Drunk again with my friends...Another fight i got into...Another day i wish i have no fist...

been up for 2 days stright...nothing to lose nothing to gain...

4pm-6am i been drinkin...Theres nothing to do anymore...
My life is no more...the drink next to me wont even put me down to sleep...so much in me right now...
why can i get drunk...why do i keep thinking about you...
why does everything in this world cant stop me...
i should be died so many times but i still stand...

OH MY GOD>>>LOOK AT HER ASS>>>>Yeah i know i fucked it.. lol TEEHEE LOOFA LOOFA BITCH...am tired of people lying...Am tired of helping people...its time to put fear in people eyes....


La La La SUCK ON MY NUTS!!!This is not a free world...Its a Battle to live!!! time for everything to die...

I love you just the way you are...



I'm sorry
If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".




I'm sorry...
my boobs arn't big enough to "satisfy" you.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not black/white enough for you.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.




I'm sorry..
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.


I'm sorry..
If I'm too tall or too short for you.




I'm sorry..
If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.




I'm sorry..
If my hair isn't just the way you like it.




I'm sorry..
If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.




But most of all...


I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. Beauty dies with time but a good heart will always be young.




If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."

If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are...

The thing under this...I found it on myspace...ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KICKASS!!! i like it....it shows how girls are assholes too...Well i do know a girl like that...Its weird... tho

I FOUND IT ON MYSPACE AND ITS KICKASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL WOOT LOL

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there are never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "if she only knew"

If You're one of the few girls with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as "To all the girls who look past the nice guys."

Well...I guess we are never going to be the same like we were weeks ago...
I send you messages and u just read them and dont send replys back....
I read your coolpoints and it says guy sucks and you still love women....Remember whos a guy here....
We talk but not like the old ways...I sent u huge message an you didnt send anything back....I sent you a text...I guess u never got that...it said so many things..About me and you...And how much i love you...But i guess u never got that....Then that lil fucked up fag says shit me...about how you are getting with that lil pussy...Now that asshole wont stop sending me messages...saying your with him...I dont believe it but he startin to piss me off....
And yea...I love you...Its just better off if we are just friends...lol still gets me mad when u go drink with some guy next door from you...LOl hahaha well yeah sarah...I like you and i love you...But we will never be like we were weeks ago...U talk about other guys alot...And in the end i told you am just another guy to you...And well am right...I am just another guy to you... Well i love you...and Bye
If u ever need something text me or just send me a email...and i will help you out...Well cya sarah....
LOL fairys and crater bugs... lol well bye
love Mr, Rainbow man... LOL Jokes

i lied to you so you wont feel my sadness....I needed you really bad...But told you a lie that i was ok...But deep down inside i need you more then anything right now...I lied sooo u dont feel the pain...The sadness...The hatred of this world....I love you so much...Why do i hold things in so u wont feel bad for me...When i really want you to hold me and make me feel good...I love you... i should of never lied to you to make you not feel bad for me...I miss you

another song i like WOOOT WOOT lol
"Time Of Dying"

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I cant get this hatred out of my head...its just there....Anger wont leave me alone...I dont want to show it..But my room already have so many holes...Theres no more places where i can put holes..>my anger is building up...I cant stand it anymore...I NEED IT>>> I NEED TO HURT PEOPLE!!!! I CANT HELP IT....
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK I CANT STOP ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT

[guys this is for you to know]
Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand.... I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek... I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck... I want you
4. Kiss on the lips... I love you
5. Kiss on the ears... I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else. Lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes ... kiss me
8. Playing with your hair... I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist... I love you too much to let you go

This song is you....I will always love you...I like this song cuz i would go 1000miles for you without anything to help you...Just me and my feet...I will walk to you....


PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS

"Hey There Sarah"

Hey there Sarah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Sarah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Sarah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Sarah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Sarah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Sarah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Sarah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

"Texas Cries"

Texas cries inside
but I feel you
Texas cries inside
I still feel you
I don't know why you run away when I need you
and I don't know why you run away

Why did you leave me
I thought you said you loved me
I thought you said you needed me
I guess I was wrong
Why did you leave me
I thought you said you loved me
I thought you said you needed me
I guess I was wrong

Texas cries inside
but I feel you
Texas cries inside
I still feel you
I don't know why you run away when I need you
and I don't know why you run away

Why did you leave me
I thought you said you loved me
I thought you said you needed me
I guess I was wrong
Why did you leave me
I thought you said you loved me
I thought you said you needed me
I guess I was wrong

And now as I'm running out of rounds
as I'm falling to the ground
can you hear the sound
cause I need you now
as I'm running out of rounds
as I'm falling to the ground
can you hear the sound
cause I need you now
cause I need you now

And why did you leave me
I thought you said you loved me
I thought you said you needed me
I guess I was wrong
[Repeat 3 times]

Texas Cries

Pissed Off...FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!
I knew it...I knew this would happen to me....
Yep believe someone and they stab you in the back...
FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCKIN PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

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