[Karen]'s diary
Heres to those who I fuckin' hate at this momment, well dispize. Yes Dispize would be a better word for it.
Herminia Caranza - You stupid fuckin' cunt, going around acting all tough saying you'll beat me up? seriously bring it on. And calling me fat, I might not be thin but your defently one to talk. Basically, i'd love to see you try.
Matt Latreille - Hah your a pathetic lil fucker, and all of us thought you were the smart one outta your family. Guess you proved us wrong eh? go back to fuckin' pg where you belong. And yes i am a mother fuckin' bitch, totally proud of it.
Cody Lee - I've never seen such a snitch before in my life. Seriously, you win the award for the snitch of the year.
Shay-lynne Yuzik - Damn don't even get me started you fuckin' whore. Your the sluttyest mother fuckin' bitch i've ever met in my entire life, and to think i did everything for you. I befriended you and classified you my best fuckin' friend, you fuckin' back stabber. Seriously, rot in your own fuckin' karma you dirty piece of skum.
Jay Jackle - Damn....
+ where there`s beauty - there`s jealous hoes.
you cant be my man : but you can be my one night stand
baby- boy .. we can be lovers ,for one niight - baby i cant promise u tomorow, but u can have toniight
WHEN YOU DATE LIKE A MAN - YOU CANT GET PLAYED LIKE A BITCH
MAKE A BITCH WANNA HATE - MAKE A PLAYAA WANNA STARE
one day you`ll look back & want everything you lost - but sometimes its to late .
No more lies, I'mma do it right this time. Done wastin' my time.
( & ) every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back, I hope you feel it.
if you don't like me there's nothing i can do news flash bitches, i don't live to please you
hes lookin like he cant believe this, always in my jeans. and i bet he dont know
what im thinkin, i wanna take him home with me. this heres gonna be my weekend.
i dont think he knows that i see him. his bodys got me weak and i cant wait to see it.
tell me whos gonna look at you and love you for the person you are. tell me
whos gonna understand that sometimes you can take things too far. tell me
whos gonna be there when times are good and when they are bad. tell me
whos gonna be right there to wipe away your tears whenever you cry. tell me
whos gonna talk it out to make sure everything is alright. tell me whos gonna
call you on the telephone when youre all alone. tell me whos gonna love you
the way i loved you.
"if you dont believe in yourself, no one will"
Something I've learned about life; if you look confident, you can pull off anything
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP - BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WOULD KILL TO SEE YOU FALL
& love was just a lesson upon another - heartbreak after heartbreak .
No more lies, I'mma do it right this time. Done wastin' my time.
" someday, someone is going to walk into your life, and make you
realize why it NEVER worked out with anyone else. "
♥
thug em : love em : fuck em: leave em
CUZ I DONT FUCKING NEED EM
thug : fuck : leave - love is make believe.
I don't chase 'em, I replace 'em and if I'm caressing 'em, I'm undressing 'em.
" yeah, you thinkin' they your friends, but everytime i
come around, they be givin' me that sex face."
act like shyt dont phase you - and it wont phase you.
she's been up and down, been all around
my attitude is just like fuck it now.
♥ ♥ ♥
No eating, Starting 5:30 pm
May 13th
Goal- Atleast a week.
all one regret : one dissapointment : one heartbreak
looked away. After all the times you walked by without a care in the world...
You expected me to love you by the look in my eyes, but she told
me things I didn't wanna hear. It made me weak. I didn't wanna hear
what you were about to say. the sad truth is : I still think about you each day.
I told you I wouldn't talk to you again the other day. Never thought you'd
be the one to turn out this way....
AND PAIN IS [ LOVE ]!
[ ( & ) ] I will be strong, even when all goes wrong
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__• • ii wonder what would happen
x • x - if we fell for eachother again...
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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I love it when they try to get intimate : even tho they know i really ain't into it
+ I already know the game and I've been through it .
SHES BACK IN THA GAME - CUZ LOVE JUST AINT THA SAME .
Sell em with your name and your freak out game and show a lil shot of ass just to get in his brain
See hes the type of guy that me and my girls laugh at..
tryin to "holla" at me, haha but no he cant have that.
he needs to quit talkin like a bitch, before we slap that.
even if i was drunk, i wouldnt tap that.
_____________ xox
" Heart - breaker "
( L )
"you`re boyfriend told my bestfriend that his bestfriend and
him both agree that i`m hot, and everything that you`re not.
baby - you`re old news."
& you`ll never see me fall apart .
behind every glance . theres a smile
behind every word . theres the secret
guess sometimes you`ve gotta hate
the person that your in love with.
sometimes you`ve gotta accept the fact
that it`s over .
over over over
i'm not a fuckin' slut, you fucking cock suckers.
Your moms the one letting everyone fuck her.
YOU [ CONTRADICT ] THE FACT THAT YOU STILL WANT ME *AROUND*
A week without you, thought i'd forget. Two weeks without you, and I still haven't gotten over you yet.
