that I really do love you

charlie died yesterday :(

scary but wicked!!!

love this pic, coz wayne bought me some black silk roses just before he died

i can think of one person who i would love to send this too!

love this pic!

Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys: Grab it if it happens more than once.


Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys: Automatically move closer to her.


Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.



Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.



Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.





Now make a wish about something you would like to happen
Between you and your crush....


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Stop!! Stop!! Stop!! Stop!!


-Now copy and repost this; if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years


By 12pm tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.
If you don't repost this, you will have bad luck for your entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can u help me? i've lost my heart and ive looked everywhere but i can't find it! ive looked under my bed and ive checked the last place ive been...wait i remember i gave it to you!(

*When i first saw you...
i was afraid to -talk- to you*
*When i first talked to you...
i was afraid to -like- you*
*When i first liked you...
i was afraid to -love- you*
*Now that i love you...
I'm afraid to -lose- you

(little pink bunny)



(i love tweety pie)

(this pic is so cute)

Who I Am


Who am I? You'll never guess. I am a secret
with many lies to tell. I speak most truth
but you'll never know. I am so far from you
yet you're standing right there. You have
taken my heart and I want it back. Because
you haveing it is just causing me pain. You
take it to break it and it's all just a
game. Yet my nights are filled with trears
and trying to do whats right. My life is
hard and you make it harder yet you also
give me reason to live it. So there is no
telling on what will come next. You have
broken my heart and given me breath.

EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU (Bryan Adams) THIS IS THE SONG I SANG AT KARL'S FUNERAL-i love and miss you babe, i hope your happy:(

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Roses are dead
Violets are too
Im still in love but not with you
You thought you hurt me
And made me cry
But I was in love with another guy
Simply because you have no class
All you can do is kiss my ass
You sit around and talk your shit
So fuck you and your little ass dick
You thought you left me, but I left you
What my man is doing, you can t do
You tell your mates you played me like a bitch
And I tell mine you have a little dick
You said you loved me but it wasn’t true
Well guess what mother fucker
I played you too....
(this is about graham barrass)