In Genesis and Exodus, Moses tells the story of the ‘God’ of
Abraham who is the one and only ‘God’. This doctrine is
accepted by Jews, Christians and Muslims. In the Hebrew
text, the name of ‘God’ is considered so sacred, it is
hidden, and meant to be unspoken. The most accepted
transliteratio
Witnesses use the more pronounceable version "Yahweh".
Is the Genesis account really the first account of the ‘God’
who Moses calls YHWH? In the book of Genesis, Terah,
Abraham's father, along with Abraham and Lot made a journey
from the city of Ur to Canaan. If YHWH is the ‘God’ of
Abraham, could it be that YHWH is also the ‘God’ of Terah? If
so, how did Terah come to worship YHWH? To answer these
questions, let's develop some background on the city of Ur.
Ur was one of the twelve cities. It survived through the
Babylonian times into Terah's time. In Sumerian mythology
each city had a patron god. The patron god of the city of
Ur was NANNA who is the heavenly moon. Later, the Semites
named NANNA as SIN.
Sumerian mythology is ancient. Scholars place the time at
around 3500 BCE to 2500 BCE. This time estimate is highly
uncertain because the astronomical and carbon dating
observations are so sketchy. If we accept this time
estimate, we can conclude that historically speaking, the
Sumerian myths are as far away from the time of Moses as we
are from the time of Moses. Many of the Sumerian myths are
inferred from cuneiform tablets. Our interpretation of
these writings is no doubt less certain than our
interpretation of modern writing or Greek manuscripts of
the gospel about Jesus Christ. In spite of these
uncertainties, these texts give us a faint clue of what
people believed so many years ago. I propose that they give
us a clue as to the genealogy of YHWH. Because of the
fragmentary state of the material, I will only refer to
portions of the myth which, in my opinion, are relevant to
YHWH's genealogy.
In Sumerian mythology there is a transcendental god named
ANU, who is considered the ‘god’ of the heavens. His wife
ANTU is at his side in their heavenly abode. Because of
their transcendental nature, ANU and ANTU generally are not
involved in day to day affairs of the world. The day to day
job is delegated to ENLIL (‘god’ of the firmament), the ‘god’
of the heavens and the earth. To compare the organization
with our modern day corporate structure, ANU would be the
Chairman of the Board, and ENLIL would be the President and
Chief Executive Officer.
ENLIL has a younger brother named ENKI (‘god’ of the earth)
whose role appears to be as chief scientist of the ‘gods’.
The EN prefix in their names classifies these ‘god’s as
having universal powers. So although they may actually be
patron ‘gods’ of some of the cities, their domain includes
all 12 cities and other areas like the heavens and the
oceans.
ENLIL is finds his mate in SUD("the nurse"). The following
cuneiform fragment describes ENLIL's desire: The shepherd
Enlil, who decrees the fates, The Bright-Eyed One, saw her.
The lord speaks to her of intercourse; she is unwilling.
Enlil speaks to her of intercourse; she is unwilling: "My
vagina is too small [she said], it knows no copulation; My
lips are too little, they know not kissing."
Different fragments show different versions of how SUD
becomes ENLIL's wife. One version implies that after
consulting with his chamberlain NUSHKU, ENLIL hatches a
plan to persuade SUD to go sailing with him. Once they were
alone in the boat away from the shore, ENLIL rapes SUD.
Later, a repentant ENLIL sends NUSHKU to find SUD and ask
her mother for the girl's hand. The mother agrees and that
is how SUD becomes the wife of ENLIL. After the marriage,
SUD's name is changed to NINLIL ("lady of the airspace").
When the ‘god’s learn of ENLIL's misdeed, he is punished (but
no detail is available). Long after the marriage, it is
discovered that the truth of the matter is that SUD was
bathing naked in the stream near the path where ENLIL takes
his daily walk on her mother's instructions, with the hope
that ENLIL will notice SUD and "forthwith embrace and kiss
you."
From this episode came NANNA the moon ‘god’, as hinted in
this dialogue from another fragment:
NINLIL: "True, Enlil is thy king, but I am thy queen."
ENLIL: "If now thou art my queen, let my hand touch thy ...
" NINLIL: "The 'water' of thy king, the bright 'water' is
in my heart, the 'water' of NANNA the bright 'water' is in
my heart." ENLIL: "The 'water' of my king, let it go toward
heaven, let it go toward the earth."
