Grrr!! I'm so pissed. I can't do anything when I'm here! I talk: "Steffanie, shut up! Your voice is annoying!" It's not my fault I was cursed with my mother's high pitched voice! I listen to my music: "Turn that shit down! Your Grandma is trying to sleep!" AT 3:34 in the afternoon!? Damn! I get on the internet: "Get off, I need the phone." "But I just got on." "I don't care get off." And you know what? They don't even use the phone then! I watch TV: "Move, My show's on." And you know what he watches? GOLF! The most boring thing on the face of the earth (sports wise) GRRR!! I'm just so fucking mad!!!! Adding to the fact that I had the most awesome week up until now.
And Hanna had to go and say "Steffie, when are you getting your puppy?" Big mistake! Grandpa got all pissed and said "She ain't getting no fucking dog. We had the last one and that's good enough!" I have my puppy picked out and everything! His name is Bon and he's three weeks old! So adorable!! And he told me I can't keep him! I've known the little guy since he was born! I can't bear to part with him! :(
Okay, done ranting.
I miss Curt. *crawls into a ball and cries* When he was home I could stay at my dad's house, which was where he was staying, and just have fun all the time. But now I'm back home, my mom's house, and not even two hours and I'm in tears! It's a super long story...But she said something that caused my mind to think the worst and we got into a fight and I just got so mad/scared that I just started crying. It's not fair! I want Curt back. Or even Chad! When he's home Mom yells at him...I just want one of my siblings!!! *sobs*
yes I do realize I sound pathetic here...But I only see Curt twice a year (if that) and Nici the same...Heather I haven't seen in three and Chad only recently came back...I feel so alone...
I've known this guy for like....My entire life and I had the first conversation I've ever had with him tonight. It was freakin' weird! Because he was like really mean to me when I was dating his brother. But now that that's over he's all "hey you're cool now, you wanna hang you?" Yeah. Pretty awesome time. Jeremy (don't know how to spell his name) Is in a way a lot like me...Which is why I find him so cool, when he's not being mean to me...But yeah I thought it was interesting that I've known him about 13 years and never had a conversation with him until tonight. O.o
de·grade Audio pronunciation of "degraded" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (d-grd)
v. de·grad·ed, de·grad·ing, de·grades
v. tr.
1. To reduce in grade, rank, or status; demote.
2. To lower in dignity; dishonor or disgrace: a scandal that degraded the participants.
3. To lower in moral or intellectual character; debase.
4. To reduce in worth or value: degrade a currency.
5. To impair in physical structure or function.
6. Geology. To lower or wear by erosion or weathering.
7. To cause (an organic compound) to undergo degradation.
Kevin...umm.. LeClere like grabbed me, put his hand over my mouth and made it look like we were making out. Eww!! His hand tasted horrible. lol Twas weird. He hugged a cop as well. I wonder what it feels like to hug a cop....??????
kill me......I'm so sick....Too many energy drinks........
Marissa said that she might like hit dear Taylor if Taylor pisses her off...Taylor said she'd get in to a fight at the dance.........
hahah I'm a counselor! "Tell me all your problems dear...."
Just because I usally wear black...doesn'
*growls* fucking pissed.
-Steffanie Renee
heheh......I feel so weird!! I'm so tired and giggly!! I laugh at absolutly nothing!! Like a guy on the TV said something....I
Who the hell ever came up with "net speak" needs to be fucking shot, until their brain bleeds out their fucking ass.
That is my opinion. OOH!! That reminds me of the song "Opinion" I love that song! (It's by NIRVANA by the way).
Blah blah blah!! Stop reading my journal entries back to me!! :P ((you know you are dude!))
And.......I've drank nothing but Mountain Dew and Coffee for the past three days....Ok maybe a little bit of water...BUT NOTHING ELSE!