Why hello there!! I'm doing crap all!! XD i have homework and i have to clean my bedroom floor but i'm arsed with any of it.. i might go do it after this ramble.. the after that i need to finish my VERY late BOA ramble for ET and ramble about school. It doesn't particularly matter coz i'm doing an all nighter then going to chester to drink a bit.. and then babysitting and then more not sleeping and then waking up and going "ugggh" XD that is my plan for the weekend! Should be fun!
I stayed out after school today and bianca was there and we had a conversation.. Beki was off "sucking face" (I <3 that expression) with josh (ex) and she was asking me how i felt about the whole thing coz she felt really uncomfortable! Which made me laugh and want to give her a hug.. it was really weird though.. she thought i'd be all.. i dunno uncomfortable being around but i didn't.. infact if anything i'm relieved. He's been annoying the hell out of me.. i dunno what it is but i really don't like him anymore and i regret going out with him but now i don't have to worry about it! ^__^ which is good! So yeah.. i'm not bothered... i've been ALOT happier than i have in ages since i split with Josh and started 6th form all i need now is the right guy and i'd say life is pretty perfect for me! X3
And Amy bit my wrist to prove it made your fingers tingle and now it's all swollen! XD I bit her back though XD which is cool.. XD And LOTS of new 6th form friends! =D wahhooooo! I am LOVING life! Fo sho!!! XD
Okay something else that i found VERY amusing:
http://pown.al
roflcakes! XD XD *dies* yeah and does anyone else think the green one looks kinda penis shaped??
ROFLMAO!!!! FOCROFADLIAC!!
1] find a penny, pick it up, and all the day you'll...
have a stupid penny.
have good luck!
have dirt on your fingers.
be an idiot.
ooh... shiny...
2] an apple a day...
isn't a bad idea.
is all you need to launch an ongoing air missile war.
keeps the doctor away...
must be polished until shiny.
is redundant.
3] life is like...
a box of chocolates.
flying fish. :D
a big, unsatisfying waste of time.
death. only backwards.
a winter sunrise.
4] do unto others...
lots and lots.
as you would have them do unto you.
or pie.
quickly, before they have a chance to do it to you first.
what you can't do for yourself.
5] time flies...
like an arrow. fruit flies like a banana.
when you're having fun.
in the face of danger.
when you want it to stop.
and life moves on for everyone still living.
6] when in doubt...
lob a second grenade.
run away!
poke it.
think about it. The answer will come to you.
listen to your instincts.
7] the early bird...
*bang*
catches the worm.
sings the most beautiful song.
is paranoid enough to avoid the other birds.
has pretty feathers?
8] you laugh because I'm different, I laugh because...
ahahaha.. hahahahehehah-
you're all the same.
you're not laughing anymore, now, are you.
I had too much to drink.
I don't want to be left out. ...[stop laughing!]
9] you can attract...
more honey paper with flies. :D
more flies with sugar.
those missing dryer socks with static electricity...
more bullets with friendly fire.
me if you make up poetry about me. >>
10] good things...
come to those who wait.
seem to avoid me like the plague.
I'm good things!
are out there. But don't worry, I'm stalking them.
can happen to good people.
11] what doesn't kill you...
is just toying with you.
makes you stronger.
should be petted until fluffy.
hurts you anyway.
is usually responsible for what does.
link: http://onnacha
I was a pixie X3
Here's sometyhing no one wants to know... I have the worst stomach cramps EVER any guy that thinks being a girl is easy has alot to learn.. or not learn as the case may be.. but on the upside i'm not pregnant and i can be happy knowing i didn't break my 101 festival rule.. although right now i'd take the baby.. ugh *dies* and an early morning tomorrow *cries* i want to bury myself somewhere.. thats a nice happy thought isn't it? I couldn't even have a lazy day today.. it went something like: get up, drink coffee, start feeling like crap, want to go back to bed, mother decides we have to go into town, buy paint (-____-), eat lunch, start decorating, finally get to go on pc.
blergh! thats all i can say and i can't be bothered getting off the laptop now.. so peh. I can't wait till we get the wireless installed and i can sit in my new bed (once my room is done) and go on the net *daydreams* anyways yeah.. yesterday isn't really worth mentioning except that if you're in manchester and get a chance to see the Dr Who exhibit it is really worth it!! I LOVED it!!!! XD that is all.
