just like kill me now or something! Anna came over to my house! I was in my room painting my nails and toe nails black while i listened to my music at full blast then anna came into my room acting like everything was normal. She sat on my bed and hugged him then i pushed her away and asked her how she got in my room...but of course i should have known that my mother had let her in. She was saying how sorry she was and how she wanted me back. She was just saying the same crap as last night. I just told her to piss off and never ever come neer me again.
I hate this! Why can't she just leave me alone? I just want her to leave me alone to lick my wounds.
Sorry everyone but i needed that rant.
I'm sorry guys...but I'm just like emotionaly drained, so I'm going to see if I can sleep.
Just shoot me, please! I just got back from talking with my ex, Anna. She wanted to get back together with and she went on and on about how she was for cheating on but I just told her where she could go. But I still love her and oh goddess it hurt so much when I saw her, when she started her hole 'I'm sorry for cheating on you, so lets get back together' talk. All I wanted to do was to say I forgive her and throw myself into her arms and kiss her but...I couldn't. I couldn't do any of that. When I got home I cryed...even though I didn't cry when I broke up with her, when I saw her kissing that bitch.
Is it bad I never went back to her? I mean if love truely conquers all then why couldn't I just forgive her? Maybe I really don't love her or maybe I'm scared to let my heart get crushed like that or maybe I don't trust her? Oh goddess I'm really fucked up. I really don't know what to do.
Sorry for the rant but I needed to get that all out.
Hey guys :D
I just got back from seeing eclipse and I have three words to say about it! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!
I loved it! It was sooooo good much better than twilight and new moon :D Jacob has such a hhhhooootttt dark side to him. And Edward is just mega hot like always *kisses edward cullen* Sorry but am team Edward all the way ^^ The fight between the new borns and the cullens was fucking awesome! And Jasper....is just so yummy! :D and that is all I will say about the movie :P
Thanks with love
Michelle xxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey guys ^^
right I'm off to go see Eclipse *dances and giggles* so I'll be back in about 6 hours or so cause of buses and what not. Anyways PLEASE join my new rpg DragonLords!!!
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michelle xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey guys ^^
Okay I have choosen to use my new rpg thanks to Hannah :) *hugs Hannah* So please join and have fun!
De Montfort <--------this is the new rpg. It's in medievil, France where a evil warlord is ruling a kingdom but there is a small group of rebels trying to de-throne the baron.
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michelle xxxxxx
Hey guys ^^
I just can't be assed with ep right now, so i might be on just before I go to bed tonight, to check my mail. SO yeah laters.
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michelle xxxxxxxxxx
Hey guys ^^
I have made a new rpg, yes I know I make a lot and then sometimes never start them but still. I've made a new one and I'm not sure if I want to use it or not. But if you want to check it out here is the link: De Montfort. Join if you want to, I don't mind if you don't.
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michelle xxxxxxxxx
hey guys
I have to go and meet friends liek soon, so I have to get changed and go and meet them. I'll be back in like 4 hours or so.
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Michelle xxxxxxxx
hey guys ^^
I just finished baby sitting a 2, 4 and 6 year old and am well tierd and I need to get up really early in the morning, so yeah night xxxxx
Just a warning to anyone that wants to join Fade Out, my new rpg. The main page, where the story and links are it stops people from watching or becoming a fan everytime you log out. So you'll need to go back and fan or watch a different link on it, like the character page or the link where you rp.
I'm so sorry for this, but I thought you should all know.
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Michelle Xxxxxxxxx
new RPG! Fade OutXD Yes I'm back on my rpg making roll lolz So join foolz XD
Hey guys ^^
I would stay online much longer but I have to get some sleep because I'm going shopping with my mum and dad in Galashields tommorrow, so I need to be up at 9 am >.< and say bye to my grandparents too. Oh and I need to book some stuff for my b-day too. *sighs* So yeah I busy day tommorrow but I should be on at after lunch time, my time.
Night everyone.
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Michelle xxxxxxxxxxx
Hey guys ^^
Okay I was drinking last night and I'm well tired cause I only got about 2-3 hours sleep at the most. And I also had to deal with my grandparnet and everything. And I have a huge hang over, so I'm going to sleep, now.
Night everyone and I'll be back when I wake up.
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Michelle xxxxxxxxx
Hey guys ^^
Right I'm off to Hawick but I'll be back tommorrow but sadly I'll be late getting on cause my grandparents are staying in Kelso (where i live) for a few days, so I have to spend time with them *sighs* But I have to cause my grandad has canser, so yeah must time some time with them. Anyways my new rpg Witch Wars is going to get started but up again IF someone will play Marcus's little brother.
And please don't leave me behind in any of the rpgs I'm playing on ^^
Okay am off now, see you all tommorrow! :D
Thanks with love
Michelle xxxxxxx
Okay I'm going to bed now, night ^^
Hey Guys ^^
Okay here is the deal. I've got grandparents coming up to vist for a few days (as in 4 days), so I won't be on much, well when it's daytime over here. But at night I'll be on but again not for long. And I'm going over to Gemma's this Friday until this Saturday. So yeah on Saturday I'll be on kinda late but I'll be on as much as I can. It;s just,as some of you know, my grandad has canser, so yeah...I have to spend some time with him. But anyways, while I'm off and on ep you guys can check out my NEW rpg Witch Wars!
Thanks with love
Michelle XXXXXXX
Join my new rpg!! Witch Wars
Yeah...Sorry I slept soooooo....lon
Going for a nap, be back in like 4 hours or so.