[phycho games]'s diary
Do you ever lay awake and think of the day that I can be in your arms?
I want you to hold me and touch me like no one else has ever done.
I want you to see the fears that I hide in my eyes.
You are the one man that I have found that can make me smile.
See to me I think that you should be wearing a crown.
You are the only one that could open my eyes and let me see that there is a Queen in me.
You are the King, the one that I have been looking for.
To me, it is not a matter of time or even place, as long as I have you in my grace.
You could never know what you have done, to make me in brace every second of every day.
You have opened my eyes to a world that I wanted to hide from, a world that I thought would kill me in due time.
But you was the one that helped me see, that this world is not out to hurt me.
For there is nothing more powerful then having you with me.
Can you not see that you are the only man that God made for me?
When I talked to you the first time, I did not know what to say.
When you started talking, I saw there was nothing that I had to worry about.
It seemed to me, I knew you from a dream.
You talked to me as if you had nothing to hide, as if you wanted me to know everything about you.
As we talk more and more there is something that I hide from you.
I am scared that you will run and hide from me.
As I have told you before it seem that I know you for some where.
See you are the man that I have been dreaming about for years.
I do not want to hide this for you anymore.
You are the one that I want to wake up to and say I love you to.
See I have wonder for some time now if I was the girl that you could not live without.
You are the reason that I wake up in the morning and go to sleep at night.
I sleep so that I can have dreams of you.
I wake in the morning so that I have a chance to see you.
You are the man that I do not want to go with out.
You are my everything and nothing would ever be the same if I was to lose you.
I just want you to know that I really do love you
charlie died yesterday :(
scary but wicked!!!
love this pic, coz wayne bought me some black silk roses just before he died
i can think of one person who i would love to send this too!
love this pic!
Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys: Grab it if it happens more than once.
Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys: Automatically move closer to her.
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.
Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
Now make a wish about something you would like to happen
Between you and your crush....
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Stop!! Stop!! Stop!! Stop!!
-Now copy and repost this; if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years
By 12pm tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.
If you don't repost this, you will have bad luck for your entire life!!!!!!!!!!
can u help me? i've lost my heart and ive looked everywhere but i can't find it! ive looked under my bed and ive checked the last place ive been...wait i remember i gave it to you!(
*When i first saw you...
i was afraid to -talk- to you*
*When i first talked to you...
i was afraid to -like- you*
*When i first liked you...
i was afraid to -love- you*
*Now that i love you...
I'm afraid to -lose- you
(little pink bunny)
(i love tweety pie)
(this pic is so cute)
Who I Am
Who am I? You'll never guess. I am a secret
with many lies to tell. I speak most truth
but you'll never know. I am so far from you
yet you're standing right there. You have
taken my heart and I want it back. Because
you haveing it is just causing me pain. You
take it to break it and it's all just a
game. Yet my nights are filled with trears
and trying to do whats right. My life is
hard and you make it harder yet you also
give me reason to live it. So there is no
telling on what will come next. You have
broken my heart and given me breath.
EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU (Bryan Adams) THIS IS THE SONG I SANG AT KARL'S FUNERAL-i love and miss you babe, i hope your happy:(
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Roses are dead
Violets are too
Im still in love but not with you
You thought you hurt me
And made me cry
But I was in love with another guy
Simply because you have no class
All you can do is kiss my ass
You sit around and talk your shit
So fuck you and your little ass dick
You thought you left me, but I left you
What my man is doing, you can t do
You tell your mates you played me like a bitch
And I tell mine you have a little dick
You said you loved me but it wasn’t true
Well guess what mother fucker
I played you too....
(this is about graham barrass)
On tha fone]
Boy: baby we need to talk
Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter her gave her]
It says.....
Erika,
U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo
[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok
[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,
It says.
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...
-Ricardo]
Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...Th
[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!
[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]
If you think this story is sad, then RE-POST!!!
...Sumtimes ppl lose tha one they love, make sure u tell that special sum1 that u love them. Or sumthing bad could happen