What happens when you cant be saved anymore? What happens when your supposed "destiny" or "fate" has been written for you by someone else? What happens when you find out everything and everyone was all a lie? That you were nothing but a little puppet that was controlled by those who claimed to love you? What happens when you finally stand up for yourself, and then they desert you because you no longer believe them, no longer allow yourself to be controlled?

What happens when you try so hard to reach for something, for someone, call for them, call for their help....but they dont come? What happens when all have deserted you..left you to die, and those who you loved, those who you thought loved you...leave you after they said they would always be there?

Do you just let yourself fall....Do you catch yourself?

What if you cant save yourself or protect yourself? What if those who you thought loved you, turned out to be stronger then you so they decide to do what ever it takes to crush you?

What if no one will protect you?

What if the only person (s) that could halp you, save you, protect you, no longer cared?

You say fuck that. You try to find your own way....but what happens when/if you fall?

*sigh*

You are left for dead, left to die. Left to fade into nothing, left to disappear and become nothing forever more.

Forever a Fallen Angel, Forever a Weeping Rose, Forever Nothing, Forever Forgotten, Forever Ignored, Forever Dead, Forever Nothing, Forever More.

Ignore this...This is what happens when i've gotten little sleep and am stressed.

There is no end to be found in this world.
Sleep, my beloved.
Your life goes on.
You were born, and you lived.
You will tell the song of hope, won't you?
For eternity.

Offer up these tears,
The words of a new love.
Thank you, days of bliss within my dreams.
I thank the fact that we met here.
For eternity.

-Requiem-Inori

Sorry i havent been on in a while. I've been really busy lately and a lot of things keep going on so i dont have time to come on that often. Sorry guys. But with all the bad things going on...i still have my boyfriend so i'm happy.