I've been feeling so different lately..
It's not bad, just different.
Happier, more giggly...
O.O
and sorta.. ghetto...O.O
Oh naaaaaooooooo
WHY DOESNT EVERYONE ELSE JUST GET PISSED AT ME COME ON I DONT FUCKIN CARE ANYMORE
These are some poems that I wrote after my father left me and my mom and brother.. They mean alot to me..
A poem by me..
Stupid fucker.
Dumb cocksucker
Take your time with what you say.
Judging others!
were all cowards your a god but you dont see
Lifes not a game.
People feel
Its hard to deal with somene like you
You treat us bad.
you make us sad.
were just a game, but you wont see.
thats not even half of what i think of him
youll never see..
What youve done to me..
what youve done to her..
there is no cure..
for the pain the insane feeling...
of slitting your throat your wrist just all of it..
I want to die..
she wants to die..
but now thats over and we dont cry
your alone.
jacking off to porn
and were happy poor poor boy..
noone will cry at your funeral...
because they dont give a damn
so fuck you!
You use used us!
We loved you!
You killed us!
Thats over.
Your not needed!
So goodbye,
Deceiver..
"His Heart" A poem by me
His heart out on the paper.
He told me how he felt.
How when he sees another guy talking to me it mkes his heart melt.
Just not in a good way.
He feels alone and unwanted.
Like he is nothing real, but baby what you need to know is that I am the real deal.
No guy will ever change that.
Nor will he change my mind.
This love bug hit me baby and I know that you are mine.
This careless feeling rises over you and you don't know what to do.
But as long as i am living doll, i'll always be with you.
these lies i've told before, have strangled you and burned you.
But i'll take away these sores and help you cope and hold you.
I may not be the best girl in the world.
But love me for me.
Because I could be the only girl left that will make you truly see
'The Story Never Told' By me
I'm letting go.
though I need to hold on,
I need to be strong.
I need to know that I'm okay.
I'm getting rid of my old memories.
The things that bring me to my knees.
Those things that make me cry at night.
I said my goodbyes, I know it made you cry. I saw it in your eyes.
So why do we still fight?
It's all I ever do.
Nomatter what we've been through.
It ends in pain and tears.
Even after all these years
I'm letting go, though I need to be strong, I need to hold on, I need to save myself from hell
I need to survive, in this life, but its all so different from the way it was, the way it use to be, will you ever see, you were a part of meCause living only leads to death..and loving you wasnt for he best, and i'm sorry if you suffered from the pain, but now you know how it feels to lose what you once gained..Don't cry for me..When I'm gone.. it only hurt you to be with me, and you won't cry for not for too long, just wait and see, it's the last for me.
The pain and suffering..Fee
God, this song makes me cry so fuckin bad
Linkin park-leave out all the rest
Blah!
[ Kittie ]
"Choke"
You're Hidden By Your Good Looks, Your Fake Smile
I Loved You But It Took Me A Long While
To Realize You Don't Even Care.
All The Feelings, You Had None.
There's Only One Word To Describe You,
And Thats A Hypocrite.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, You Fucking Pedophile.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, PEDOPHILE!
SEDUCTION! TIED DOWN!
DECAPITATION!
LISTEN! OHHHHH!
YOU HYPOCRITE!
THIS IS THE END! SUCK IT!
My Eyes Are Never Dry.
Its All Done.
It Wasnt Real And All But It Was Fun.
Was I Not Good Enough For You King? [3x]
I Guess Not.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, You Fucking Pedophile.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, PEDOPHILE!
SEDUCTION! TIED DOWN!
DECAPITATION!
LISTEN! OHHHHH!
YOU HYPOCRITE THIS IS THE END! SUCK IT!
YOUR NOT THE KINGYOU NEVER WILL FIND.
DON'T YOU SEE IT'S ALL IN MY MIND! (x3)
YOUR NOT THE KING YOU NEVER WILL FIND...
I HOPE YOU CHOKE!
[ Song of the day!!! ]
[ KITTIE ]
"Spit"
COWARD!!
spit i think i'll spit
For all those girls, who speak contradiction
The guy who crept through the shadows everyday
to clutch his own conclusion
Watch all the blood, as it drips from your veins you coward Godspeed,
may your death come quickly
i think i'll take this hate and , SPIT, SPIT, SPIT
Now as it's passed onto the next one I feel a bloodrush come right over me
You know you will never be right in the eyes of the ones who know
You trusted the devil and she will betray you
Low
Why do i get shit all the time from you men
You are swine
You think dick is the answer
But its not [X2]
Right now I am pissed off.
I cant believe she would do that.
Okay, so I just got off the phone with my friend.
I told her she should date a certain person and I put my opinion in and that pissed her off, I guess i'm not a good friend, because I look out for people.
*crying*