im sorry for what ive done the hurt ive cosed. i cant change time. ive lost most the people i care about nd ive hurt them to im hate my self for what ive done..life is shit, ive hurt the most closes people to me . i hurt them in a way i just cant take bk. the over look to my life atm is nothing there is nothing to live for bt in not going towards the stage of suicide. bt the thing that hurts me most about evething is that ive lost every1 close and who cares about me my friends my family every1. the this that i have to say is that im sorry for what i have put them through nd how much i care about them. i could stop and turn bk time i would try bt i dono if i could. i love them to peaces bt im never going to get them back i have hurt them to much. i wish that i didnt hurt them bt i did nd now im ive got wot i deserve
IM SORRY

life in genral atm is quite crap..

jim he is the most amazing guy on the planet who if i didnt know him i would be anything. i am so glad i know him xxxxxxxxxx

love
it is just there to screw me over. i like a guy who my best friend loves nd he likes me bk bt now she is makeing me choose between them. the worst thing is that he says choose her. i know i shouldnt like him bt i cant help it.

family.
my mum and dad are splitting up. bt the worst thing is that i have to live with my mum who loves achol and her new bf. nd im just in the background she doesnt care anymore. i cant live with my dad he cares bt he cant handle looking after me.

friends
i love my friends to peaces they mean a lot bt atm some of them i juts cant be around if i see them i bust out crying..

over all my life is shit nd there is nothing i can do about it..

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