Today was a good day! ^_^ *nods* i'm no longer broke becuase my gran sent me £100 because of my GCSE results and i got my allowence! Which is great i should be working more too now which means i won't be spending as much and i'll have more money coming in! Plus my mum owes me £90. We went to chester (my family) with my uncle, aunt and cousins and did some shopping so i've got everything for school and i bought myself a new belt. I got a pair of jeans too, my only other two pairs got wrecked at BOA but they're not quite right so i have to back and swap them.. which may mean a shopping trip with my friends next week! *dances*
What else? well my laptop arrived today! So i'm testing it out at the moment, i'm on cable internet not wireless becuase my dad needs to get the wireless installed.. but meh! X3 i love this laptop! It's shiny! XD Oh and i'm going to Danny's housewarming on Saturday hopefully Beki will be coming too and then her and Danny will stay over saturday night! My mum's said it's okay so i just need to tell Beki and confirm with Danny! But it's all good i'm even excited about getting back to school and 6th form on wednesday! It should be alot of fun and after 3 months off i'm kinda ready to stop lazing around gaining weight! lol so yeah and i'll be able to start a proper diet too if i'm at school!
Anyways thats all for now i have to answer messages and install software and stuff *sigh* lol! XD
Bloodstock! *dies* bloodstock 2007 GO SEE! XD
I banged a homeless guy because I have AMAZING boobs
LMFAO! XD XD
You try now.
pick the month you were born in
1 - I banged
2 - I killed
3 - I ran shirtless with
4 - I raped
5 - I killed
6 - I cuddled with
7 - I needed
8 - I ate out
9 - I ran naked with
10 - I stabbed
11 - I slept with
12- I smoked with
Pick the day (number) you were born on
01 - the kool-aid man
02 - you
03 - a pornstar
04 - a toothbrush
05 - a horse
06 - a bag of weed
07 - a prostitute
08 - your mom
09 - a jew
10 - a homo
11 - the trojan man
12 - Paris Hilton
13 - a whore
14 - a cat
15 - a pickle
16 - paris hilton
17 - a bisexual
18 - a dog
19 - an orange
20 - a crackhead
21 - a bowl of cereal
22 - a easter egg
23 - my ex
24 - a condom
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a lesbian
27 - a homeless guy
28 - a french fry
29 - your dealer
30 - a stripper
31 - Ur grandma
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing
White - Because thats how i roll
Black - because im sexy
Pink - Because the lil people told me to
Red - because I have AMAZING boobs
Blue - because I'm a pimp and your jealous
Polka Dots - because I hate my life
Purple - because I'm gay
Gray - because I love marijuana
Other - because I have double D's
Green - because I'm beautiful
Orange - because I smoke crack
Turqoise - because I have a noodle in my nose
Brown - because i had to
Shirtless - because I've got abs
I didn't go to chester i slept in by accident! >.< lol but on the plus side i'll have been payed by the time i go next week! =D more money! yay!
I did go for a long walk.. it was ALOT of fun! I'll put pictures up soon *nods*
Oh and i split up with my boyfriend (i dumped him) and i feel so relieved not to have to worry all the time about whether i'm going out with him for the wrong reasons. I didn't realise until now how much it was weighing over my head. I'm sorry if any of you think i'm a bitch.. i probbably am but that aside i always think that if you're not a bit selfish in relationships you get stuck doing everything for the other person and being miserable yourself. I talked to him about it a couple of weeks back but nothing changed it didn't get better so i got out. Thats just me.
