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Written about Tuesday 2009-08-18
Written: (5577 days ago)
Next in thread: 124689

-[Neurotic Obsession]-This Is Raphie. I love him.
He's mine, so back off. ^^
He's so pretty,
he always seems to dazzle me with his words,
leaving me blushing, or grinning from ear to ear.
And He's the one to inspire me
to write poetry again. He is the only one I can
Spend forever talking to on Stickam.com
He is my Sunny Day,
and he has a special place in my heart, kidney, and spleen.
Raphie always puts me first, and I love him for that.
I dunno what I'll do if I lost hims. <333333
*nods*



Today. We Broke up. Yep. The engaged are now no more, and i dont know how to feel about that. :/ I Still love him.. but..I think I'm going into shock. Is it truely over? What now? whats next?...I think I'm gonna faint. I shall never watch another disney movie or talk in german or french, or go on stickam without thinking of him.. And It doesnt help that I have his necklace. I guess it goes into my treasure box. *sigh* What was I thinking? How could anyone like that ever last with me? I dont deserve his love and now i need to lose weight cause he likes curvey girls. I'm done for. This chapter ended for me. I need to shed my old skin and start a new. 
124620  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-08-16
Written: (5579 days ago)

I Hope This Makes, You smile.
And you might stay this way for a while.
Cause You deserve, every grin, that you get.
And you'll get them a lot from me, oh I hope! ^^ <3

124599  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-08-15
Written: (5580 days ago)

Q:


"How much more weight are you gonna lose?"


A:


"I won't be happy, until I hit '0'."



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124431  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-08-08
Written: (5587 days ago)

Just incase their wondering.
They've got us pinned seperatly.
They,
Dont believe our love is real.
Cause they,
dont know,
how real love is.

You should know,
It's true.
Just Now.
The part about my love,
For you.
And Now.
My hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand peices so it must be true.
And They'll believe us too soon.

Baby it's fact,
our love is true.
Where black is black,
And blue is blue.
Our love is true,
it's a matter of fact.
Oh and you love me too,
it's as simple as that.
Baby our love,
Is True.

They insist on aweful things.
But theres no point in listening.
Your words and the only words,
That I believe in afterwards.

You should know,
It's true.
Just Now.
The part about my love,
For you.
And Now.
My hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand peices so it must be true.
And They'll believe us too soon.

Baby it's fact,
our love is true.
Where black is black,
And blue is blue.
Our love is true,
it's a matter of fact.
Oh and you love me too,
it's as simple as that.
Baby our love,
Is True.

Is true. Oh oh oh!
Is true. Yeah yeah yeah!
Is true. Oh oh oh!

Baby it's fact,
our love is true.
Where black is black,
And blue is blue.
Our love is true,
it's a matter of fact.
Oh and you love me too,
it's as simple as that.
Baby our love,
Is True.


124430  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-08-08
Written: (5587 days ago)

Oh.
It is love,
from the first time I set my eyes upon yours.
Thinking,
Oh, Is it love.

Oh dear,
It's been hardly a moment and you are already missed.
There is still a bit of your skin that I yet to of kissed.
Oh say 'please do not go',
But you know, oh, you know that I must.
Oh say 'I love you so',
but you know oh, you know you can trust.
We'll be,
holding hands in the end.
All our,
broken plans I will mend.
I'll hold you close so you'll know.

It is love,
from the first time I press my hand into yours.
Thinking oh, is it love.

Oh dear, it's been hardly three days yet gone,
and I miss your embrace.
There are several more days until I get to see your sweet face.
Oh say, 'wouldn't you like to be older and living with me?'
Oh say, "wouldn't it be nice to know I'd know that we'll be,
Someday.
Holding hands in the end.
All our broken plans would have been.
I'll kiss you soft so you know.

It is love,
from the first time I pressed my lips against yours.
Thinking oh, It is Love.

124409  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-08-07
Written: (5588 days ago)
Next in thread: 124428

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You have stolen my heart,
with one glace of your eyes.
All beautiful They are.
My love, you are radiant, and ruddy.
Outstanding among ten thousand.
124406  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-08-07
Written: (5588 days ago)

**Take note this isn't my song, and It's not the whole song, just the part I like XD

If It Kills Me (The Casa Nova Sessions) Jason Mraz

And all I really want from you is to feel me,
as the feeling inside keeps building.
And I'll find a way to you if it kills me,
If it kills me,
If it kills me.

I think it might kill me..
You know I'll find my way to you if it kills me,
if it kills me,
If it kills me...
It might kill me.

124390  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-08-07
Written: (5589 days ago)

By Your Side

You need something better than me.
Someone you can rely on,
and if only.
I can be there always,
If you can stand by my side,
forever.
I would take you to my secret paradise.

If only I can be there by your side.

Everything will be OK.
Everything will be just fine.
Instead of thinking of you,
I would be right there by your side.
If a wish could come true,
I would look directly at you,
and say
The three words your longing to hear..
I Love You.

I dont know what to do now.
Do you not know too?
Is our love enough,
For me.
For You.
I want to find out.
Don't you?

If only I can be there by your side.

Everything will be OK.
Everything will be just fine.
Instead of thinking of you,
I would be right there by your side.
If a wish could come true,
I would look directly at you,
and say
The three words your longing to hear..
I Love You.

If only I can be there by your side.

Everything will be OK.
Everything will be just fine.
Instead of thinking of you,
I would be right there by your side.
If a wish could come true,
I would look directly at you,
and say..

The three words your longing to hear..
I Love You.
I love you,
Oh
I love you..




124279  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-07-31
Written: (5595 days ago)

<img:http://i32.tinypic.com/ic1bau.png> <img:http://elouai.com/doll-makers/link-doll.php?&sex=boy&background=0000&elements=0000&wings=0000&base=0001&boystockings=0000&boyshoes=0039&boyskirt=0545&boytop=0413&boytwopiece=0000&girlstockings=0000&girlshoes=0000&girlskirt=0000&girltop=0000&girltwopiece=0000&head=0061&mouth=0109&nose=0071&eyebrows=0051&eyes=0186&face=0049&makeup=0000&earings=0172&glasses=0000&hair=0867&scarf=0000&boyfullbody=0000&girlfullbody=0000&hat=0000&accessory1=0000&pets1=0072&pets2=0000&accessory2=0000&cover=0000&namedoll=Raphie">

Aiden made this! (I made the raphie one ^^)

124225  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-07-28
Written: (5598 days ago)
Next in thread: 124226

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Haha! ^-^ This is my favorite picture of my love, [Neurotic Obsession]! lmao! Gummey worms. *grin*

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