weee... idk.. just being me... stupid. i finally got all my goddamn christmas shoping done i spent like 90 bucks on 12 items.. holy shit .. o well i dont care i probably would have spent it all on candy. i had chinese food, it was yummy. i miss david... i luv him my friend thinks were going to get married cuz i talk about him soo much.. i just really miss him.. o well hes coming to live with me alllllll summer=P if ya kno what i mean. im bored.. as usual and no ones on so im going to sit here like i always do blah blah blah... i hate this fuckin state .... errrg! i cant wait to get high again.. i cant until the day after christmas.. moms being a bitch.. she dosent want me all "stupided up" or whatever she said.. bitch.. she can kiss my ass. im gonna get blazed tonite!!! well im gonna go smoke a blunt
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blah...im bored again.. i feel alittle less depressed, but not much.. i miss my best friend =( he moved to flordia in October and left me here to rot. o well. i ate soup like 10 mins ago.. it was good... uhh.. its cold in my house.
this chick that goes to my school is like obsessed with me and wont stop calling me.. im going to murder who ever gave her my fucking phone number!! JESUS i hate my fucking school... i hate this fucking state... and everyone in it...it needs to burn damnit!
my dads at work and i have been sitting here for like 4 hours in complete bordom.... and i am tired of getting asked why im depressed..... assholes.. stop fucking asking me... I dont fuckin know, its not like i fucking asked to feel this way... bastards.
well if i dont stop typing, im going to end up fucking up this piece of shit computer!
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yo... bored and i just got an email from my EX bestfriend saying how much she misses how we used to be friends and how much i needed her and blah de da de fuckin da. well i got a new car a couple days ago dont know if ive already told ya that or not but, i did. SO... christmas break sux ass.. im bored all day and ive been in the same pajamas for like 3 days now.. yea its pretty nasty but i dont fuckin care! i just took a sexi pic of my belly button ring ... maybe ull see it later!! lol u pervs!! i feel sick... probably cuz i ate at taco bell earlier.. barf! o well what else is new.. absoulutley nothing.... o.. everyone at my moms house which is like 6 ppl are all pucking their guts out.. who knows.. but im not goin over for christmas if im going to get sick.. nasty fucks.. they need to clean shit.. and wash their hands!
its so funny.. u know why me and my EX best friend arent friends any more? of course u dont. well long story short.. she is dating the only guy i have ever loved in my life, and i asked her politely, not to date him.. i said she could fuck him, kiss him, just dont date him... and the sad thing is.. she dosent even know him... the only reason she likes him.. is because i do.. and the first week back to school.. who do u think is dating...? hmm i wonder.. i told her.. if she started dating him it would ruin our friendship.. what else freedom does she need? what kind of friend does that to u? well any way her bf.. my first and probably only love... does "stuff" with me ALL the time and shes such a blind little hoe.. i think its soo fuckin funny.. he just told me the other night that he loved me and that he misses me and all that other shit.. well enough about that crazy shit... well my hands are hurting so.. im leaving u fuckers!!lol
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hello, im danielle and im a new member of elfpack. today is friday, december 17th and i got my first car, a Dodge Avenger. 
Today sucked.. all i did was waste polluted air, and drooled over my pathetic, lifless existance. I was rather depressed today, i spent hours wondering why my life cant be the way it was, or the way I want it, then i realized how selfish i was being; thinking of ONLY myself and MY feelings... i should be grateful, and dont get me wrong, I am. Maybe i should be more often.
Tomarrow im going to the movies with a friend so hopefully i can get out and not have to worry about so much shit!
well bye for now
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