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+bitches pursue me like a dream_
[ + SO IT WORKED OUT ]
[ IN YOUR FAVOR - WE AINT NOTHING MAJOR ]
Ridin 'round town in a hot pink Hummer, hot like summa
With the diamond bangles
Like Charlies Angels, you can't knock my hustle
And I need my bread up front playboy , cause I can't trust ya
IMA BOSS YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT. YOUR BOYS PULLING ON MY PANTS LIKE
HE ABOUT TO KNOW THAT AND NOBODYS STOPPING NOBODY
truth is, you could [ fuck ]
all day [ - ] but it would never
[ feel ] like my S E X
♥ [ ♥ ] ♥ [ ♥ ] ♥ [ ♥ ] ♥
_ _ _The ladies and me_ _ _
_ _ _The ladies and me_ _ _
Lumidee ft. Tony Sunshine - She's like the wind
(Lumidee)
Listen baby, I been around
I know that you like
How I wear my crown
I know that I'm something
Thats so profound
So far what I'm hearing
Look I like the sound (Huh)
Everybodys talking about it
We could be tough (ooh)
Why would you doubt it
Ya...palms is sweaty
And your heart starts pounding
This is what your feeling (huh)
Tell me about it
(Tony Sunshine)
She's like the wind, through my trees
(baby yea)x2
She rides at night, next to me
Like you won't believe (nnnooo)
She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
Damn it, I believe she knows
She's taken my heart
She doesn't know what she's done
Baby please
(Chorus)
I feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
ooohhh
I'm just a fool to believe
She's got anything I need
She's like the wind
(Lumidee)
If you can't conceive with nothing
Cause you just let it be nothing
Good, we just hanging around
Sneaking a look when I can just put you down
Tony:
Girl I look in the mirror (what you see)
And all I see (tell me what you see girl 2x)
Is a hell of a man, with only a dream
Am I just fooling myself yea
Thinkin she'll stop the pain (yes she will 2x)
Living without her, I'd go insane
Damn it I believe she knows
Chorus:
Lumidee:
Look I'm right here, come on toughen up
Boo get it together and just try your luck
Ever since I heard that you got this little crush I,
Passed your way and its given me a rush so I,
Peeped your style, yes I'm impressed
Always with the best, put them other dudes to rest
So you aint got to stress cause I got what you need
I could ease your pain and fullfill all your dreams.
Tony:
I'm just a fool to believe she has anything I need
Chorus:
Lumidee: 2x
If you can't conceive with nothing
Cause you just let it be nothing
Good we just hanging around
Sneaking a look when I can just put you down
She's like the wind!
i'm writeing on walls 'cause i miss you
A week without you, thought i'd forget. Two weeks without you and i still haven't gotten over you yet.
YOU CONTRADICT THE FACT THAT YOU STILL WANT ME AROUND .
make your move boy, before shes gone. cause people change, and hearts move on.
( & ) they say it fades if you let it. love was made to forget it.
all one regret : one dissapointment : one heartbreak
You stopped and looked into my eyes today ; after all the times you
looked away. after all the times you walked by without a care in the world..
you exspected me to love you by the look in my eyes but she told
me things i didnt wanna hear. It made me weak .. i didnt wanna hear
what you were about to say . the sad truth is : i still think about you eachday .
i told you i wouldnt talk to you again the other day. never thought youd
be the one to turn out this way..
( & ) i will be strong, even when all goes wrong
Tell me how to forgive you
When it’s me who’s ashamed
And I wish I could free you
of the hurt and the pain
but the answer is simple
he's the one to blame!!!!
Written about Sunday 2007-04-08
Written: (6440 days ago)
It's amazeing how someone can hurt you so much, yet you'd give anything to physically be with them.
It's amazeing how you can point out so much to them, yet they act blind towards the obvious and just don't see it.
It's amazeing how I can still love him, after everything he did to me.
It's even more amazeing how I can hurt so much, after finally saying fuck you and pushing him away.
But the most amazeing thing is how even thinkin' about him still makes me shed a tear and smile.
Sleepless nights I ponder, questioning your affection
streaming tears breeze gently down my face.
My ability to breathe without you is inapplicable
My slashes are the heartbreak within
So I slough my blood for you
I hunger for you to be mine,
My dreaded flirtation.
[ (C) ] Copywritted to Karen Barclay, aka moi.
Steal my stuff I write, I kill you.
"The only man a girl can trust is her dad"
Well thanks, Who the fuck do I have now..???
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but when you do have it, you can't appreciate it, you destroy it.
when you lose it, you want it back, but when it's gone
you can never understand why you let it go
__• • ii wonder what would happen
x • x - if we fell for eachother again...
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
forever & always
- wasn`t all it was played out to be
"This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than to build a relationship. This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed,only to discover that "he's just not ready", he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be "tied down." This is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes crushed. This is for the nights when you've seen him from across the room leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, to the girl he's with to be a random hookup. this is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep. This is for the "I still like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends,for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; This is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear. This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; This is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted. This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys -this is for every girl because every girl has been hurt or felt this way at some point.every girl has given herself to a guy fully and completely in hopes that he would someday return the favour only to find that he`s given himself to somebody else, somebody better somebody who deserves him more. somebody who really is girlfriend material as opposed to somebody who just wants to be girlfriend material."
+ never good enough .
&&Baby ever since you left;;
--*It feels like there's somethin missin'
_ + _ + _ like i've had to go forever without you ;