[taz24053]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-10-06
Written: (6259 days ago)

Sadness

Friends leaving, People
downing you. Seeing
people walk out of
your life.

People saying "Your
not good enough. You'll
never be anything."
This my friend, makes
people feel sadness.

This sadness we feel,
makes us want to be
alone. Our self-esteem
goes down. We spend
our time in a dark
corner, because we feel
sad.

We can't get over
what goes through
our head. We let
everything bother
us.

We continue on
with life feeling
sad, lost, confused.
We want to
ask for help, but
we are afraid people
will put us down.

We know not
what happiness is.
We only know sadness.
WE leave friends, family,
life. We stay in
dark corners.

We hide our
scares. We lie
when someone asks
whats wrong. We
don't speak, play games,
or socialize. We just
sit in our dark corner.

This my friend, is
sadness...

106281  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-09-28
Written: (6267 days ago)

Life

Daily we ask,
Why does life
have to be hard?
Our world makes it
hard

Losing friends,
love, reality. Our
minds get corrupted
with killing, cutting,
and suicide.

Friends tell us
that it takes
the pain away, to get
away from the pain
that life puts us
through. We build
this pain. This pain
overpowers.

Overpowers our thoughts,
our life, the way we
socialize with friends.

We let life tell
us what to do.
How you should live.
We get angry for
no reason, and we lose it.

Overpowering thoughts take
control. We do what is
wrong. We cut ourself again
and again to take the pain
away.

Love; boyfriend girlfriend;
kissing, holding hands. Then,
it moves so fast that
something happens.

And yet, overpowering
thoughts take control...

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