I'M GOING TO CHESTER TOMORROW!!! lol XD
on the spurr of the moment i'm going to go have my nose pierced and meet up with some friends and.. cheh.. just have a good time with a different crowd of people.. i need to do something without plannig it and arranging. I have chantelle's number so i'm going to text her when my nose is done and go meet up with her and hopefully cal and gemma and people! ^_^
I have nothing of relevance to say except i love my EP house.. it's very uncluttered and to the pointg! =D yay.. although i need to write a bit about me.. at the moment i just sound like some myvi obsessed ninja loon.. which is mostly true!
ZOMG!! The Anti-Prom It rawked so much! well what i can remember of it did! X3
wow i actually have quite a few diray entries here.. o___O i don't rant much on EP.. but seeming as the libary pc is being nice nad letting me online i might as well have a ramble. That and [Beki in Wonderland] missed her bus and won't be meeting me till about 12:30.. so peh! ^__^
OMG!! i had issues last night.. hyper and mellowed out on rum. So yeah.. you know how i can tell? I said i'm going to bed coz it's s:so instead of 3:30 (am) -_- i'm amazed i managed to type anything of worth.. anyways back to revision i guess!
Copy and pasted from ET (coz i'm lazy! XD)
*is trying not to yell and scream and bounce off walls as parents are asleep and are likely to kill if woken*
<.< yeah.. explination? right? well whether you want one or not you're getting one.. so woop de doo! *dances* okay.. in the spirit of things..
fine thanks i enyojed your photo so iwant meet you .... i am in msn messanger now my email adress yalniz_ferdi@h
... i have several problems with this message..
1)he enjoyed my photo? I DO NOT want to know how he was "enjoying" my photos... PERVERT.
2)meet me? yeah he wishes.. 1st i don't meet people i'm not friends with and 2nd i don't want to end up one of those lost rape victims.. so no thank you.
3)he is in messenger? I would be worried.. something is seriously wrong if he managed to fit in a computerised messaging programme.
4) NO under no circumstances do i give a person my msn after 2 messages.. especially not if it's after a message like that..
*shakes head* I need to find a "I do not want to be harassed be strange guys who care about nothing but sex." sign.
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed?
no.. -_- *sarcasm* yeah i do.
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yup
3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
god no.. that just causes problems they take it too seriously
4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list?
*looks at list *... uhh yeah XD I've kissed a couple of them.
.
5. Ever cheated on someone?
<.< yeah
6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you?
.. i don't get this question.. is it asking if i've kissed someone other than myself???? or a 3 way kiss... i've had a 3 way kiss.. i've had a 6 way kiss.. that was interesting.
7. Ever kissed someone younger than you?
*thinks* nah i'm not in to younger guys
8. Older than you?
try everyone! xD
9. Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like?
no i don't think so.
10. Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser?
.. not really bad no..
-------I'VE--K
I've kissed/been kissed by someone:
[x]on the cheek
[x]on the forehead
[x]on the nose
[x]on the lips
[x]with tongue
[x]in your room
[x]in the park
[x]in public
[]on a ride
[x]on a bench
[]upside down
[x]sitting on their lap
[x]laying down
[x]in broad daylight
[]at a fair
[x]at night
-------YOUR--L
1. The last time you kissed someone?
this afternoon
2. Was it a game (truth or dare, spin the bottle, etc.)
no
3. Was the person your age?
nope..
4. Was it a friend?
yeah
5. Do you regret this kiss?
no waay! REGRET NOTHING!
6. How many people know about the kiss?
oh gosh.. a couple.. more now lol!
1)Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship?
... having fun! =P
2) Are you happy with where you are?
at the moment yeah i'm really happy! I have options and i don't have to commit right now.
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
what off a building "oh my god i'm in loooo....." *falls off skyscraper* ..5 seconds later *splat* and well that was the end of that i guess... stupid question.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
honestly? no i haven't i'm the heart breaker usually.. or pretty much always.
