[Deg]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-09-22
Written: (6274 days ago)

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.


Month Three
You know what mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.


Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.


Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's an abortion?


Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!


Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me mommy?


Every Abortion Is Just...
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.


.::If you're against abortion, repost this::.

105848  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-09-20
Written: (6276 days ago)

Fallen, broken, simply dissolved into an incomplete thought. An empty shell, cracked and disfigured. With no remorse I have been blinded by the darkness; with no disdain, I have recieved my punishment. And with no haste, I await them...


I see Fallen Angels, when I try to go to sleep! And their always watching...I've seen Fallen Angels, as I'm walking through the streets; Silently preparing, what they'll do to me!
104787  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-26
Written: (6300 days ago)
Next in thread: 105223

Ra - Don't Turn Away lyrics

Under the sun I stand
Over the wings of Fallen Angels
I can't believe the things you show me
In my dreams I have you next to me
Forever gone is love
Out of control I fall in trenches
And if you leave me empty
How will I design the world I need
In your eyes you see it done
Colors drained away like water
Distance all but disappears
And nothing can be done
Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now
And in your eyes I catch
A tiny glimpse of heaven calling
You try to stay in touch but can you
End what has no real beginning
In your eyes you see it done
Colors drained away like water
Distance all but disappears
And nothing can be done
Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now
And I walk away
I leave you right where you stand
I'll never regret all that I said to you
But you never turned away
You never turned away
You never turned away
You never turned away
Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now
Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now
And I walk away
I leave you right where you stand
I'll never regret all that I said to you
But you never turned away
You never turned away
You never turned away
You never turned away
Don't, Don't turn away
Don't let it take you over
You cannot give in
Don't let it take you over now

101149  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-06-20
Written: (6368 days ago)

Well, I looked and it said that this diary was "sad and empty", giving me a rather pathetic guilt trip. So, I am writing in it! DON'T BE SAD AND EMPTY, LITTLE DIARY!! TIS OKAY!!! *strokes lovingly*

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Okay so anyways...this is my new username, though I am not a new user of Elfpack. My other account is [Psycho7907], and long, long story short my account was hacked and I can no longer access that account. Feel free to look on that page for some cool stuff, but don't leave a message since I will not be able to get back to you.
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