Enlil as the man of the gate lay down in the ..., He kissed
her and cohabited with her, The 'water' of ... Mestamataea
he caused to flow over (her) heart.
ENKI (the Serpent, and ‘god’ of the Earth), being the Chief
Scientist of the ‘gods’, was the actual formulator of man.
Man was needed by the ‘gods’ because they needed labor to
help produce food and other economic goods. The first
experiment was a collaboration between NINHURSAG (ENKI's
sister, and maybe wife). In the following quote from the
12th Planet: ... according to Sumerian texts, Man was
created by Ninhursag following processes and formulas
devised by Enki. She was the Chief Nurse, and one in charge
of the medical facilities; it was in that role that the
goddess was called NINTI ("lady of life").
Some Scholars read in Adapa (the model man of Enki) the
biblical Adama, or Adam. The double meaning of the Sumerian
TI also raises biblical parallels. For TI could mean both
life and rib, so that NIN.TI's name meant both "lady of
life" and "lady of the rib." The biblical Eve -- whose name
meant "life" -- was created out of Adam's rib, so Eve, too
was in a way a "lady of life" and a "lady of the rib".
As the actual "inventor" of Man, ENKI was constantly trying
to improve Man by teaching him. ENKI was also in constant
rivalry with ENLIL, who was the all powerful being.
The Hebrew god YHWH is probably NANNA, the son of ENLIL and
rival of ENKI; because observer that the Hebrew calendar is
a lunar calendar in honor of the moon ‘god’, the name YHWH is
almost YHRH which in Hebrew means "moon", and name of the
holy mountain considered to be YHWH's place is SIN.AI
meaning SIN (Semitic for NANNA) AI (place).
At this point, the reader may asking: "So what?" Well, if
SIN is the ‘God’ of Abraham, then all the stories pertaining
to NANNA in the Sumerian myths also refer to SIN. This
means that YHWH is the Sumerian god NANNA who is a
descendant of ENLIL and NINLIL. According to Sumerian and
Babylonian Myths NANNA is not the creator/formul
Man. As a mater of fact, ENKI and NINHURSAG who are the
creators of Man, are rivals of ENKI and NINLIL.
Moses was rewriting the Sumerian myth to turn NANNA into
the creator of Man. However, from the context of Sumerian
myth we can interpret Man's fall from grace with less
guilt. NANNA, in collaboration with ENLIL, banished Man
from the Garden of Eden because they were angry at ENKI for
teaching too much knowledge to Man (eating of the tree of
knowledge of good and evil).
Consider this in Genesis 3:22:
"And YHWH said: 'The man has now become like one of us
knowing good and evil ..."
I would say, YHWH was genuinely concerned that if ENKI
would have continued providing the lessons, Man will have
improved towards becoming just like “God”. Maybe the story
about the fall from grace is simply an account of a
political maneuvering involving pretty "heavy" hand
Iron man
I feel like shit.Almost cut my wrists last night.Its funny when you are at that piont.Every thing becomes mumbled yet clear.then a sharp pain and thats is.exclude the stingsing after a while.I accually screamed no and thru the knife.I have tears now yet i fully cant cry.I donot feel alone or out of place just dazed kind of like a dream.every thing about to day so far is surreal.
If you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you are fearless.
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF???
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces/ heights
[] cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] spiders and/or other insects
[] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[] fire
[] water
[] the ocean
[*] failure
[] success
[] germs
[]thunder/lightn
[]frogs/toads
[] mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] cotton balls
[] cemeteries
[] clowns
[] large crowds
[] crossing bridges
[] death
[] Heaven
[] being robbed
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibility
[] doctors
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] diseases
[] daylight
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] poverty
[] ghosts
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] being blind...
[] being deaf
[] growing up
[]monsters under my bed
[] creepy noises during the night
[] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood
[] long words
[] Being kidnapped
Repost saying: "I fear2 out of 66 things
Why is my name Belthion, Belthion is a watcher deamon.He is also my guardian.A gargoyle type.He stands about 9 1.2 Feet tall for when he is hunched over hes about 6 feet.he was not use to being talked to or touched.He come to me because I was under attack. hail father And my Gd
Some time ago.I have found out I am into bloodletting also called blood play.Most often a razor blade is used. As well as being a sexual fetish, it is often considered an expression of intimacy or bonding.Only me and my other will i do this with.