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
no it never is acceptable but there are people who can live with it and people that can't. If i find myself cheating i end the relationship.. coz i'm obviously not in love with my bf.
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
never. They don't care about me if they've cheated.
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
... god no!! i'm 16 i want to have some fun before i sign my life away and become responsible.
8) Do you want children?
yeah 3 or 4.. a set of twins would be nice! XD
9) How many?
3 or 4
10) Would you consider adoption?
yeah if i couldn't have my own kids
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
hmm.. A kiss would be nice!
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
yeah it's fun being a bit flirty and coy. make them work i say! XD
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
the "game" ??? to me that is code for gay sex... so no..
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
no.
15) Are you a romantic?
yeah but i don't think people would think i am.
16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
i believe i can try but it's not fair to change people and it often ends badly.
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object?
i would love to have a big traditional white wedding out in the sun in a garden, the grounds of a big rustic mansion with lots of people, flowers, children running around in pretty frocks..
18) Sex buddies - good or bad?
*shrugs* fine if you're not in a relationship and as long as you both know where you stand.
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends if it's something i believe in strongly then no!
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
yeh i do.
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up?
no not really
22.) Have you broken a heart?
yeah..
23.)What would you do if you found ur bf/gf with another person in bed?
I'd tell them we were finished and hit them.
24.) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
no whats the point if they don't choose me anyway they obviously don't care that much.
25.)What would you say about your last ex?
meh.. too serious for me.
hmm whats this? fifth entry? well i got some more friends now so i'm going to use this more often to ramble.. which i am good at! lol so recently:
*i got bitten by Viper (which hurt)
*I put a second piercing in my ear lobes (with a badge) [And i'm doing Beki's for her on saturday before the hemp fest! XD]
*Viper soaked me.. (grrrr!) which then resulted in Beki Viper and Andy slapping my arse -_- yeah i love you guys sooo much! =P
*I have a count of wives/husbands thats reached double figures
*Me and Beki are starting a webcomic
*I'm now writing 3 stories at once
*and oh yeah.. as an after thought i'm doing some revision!
lol there's a quick run down of things lately! =D woof! XD woof?? meh it seems to fit.. only don't pronounce it like a bark say it as if you've just been sat on!!
Fuck it. Fuck them all. I'm fucking done. I've had it with people. I've had it with everything. I've had it with pretending and listening. I've had it with being the one no one cares about. I've had it with always being used. I've had it. I've had it with crying and knowing no one cares.
http://www.you
GazettE - ace J-Rock band! <3 i found them thanks to this vid.. hold on i need to find the link!! In a slightly related topic Malice Mizer, Gackt, D'espairs Ray, Dir en Grey and ChthoniC are also great J-rock bands! Und here is the linkeh to the vid that explains J-Rockers:
http://www.you
Second entry.. not that anyone will read this.. i have no frieds! xD LMFAO!! hehe.. that amuses me..
anyways.. i just thought i'd have a ramble coz i feel odd today.. like i'm not really here.. callum says i'm high.. but i'm not! honest! I've only been up 3 hours.. and i want to go back to bed.. i feel like i can't cope with the world today! ARGGGGHH! I'm going insane.. i'm loosing touch with life the universe and everything.. yeah i know that was bad..
In other news i have returned! :o i have decided to try and be more active here becuase the few people i do know make me laugh! xD (yeah thats a good enough reason for me!) so meh.. you're stuck with me..
First diary entry on EP and guess what? It's a re-post this thing! >.< ahh well thats normally what i use blog/diary things for.. reposting stuff that is stupid/ranting
FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
FRIENDS: Calls your parents by Mr. and Mrs.
BEST FRIENDS: Calls your parents DAD and MOM
FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin
"We fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."
FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FRIENDS: Are only through highschool.
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."
FRIENDS: Would ignore this letter
BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this shit