I cant stop thinkin on how stupid i was to fall for something so foolish.....something that wasnt real but i believed it was.....i believed the lies right threw ur teeth cuz i thought u loved me...but i was dumb...i believed that i was the only one the girl that makes u smile, but i was wrong...

man i cant stop thinking...i just dont no.....i feel like crying but i feel like throwin shiit...i feel like punchin him out...i feel like hurting someone or my self...i cant believe he chose wat he chose....he fucked this up and this time im not the fuck up...he is.......our friendship is done because of it...ur stupid chose ur stupid fuck up....
i seriously dont no nemore...i fucken cared so much about him....even more cuz we once were more but we;re not cuz he lied...like always...lied lied lied...u got so many of them...but fuck....w/e.....u fucked it up and u no who u r if u end up reaading this its ur fucken fault...
i hope ur happy with what u did...i hope u made ur right choice,,,cuz ull never ever hurt me like that again....
ill keep ranting till it stops hurtin but the truth is it well never stop........
fuck i seriously dont no what to say.........................................
LIKE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
right now i hate him, but i still love him but im done
im over it
its fucken fineeeto.......fuck u bastard
i got out wat i had to say.....so if u got a reply do it...u no who u r ....
take it like a man not alittle boy./.

someone dedicated this song to me and this song means so much to me
so im dedicating this song to shireece...RIP GIRL!!! i love u and i miss u...this one is for u(but i didnt fall for u..i fell for u as a friend girl...)

"Fall For You"

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Wow i cant believe it...why would neone do that...its stupid and i dont no what to think....i guess our friendship is over

Just foound out the other day that a friend of mine died of leukemia and it hurt me cuz i never got to be wit her and i never got to say bye, ive been cryin for a few days cuz i always thik of her...i miss her so much

RIP SHIREECE
FOREVER GONE BUT NEVER FORGETTEN!!! I MISS U

I seriously dont no wat to think nemore...thought it was alll true but it doesnt mean nething

Wow i havent wrote in here forever...things r going good...

u no wat pisses me off? its wen people tell u to call them a certain time n they say they well answer BUT THE FUCKEN DONT

or wen someone says to there friend yea ill be there for 6 BUT NO HES DOIN SUMTHING ELSE

THAT FUCKEN PISSES ME OFF LIKE U DONT UNDERSTAND!! DO ONE COMMITMENT THEN DO ANOTHER ONE!! SO FUCK IT IM DONE

i can never make up my mind...i like him but love him i just dont no...wat shud i do?

U HAD UR CHANCE....NOW IM GOING TO GET MY SELF A NEW MAN.

HAVE LUCK WIT UR BIITCH

STRAIGHT ASS FUCK UP!!

iFucKuP!

FUCK SAKES

whoa i really hate liers...i seriously hate fucken liers.........

if ur taken fucken say it!! dont try nething with me just fucken go be with ur girl friend n leave me the fuck alone! i dont want shit to happen!!!!!!!!! i dont want fucken girls comin to me sayin why the fuck u talkin to him or think ur wit him!! like seriously fuck....they threaten me and make me feel like fucken shit...im seriously endless///////done fuck it over shameless fucken retarded!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at times id ont no what to do nemore...it sucks...i hate wats happenin to me one min im happy the next i get so sad...wat isit?? why me??? i hate this....it hurts to realize things happen but u move on!! WHY CANT I MOVE ON??? i just dont no wat to do...i really want someone to talk too....realli

wen u realize something is gone, it hurts
wen u realize something is over, it makes u sad
wen u realize somethings well never be the same again,
u keep tryin till it does
wen u realize that u love someone after they say they love u but u kept them waiting, all u wanna do is tell them how sorry u r and that they mean everything to u
wen u realize that death is upon ur door all u want is for it to be gone, but it cant
wen u realize that ur life isnt wat it seems, u try to change it for better
wen u realize things r better, they turn to the worst
wen u realize u have no friends, u turn around n there is some one who cares about
wen u realize ur cryin n no one is around, someone is always there to be ur shoulder.
wen u realize that someone doesnt care about u, u fend it off cuz u no someone always cares about.....
realize that being ur self is always the best way to be. u may not be able to fight the bad things off but wen theres bad there r good things....take a second to realize that someone actually cares about u....wen something is gone realize it hurts but there r things that well make it better...wen its over, a new beginning is starting...never doubt ur self

Just some sayins i made up n read

-love is like a Battlefield, u have to go through so many wars before going threw victorie

-wit an [X] n a [O] tHiS lil [ShawtiI] gotZ to Go

-u think ur the shit but u havent met me, cuz bitch im [CuRaZeE]

-(from a song) imma gangsta imma straight up G the gangsta life is the life for me

(well be more l8er)

u no wat realli gets me fucken mad?? that guys hurt girls n its the best thing...or they fuck other girls while the girl they r seeing is at the same party...i fucken think that its pointless to have a girl friend or boifriend if u r going to cheat....guys dont realize it but it does hurt us...realize it take a fucken second...we rnt all saints...

i fucked up...i realli did...and for doin that shit i didnt i am relali sorry for it...ill never get him bac he must think im stupid girl....i just dont no wat ill do now...he ment lots to me i juss dont no wat ill do....if he does read this i am sorry.......

so this guy i like...i dont no if he well ever be the same they way i reacted...i just want him yo know i realli care for him and i do love him n i wish him well if hes over me...or wont take me back...ladies if u read this...take care of him...plz...he means so much to me