My girlfriend is being sent off,here parents and sister donot want her to live with them any more.She has to many problems .Thay donot see that thay are the fucken problem,she has been working on her self but there is no family involvment,May her father never enjoy hell. He sister is jealous of what she has in her realationships
Suicide does not work for me After so many times of trying to commit is and you donot die. After suceeding you are saved and taken to a hospital then a mental home then there you realize you are the only sane one out of the bunch or see your self in them and end up live there for a while and fit alonge better in there than you have in the time you have been alive. but there is a time when you have to get out and live your life.
I want to be the only one to wake up next to you.I will be by your side like your shadow not the annoying little dog that wants to be kicked around.In death I will still see you all you have to say is I LET YOU GO. No fights no asking why i will will move on
Look and see for you will never touch me.I come to you .You need me. a slut and hore after all these names you still blame yet your the one playing the game, Faithful i have been .toungue and emotion you use to abuse.You cock I an higher than you. your attemts now are like a flea with the attemt of rape on an elephant (anton lavey) I grow highter by the day you are now weak for i have all control .your toungue is now gone.you penis is now gone you useless little hore of a man you see you where nothing .You had powwer only thru me.I feared you. loser but never more hmmm get out of my site, you look like a dog thats been beaten.
The Principal Prayer of the Yazidis
"Amen, Amen, Amen!
Through the intermediation of Shams-ad-din,
Fakh ad-Din, Nasir-ad-Din
Sajad ad-Din, Sheikh Sin (Husein),
Sheikh Bakr, Kadir ar-Rahman.
Lord, thou art gracious, thou art merciful;
Thou art God, king of kings and lands,
King of joy and happiness,
King of good possession (eternal life).
From eternity thou art eternal.
Thou art the seat of luck (happiness) and life;
Thou art lord of grace and good luck.
Thou art king of jinns and human beings,
King of the holy men (saints),
Lord of terror and praise,
The abode of religious duty and praise,
Worthy of praise and thanks.
Lord! Protector in journeys,
Sovereign of the moon and of the darkness,
God of the sun and of the fire.
God of the great throne,
Lord of goodness.
Lord. No one knows how thou art.
Thou hast no beauty; thou hast no height.
Thou hast no going forth; thou hast no number.
Lord Judge of kings and beggars,
Judge of society and of the world,
Thou hast revealed the repentance of Adam.
Lord, thou hast no house; thou hast no money;
Thou hast no wings; hast no feathers;
Thou hast no voice, thou hast no colour.
Thou hast made us lucky and satisfied.
Thou hast created Jesus and Mary.
Lord, thou art gracious,
Merciful. Faithful.
Thou art Lord; I am nothingness,
I am a fallen sinner,
A sinner by thee remembered.
Thou hast led us out of darkness into light.
Lord! My sin and my guilt,
Take them and remove them.
O God, O God, O God, Amen!
We are still together but I still want to rebound.Trying to work on my emotions.
why the hell do i insist to go out with peolpe.Fuck I now better that to go out with blackfeet but I ignore it and get fucked because of it.I need to work on my emotions still.we had a fight last night and I started to rebound and I almost broke up with her. I told her she will be the last girl friend I have here untill I get my dagree..so she is my last.for about 2 years.College and me + my desmond(my computer). my inatimate friend.He brings me music and sex.(porn) Lol9I do not want to lose her (Cant spell)
The Luciferian Rosary To be done in much the same manner as the Catholic Rosary, except
with obvious differences. It is suggested that the basic format of
the Rosary used be the same, except that the crucifix be replaced by
a more appropriate symbol such as the pentagram.
1) Make the sign of the pentagram and recite the Luciferian Creed.
2) Say the Our Master.
3) Say three Ave Lucifers.
4) Say the Glory be to the Enlightened.
5) Announce the First Mystery, then say the Our Master.
6) Say ten Ave Lucifers while meditating upon the Mystery.
7) Say the Glory be to the Enlightened.
8 ) Announce the Second Mystery, then say the Our Master. Until all
Five Mysteries have been pondered.
9) Sit in quiet meditation.
The Pentagram
Making the sign of the pentagram, starting with the forehead, then
the left extreamity, then to the right shoulder, to the left
shoulder, to the right extreamity, then joined in the sign of prayer
back to the minds eye:
For mine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory Forever; Amen.
