well...for those of you who are actually reading this for once...well...i have updated my profile...hopefully as a better suiting title and description...than what i had so vainly put before....to think that i myself called myself somehting as "Chivalry"....was ntohing but putting shame...to my own name....as i am not....for what i ahve done to someone....who willl remain secret....to which i will not utter a word of whom....but...i have been depressed...and...saddened...atwhat they are going through...though...i emant ntohing of what has happened to them...and i cant and wont ask my forgiveness form them...becasue...(as cheesy as it sounds)...i dont deserve such reassurance....

but to the point....im still the person you know...if not somewhat different....

and...thats all i have to say really....i just wanted to...somewhat update...on what and...why i changed...my own profile...and...my mood as it were...

"*covers face with hands*....im just fooling myself....what i really am....is a monster...."-Beauty and the Beast

yours...
fooled by his own misgivings....

The Beast...