THIS IS SO SWEET!!!!!
If I were to die
To pass away
To leave this world
My soul to stray,
To Forever stride
For another day
The darkness roams
And im its prey


Your love is all I need
To escape this knife
Your eyes are my gateway
To the better life
When your not here my heart continues to ache
Like a rusted dagger
My soul to take


Losing you is the pit of my fears
Missing you
sheds my tears


Holding you in my arms
Is all I need
The kiss of your gentle lips
My heart to feed


Now I must go
But theres one thing I wish for you to know.
I will always love you
For who you are
Through the tears
And all the shine in the stars
You are my angel
Sent from above
With the key to my soul
And the grasp to my love.

hearts that bleed
eyes that cry
love thats broken
do we even know why?

the sun goes down
the moon comes up
its now easier to hind the pain we feel

people talk
lies and all
oh god please let me
die in this fall!!!

off the building
i know i can jump
not scared of death
happy to go.

you cause the pain
i no longer feel
so i cut away
to make sure i am real.

i hope i die
life sucks
your a bitch
and im a "hoe"

so if we all
are equally shit.
why can't we get along?
or do i even belong?

thats the question i ask to all
please answer me
should i die from the fall???

     


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 hey hope you guys are all great today! ummmm today i found out that my old best friend ran away from home 4 days ago. although her grandma doesn't seem very worried i am. you see her storie is that her dad killed her mom then commited suicide. so she is living with her grandparents. well her grandma is the porn pitty me type and her grandpa ia an abusive acoholic. her grandma says that this is no big deal but i think different. the reason i know that it IS a BIG deal is because a couple of years ago i tried to commit suicide with her when both of our lives were hell.

so right now i am a total desaster because i am sooo sooo soooo worried. if any of you guys know any kids from kearns, utah please let me know. maybe they know somthing about my old bff trisha!

  my parents are hangingall over each other like teens. its kindof funny because now my mom seems alot happier with her NEW man. And he is a man compared to my jackass ex-stepdad Tom!!!! he won't quit following us around.
love always ~~~~kayla