The Luciferian Creed
I believe in Lucifer, the Lightbringer, Master of illumination and
growth; and in the Self, his greatest canvas, which bears the
potential for enlightenment; Which was gifted with glorification,
discovering it's vital nature, and quested to follow Lucifer.
Ignorance is Hell, and Lucifer will draw the Self from it. I believe
in the strength of the Church of oneself alone, the worthiness of
fellows who share the same path, the sanctity of the Will and
Lucifer everlasting. Amen.
Our Master
Our Master, who art in thy mind, gloried be thy name. Thy kingdom
realized, thy will be ultimate on earth as it is in above. Remind me
this day a truest path, and I shall reign forever, and lead me not
into society programming, that it may temper me. Amen.
Ave Lucifer
Ave Lucifer, full of light, illumined thou art; blessed art thou
among all, and blessed is the fruit of your light, Enlightenement
Lucifer, Bringer of Light, show me your path, now and at the hour of
my bodily death. Amen.
Glory be to the Enlightened
Glory be to Lucifer, and the Self, and the sanctity of both. As it
was in the beginning, is now obsolete, and eternally shall be the
true path, world without respite. Amen.
THE MYSTERIES
1) The Fallen: The symbolism of Lucifer the Morning Star, echoed in
the corruption of Church doctrine; the descended nature of Lucifer
because of this.
2) The Revelation: The knowledge of Man's ability to walk the path
of Lucifer.
3) The Nativity: The birth of the seed of Light in Man.
4) The Questing: When Man walks the path of Lucifer.
5) The Illumination: The final glorification and deification of Man
through Lucifer.
After the Rosary
End it simply in reflection and meditation. After all, what good is
recognition of Lucifer's meaning if one doesn't reflect upon one's
Self, the ultimate portrayal of such?
by RevSCRaven
I forgive you ,for you know not what you do.I hurt for you.A promise is a promise no matter how small.
Never love some thing so much you cant see it die
Saturday Ive seen and am now going out with a statuesque goth mademoiselle.I feel I have found some one that I can love and will love in return. Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal
What Is A Victim?
"You are being victimized whenever you find yourself out of control
of your life. The key word is CONTROL. If you are not
pulling the strings, then you are being manipulated by someone or
something else. You can be victimized in an endless number
of ways.
"A victim as described here is not "first of all" someone who is
taken advantage of through criminal activity. You can be
robbed or swindled in much more damaging ways when you give up your
emotional and behavioral controls in the course
of everyday life, through forces of habit.
"Victims are first of all people who run their lives according to
the dictates of others. They find themselves doing things they really
would rather not do, or being manipulated into activites loaded
with unnecessary personal sacrifice that breeds hidden resentment.
To be victimized, as I use the word here, means to be governed and
checked by forces outside yourself; and while these forces are
unquestionably ubiquitous in our culture, YOU CAN RARELY BE
VICTIMIZED UNLESS YOU ALLOW IT TO HAPPEN. Yes, people
vicitmize themselves in numerous ways, throughout the everyday
business of running their lives.
"Victims almost always operate from weakness. They let themselves be
dominated, pushed around, because they often feel they are
not smart enough or strong enough to be in charge of their lives. So
they hand their own strings over to someone "smarter" or "stronger,"
rather than take the risks involved in being self-assertive
"You are a victim when your life is not working for you. If you are
behaving in self-defeating ways, if you are miserable, out of sorts,
hurt,anxious, afraid to be yourself, or in other similar states
which immobilize you, if you aren't functioning in a self-enhancing
manner, or if you feel as if you are being manipulated by forces
outside of yourself, then you are a victim - and it is my contention
that your own victimization is never worth defending. If you agree,
then you will be asking: What about relief from victimization? What
about freedom?"
Pulling Your Own Strings
Dr. Wayne W. Dyer
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My Two Cents
The world in which we live in is - asleep. Humanity walks around in
a daze only too happy to please its Masters.
Never questioning the Source of its debilitation. It was summed up
nicely in the American Declaration of Independence - this way.
"All exerience hath shown that mankind are more disposed to suffer,
while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing
the forms to which they are accustomed."
Over 200 years later humanity is still abiding by the law
of "Familiarity breeds contempt".
