RAWR !!
Time for smelly dairy - ness entry #3!
It's the thursday before half term, and - OMIGOSH I can't stop thinking about this boy! I feel like such a blonde bimbo!
Seriously, anything I think of instantly reminds me of him. I see a water bottle, I think 'My guy prefere's alchohol', I see a book, I think 'Has he read that?'
I'm hopeless.
Might go see him later - if he's in! haha.
I want to ask his sister, since I'm talking to her, if he's about... but that might be a bit rude. Like saying - nice to see you , but I'd really rather see you're brother - Not gonna happen. I may be a weirdo, but I'm not a saddass too.
CHOCOLATE SPREAD
sorry - random.
So, my thought for the day (though, I suppose I'm owing a few now) goes something like this:
You may think you're taking one step forwards and two steps back, but you're actualy just going somewhere different. Enjoy it when you get there :)
OOH and general advice:
When you're feeling like the world is a pile of shit and you can't be arsed with it, just take a little time off to remember all the cool stuff, and then you'll be able to see things with new eyes.
Can't wait for halloween!
Hoping to get some freinds together for Samhain too (:D:D:D) If u know what that is - MESSAGE ME!!
Did I tell you?? I quit work - it was bugging me too much - plus I don't like working with guys who think that no means yes and that it's their right to feel you up. *rolls eyes* But all will work out in the end.
EEP!! I'm doing it again. The word 'will' is like the name 'Will' - which is the name of the guy I just broke up with because I want to be with the other guy I cant stop thinking about - and now I'm thinking about that guy again - bother.
hmm, hope he doesn't read this actualy.
Might put up a sign that says 'Psycho Do Not Read This'.
Interestingly enough that's an impossible command - because if you're to follow it, you have to read it, and by doing so have dissobayed the command...
Little bit of a brain twister in there for you.
OU(I'm)T
^^^
I'm inside Out
hehe, cause the (I'm) is INSIDE the OUT hehe... yeh - i'll be good.
Sorry.
I love the song 'Come down to me' by Saving Jane at the mo, the chorus goes:
You're beautifull just the way you are
And I love it all, every line and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be
Come down to me.
SO PWITTY!!
Annnyway - I'm being dragged off for a walk in the dark... and the cold... and you know what? I dont think I have a coat! hahaha.
Oh well!
TTFN
loveya
Sophia xx
Here is my smelly diary - ness.
Worked today - oh the joy (NOT). It was sooo slow! OMG.
Still have £20 left tho!! yay!! (okay, so I only got £22 for 6 hours work... but hey, money is money right?)
I bought mum a pink furry steeringwheel cover too. ROXXORS!
So I'm sat here eating raisins and talking to myself, and you - obviously.
Goddess, there's 500g of this stuff... I'll be shittin for hours hahaha.
I write really long entries dont I? loadsa people write like.. one line... me... Several paragraphs. Oh well :D
Its been raining all god damned day.
"Rain is good
Rain is great
Rain is just
Precipitate"
hehe
Its raining as I type... not the good rain with the thunder and the lightning and the whooshy rain that drowns out all other noise, oh no. The drizzle that just keeps going ang going in its own dreary (not to mention BORING) way.
*sigh*
How does that song go? "Take me dancing naked in the rain..." hmm... NO. I think not.
I've lost my phone. My mobile that is. I think its somewhere in my room.
I just remembered now because I went for credit last night with my friend who's scared of the rain. Odd how my brain works.
Anyway. yeh.
RANDOMNESS IS CONTAGIOUS... OUTRAGEOUS!!
- Adam
So, I'm starting this thing - Lauren's thought for the day.
(Yeh, I only ever have the one haha)
Thought for the day:
Life is like a kaliedoscope - full of different shaped and different coloured people. Working together makes life beautifull, but you always get some that are stuck and wont change.
Odd, I know, but hey. My shining people are pretty, like in a kaliedoscope, so there.
I think I need to poo now... too many raisins.
I'll loveya and leave ya
Sophia x
So tonight is my first night as a part of this site. Odd, but cool.
I feel really wierd tonight for some reason. Like the worlds looking in on its self. That sounds strange, and thats how i feel. Strange.
Wonder why.
Well, today was cool. Saw Steph again, and Sasha... tho thats all really.
Missin my boo, but then, I always have to. Sucks.
I'm listening to Evanescence full blast on my headphones... still kinda quiet really, could do with an amplifier or sumats.
Music is only really loud if its all you can hear and the base or beat is shaking through you :D
I'm starting to like Limp Bizkit lately. Some of it is a lot deeper than 'Rollin'. Wasn't expecting it to be honest.
OH NO!! This song is so how I feel at the mo... learnt how to play it once...
"The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep,
I need to tell you
Good night
When we're together I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you
I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue
I cant look away
As we lay in the stillness
you whisper to me
Baby, Marry me
Promise you'll stay with me
Oh you dont have to ask me
you know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Some how I'll show you
That you are my
Night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you
So many nights, I've cried myself to sleep.
Now that you love me
I love myself
I never thought I would say that
I never thought there'd be
You..."
*finishes singing along*
I never seem to see you.
Thats how I feel
Like we're heading off in different directions
Like you can live without me
We never have the time.
Thats how I feel
Like we're too busy for each other
Like you don't really need me.
But I need you.
And I love you.
I'll always make the time
trust me that its true
One day we'll be together
Even if its just a day
Then will be just perfect
Now I've nothing to say...
well, thats enough jibberish for one night.
Luv ya's
Sophia