[Elf_Person]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2006-08-11
Written: (6680 days ago)
Next in thread: 80302

The person I never wanted to be,
is the perosn I see most frenquently

he smears on a fake smile with force to make himself feel happy.
he longs for love because he needs it so bad.

he reaches out for help,
when help is not needed.

he reaches out for the bottle.
and is self concious and has low self esteam,

the strength needed for him to get along is hidden behind his fake smile.
and denys that he is not okay and says he is fine behind a fake smile

the thoughts that run through his mind are not normal
he lives to die.

the guy I see in the mirror is some one i hoped to never be.
the guy I see in the mirror is me.

79707  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-08-08
Written: (6683 days ago)

heres another basicaly same message diff pic
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79706  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-08-08
Written: (6683 days ago)

<img:http://elfpack.com/img/image/42552_1155013608.jpg>I MADE THIS BANNER AT PAINT SHOP PRO HERES THE LINK(http://elfpack.com/img/image/42552_1155013608.jpg)THE OTHER ONES ARE OUT DATED

78299  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-27
Written: (6695 days ago)
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77651  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-07-24
Written: (6698 days ago)
Next in thread: 77713

wat i fear
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[X] closed spaces/ heights
[] cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] spiders and/or other insects
[] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[] fire
[] water
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] germs
[]thunder/lightning
[]frogs/toads
[] mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] cotton balls
[] cemeteries
[] clowns
[] large crowds
[] crossing bridges
[] death
[] Heaven
[] being robbed (Bitch I beat their ass)
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibility
[] doctors
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] diseases
[] daylight
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] poverty
[] ghosts
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] being blind...
[] being deaf
[] growing up
[]monsters under my bed
[] creepy noises during the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood
[] long words
[] Being kidnapped


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