Conformity is sold as the way to exceptance and truth. How many play
the game of "Monkey see, Monkey do". These people will never know
themselves. Few will do as they please without feeling guilty about
it. And most will die never having found that "little piece of
heaven" they spent their whole lives working for.
As Satanist we must deprogram ourselves from this game of conformity
and self deprivation.
Only by leaving these mind games behind can be we begin to mature as
Satanist. Only then can we as Plato said,"Know thyself". Friedrich
Nietzsche, has this to say about needing anothers approval, "So long
as you are praised think only that you are not yet on your own path,
but on that of another."
When you are concerned with another's thoughts about you, you are
letting yourself be victimized. How so? When your doing what someone
else wants you to do - when you need anothers approval, before you
will do as you think you put them above you. Are "they" more
important than "you"? Of course not. The highest law in existence is
that of self-preservat
to anothers decrees of what is right and wrong, you put yourself
last in your own life.This is what the enemy wants. This is their
program of Xianty. Remeber: It is better to give than recieve? That
is a perfect example of living for others. While it is important to
take care of our loved ones, just as Satan takes care of us - we
must not let ourselves we taken advantage of. We are taught to
except the lie - what is right for one is right for another.
We are all individual people. No one else thinks the way we do. No
on else has had the same life experiences. No one else has felt
the pain, the pleasure, the hate we have. No one else was embarrased
the way we were in school. No one else ..... We each have
different reasons for coming to Satanism. Just as we all have
different reasons for listening to "Smells Like Teen Spirit" by
Nirvana.
The point is - why let someone who is different, and can never
understand you run your own life?
What is the point of being afraid to tell your loved ones you wont
be coming to visit this weekend? What is the point in letting
yourself pay an overcharge instead of speakin up? What is the point
of being afraid of things that have not yet happend? What is the
point in being afraid of confrontation?
Why let others opinions on how things are suppose to be - run your
life?
More to come...
Priestess Cecily
I just wanted to say that we are in a kind of a "Catch-22" situation,
but that's unfortunately very necessary. The internet has brought us
all toghether,that
case,where we are standing against big things such as xianity.
It's perfectly normal that some here don't feel confortable enough to
talk about their lives, and this is very wise, because we are been
watched like in a "George Orwell's Big Brother" way,closer than many
would think it would be possible. We are being spied on.
The catch-22 comes when we feel alone,and have no one to talk or to
question, to share or even to dream along...
I believe many here to have been under "psiquiatric care", because of
the visions, evocations or even the shiny dots of energy, not to
mention the "family",so loving and worried - I am being sarcastic
here - prefering to put the guy into an ward rather to believing or
trying to understand (everything they can't understand they either try
to push away or destroy/vanish). And than this psiquiatric probably
will be a jew,as mine was,they have a preference in this area of the
medicine(wonder why...)and will either put you under heavy medication
or will use your emotional weakness to abuse you. The least harm he
will do is to make you even more confuse.
WE ARE NOT CRAZY.
Break your chains,stop believing/trus
Cecily is absolutely right when she says we must rely on ourselves.
And in ourselves only.
CRAZY PEOPLE DON'T KNOW THEY ARE CRAZY.
So if you think you are crazy, than you are perfectly sane.You know
what is your truth, and only you can decide if it's this what you want
for your life. Taking a frase from the film "The Matrix", "you can
take the blue pill or the red pill". It's your decision.
Father Satan wants us to unite to be strong,to help each other,and as
long as we take precautions like not giving any ID information, real
names or avoiding to meet in person for security reasons, I don't see
why we should not show everybody here the real face of "The Great
Asshole YHVH" and what's he is capable of if we are not aware, and the
most important thing, to talk about how many wonders we have
experienced as a gift from Father Satan... because even controling our
emotions and being very careful it's wonderful to find our kind, to
know that somebody understands you, TRUSTS you. Not in a blind way of
trust, but more in a matter of respect and fellowship.
There is nothing worse to a child than to not be believed when she's
actually being very serious about something important. For us is
exactly the same feeling,at least for me... and I'm sure Father
understands that,in His wonderful wisdom.
So here we are, let's do the best we can to be more united, let's
respect our own people (of course fighting the idiots who come here to
bring desagreements and discord and those who protect the enemys of
our father)and help the JoS ministry help us.
That's all.
Hail Enki! Hail Shamash!
Mysticka.
