So it's my first thanksgiving without my dad and I hate it. I am crying so much now and days because I miss him alot. I mean why would he leave his kids did we do something wrong? Is he running away from us cause he is mad we are alive? I know he is not mad we are alive but sometimes it feels like it because he left us just like his dad left hi
And I am afriad I might do the same thing to my kids when and if I have any.

most girls wear girly clothes, cheer lead, go shopping, shop at the mall, or wear make up. i am not like that i am the type of girl who plays sports and goes to football games and cheers on her friends from the stands. i don't cheer lead i don't wear make up and i don't go to the mall a lot. i wear clothes i like. i might not be pretty but i am kind and caring. will all those other girls write a song about you? i know i might not be the one anyone wants to date. but if i get the chance you wont be sorry you at lest tried because i will never lie to you or cheat on you. i will not change myself for a guy. if they don't like me for who i am its their choice cause i am who i am and i wont change one thing about me