well it seem by a series of unfortunate events i...ahve once again throughly proved my own name....in a way...but...i guess bad things happen...when things go so well...seems to be my lot in life...

i am...doing better....today

i seem to be...sick...of late...m not feeling very well at all...my stomach huerts...so im not planning on moving very mcuh...and i will more or less be of short temper...more than usual....i am....sorry but i just might not be in the best of moods for the night...if at all...im planning on taking a short lived holiday for tomarrow...i need to get over this sickness...

yours,

its snowing here now....

well...for those of you who are actually reading this for once...well...i have updated my profile...hopefully as a better suiting title and description...than what i had so vainly put before....to think that i myself called myself somehting as "Chivalry"....was ntohing but putting shame...to my own name....as i am not....for what i ahve done to someone....who willl remain secret....to which i will not utter a word of whom....but...i have been depressed...and...saddened...atwhat they are going through...though...i emant ntohing of what has happened to them...and i cant and wont ask my forgiveness form them...becasue...(as cheesy as it sounds)...i dont deserve such reassurance....

but to the point....im still the person you know...if not somewhat different....

and...thats all i have to say really....i just wanted to...somewhat update...on what and...why i changed...my own profile...and...my mood as it were...

"*covers face with hands*....im just fooling myself....what i really am....is a monster...."-Beauty and the Beast

yours...
fooled by his own misgivings....

The Beast...