Contrary to current popular belief (mainly brought about by the
Church of Satan) Satanism is NOT a form of atheism with ritual and
symbolism. Satanism is historically the religious worship of the
spiritual being Christians and others call "the Devil" or Satan. To
the Satanist the Devil is not an evil being bent on the corruption of
mankind. In Satanism Satan is a loving and just god. We consider
Him to be the true father of mankind.
According to Christian belief it was Satan who tempted mankind to eat
of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and this caused
their "fall from grace." They believe that the ultimate goal of
mankind is to return that blissful state of purity, innocence and
union with "God." They despise Satan's gift to us as the single
worst incident in human history. But this is all a lie. In truth,
everything you have ever enjoyed has been a result of Satan's actions
in the symbolic "Garden of Eden." If mankind had not received this
gift of free-will we would be nothing but mindless slaves to the will
of Jehovah.
To the Satanist, Satan's gift was our true salvation. We therefore
acknowledge Satan as our true father for without him we would be
nothing. And the Gift of Satan doesn't stop there. We now have the
potential to become more than we are. We have through Satan the
ability to become like gods ourselves. This is the ultimate goal of
Satan, for us to one day transcend the limitations placed on us by
Jehovah and our physical bodies and become suitable companions and
partners for Satan and the Demons.
Unlike Jehovah, Satan does not want mindless slaves. He accepts only
those who come to Him of their own free-will. Satan does not command
us to worship Him, instead we do so out of gratitude for the gift he
has given us and the sacrifice he made to give it to us. Our father
Satan gave up everything, , His glory, His throne, and His powers in
the Heavenly realm to insure that there would always be a Will
separate from that of Jehovah's. Satan is the only thing which
stands between us and the total subjection of our minds and bodies to
the Will of Jehovah.
Any so called "sacrifice" made by Jesus of Nazareth pales in
comparison to Satan's revolt against Jehovah, for as a consequence
Satan has had to watch the painful and hideous deaths of His
followers and children at the hands of the monster the Jews,
Christians, and Muslims call their "God." From the beginning,
Jehovah has systematically sought out and destroyed the followers of
Satan. His followers are so intent on our total destruction that
they have also murdered countless numbers of people who were only
SUSPECTED of being Satanists!
The Christian Bible demands our blood. "Thou shalt not suffer a
witch to live" has been the death sentence for countless numbers of
Satan's followers for the last 2000 years. During the Medieval Ages
it was not Wiccans or any form of "misunderstood pagans" that were
tortured and burned alive. Besides the masses of ignorant peasant
women who were killed on grounds of mere suspicion, the real witches
who were killed were Devil Worshippers in the true sense of the term,
Satan's children.
To make it easier to slaughter us without emotion, the Christians
leveled the most obscene and outrageous charges against us. We were
dehumanized and scorned in every way. No longer were we merely the
ignorant enemies of God, we were now looked at as the enemies of
humanity itself, doing evil purely for evil's sake. We were said to
steal children in the dead of night and perform all manners of
atrocities on them. It was assumed then and is still accepted today
by millions of "God's" followers that we delight in nothing more than
sacrificing children to our God the Devil.
Everyone likes to forget to mention however that these same heinous
charges of infanticide and ritual murder were leveled against the
Jews during the same time period. And for some reason everyone
agrees that it was ridiculous to accuse the Jews with these things,
yet they still believe all of the stories told about us. By a vast
amount of people we are still looked at as inhuman monsters. Even
with the modern world's quest for political correctness it is still
considered okay to view Satanists with a degree of scorn and hatred.
We seek to show the world that we are not inhuman monsters. We have
emotions and families, we have a serious religion with real sacred
traditions and our rituals our not horrible and terrifying scenes
from a horror novel. It is our goal to show the world that a person
can worship Satan without committing acts of crime and murder. But
if there is one thing which we have already proven it is that no
matter how many of us are burnt, tortured, hung, maimed and ridiculed
by Jehovah's sheep, we will not stop worshipping our God. As long as
Satan exists we will exist and Satan can never be destroyed.
my heat ackes being with out you. i love you, I am sorry for hurting you ,on me knees I beg of you im sorry, so sorry,Dont leave.Please dont leave,what do you want to hear from me ?I plead with you,I love you ,sorry for telling you those hurtfull things.I was angry talking with out thinking.Im sorry ,why whhy ,please dont leave ,sorry,sorry dont leave.I love you
lonelyness,wat