Well, [Lexxi Scuzz] did a list of groovyness, so i'm doing one too! Oh yeah *hops on the bandwagon* The crack that has been happening in my life:
- I got bit by Viper. Several times. On the neck, back, arm and tongue XD
- I got freaking drenched by Gemma and Viper
- I'm speaking to my ex again. We had a talk about it, and we've decided to be friends, which is good ^_____^
- I drank all Gemma's milk XD
- Andy smacked me on the ass with a book really hard, and Viper did the same but harder and without the book XD So there you go Alex, we both got tortured XD
- I played Halo without killing myself a million times XD
- I have a big multicoloured hand print on my back thanks to Alex.
- Alex is putting two more holes in my ears (two in each, obviously) before hemp fest on Saturday \m/
- I'm doing a webcomic with Alex about a bunch of our crazy mates
- I'm getting my tongue pierced so there'll be no more Viper bites (that's not the only reason XD)
- And i'm revising too XD Honest <_< >_>

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!! I love you all, i do XD
Pops
Booty
Joshuaaaaa
Ruth the Nazi
Princess Viper XD
Dan dan the flying man
What a bunch of awesome nicknames XD I'm rambling now...

LUFFLES!!

I just burnt my forehead with my straighteners XD XD
That's what i get for trying to straighten my fringe, brush my teeth, put my shoes on and dance like a loon to Dir en Grey all at the same time XD
*Admires long burn mark on forehead* I'm proud of that XD

Gfsdauvidenaviuaeptjreivpcrioacoegr!
I was meant to be having my hair dyed again tonight...
But stupid me came in, played Drakengard for 2 hours then fell asleep on the sofa.. And no one thought to wake me until ten o' fecking clock!!! >___< My mum amused me by hoovering my face to wake me up.. Then she gave me a plate of sushi and wandered off into the garden.. And i thought it was only dogs and cats who could have 'a funny five minutes'..
That is all.
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BAH! Grounded until we go back to school =_= Oh well, that's on Monday, so it's not as if it's a long time XD
And i've found out why my mum's been so weird with me the last few days.. She's worked out that i'm going out with Walker, and she's livid (she doesn't like him AT ALL) and I've been told i'm not to see him outside school... Which, to be honest, is fine by me.. I need some space to think at the moment, so my mum's weirdness has given me the chance to get that space. Parents can be helpful sometimes.. I'm rambling now XD I'm just gonna shut up and carry on with what i'm meant to be doing since i only have 30 minutes on the PC tonight =___= This grounded business is torture XD

Woo, Attila the hun is on tonight! I find it funny.. [Lexxi Scuzz] may know why.. she may not <_< >_> either way, i'm watching it *boogies*

Wooo, good mood today ^____^ so i feel like dishing out some belated easter love!

[*big huggles all round Elfpackers!!!*]

I just had haggis for the first time in my life... and i have to admit i was pleasently surprised. Despite how disgusting i thought it was gonna be, it's actually really really nice :p Dinner time was really funny though thanks to my dad... We all sat down and started eating our haggis quite happily..
Dad: You know what's in haggis?
Me, Mum + Brother: *ignore him and carry on eating*
Dad: *poking haggis* Pigs heart..
Brother: *stops eating*
Dad: Pigs liver...
Mum: *stops eating*
Dad: Pigs lungs...
Mum + brother: *push plates far away from them*
Dad: Oatmeal, of all things... And probably a bunch of intestines and stuff.. All smushed together and wrapped in sheep's stomach..
Mum + Brother: *look disgusted, look at me like i just ate the dog*
Me: *still eating* What??
Dad: *laughs and carries on eating*

It amused me no end XD My mum and my brother were both nearly sick, and i just carried on eating despite knowing what was in it... I don't really care to be honest.. if it tastes nice, why stop eating it just coz it's got a load of gross stuff in it? XD Aah, long live the Scottish..

Suigetsu is... Sai's brother? Could be :p I noticed their resemblance and went browsing around for other people who agree... and found http://mangahelpers.com/forums/showthread.php?p=340891 ...where there is better evidence than my "well they look the same!" XD I hope Sui does end up being Sai's brother.. It's be really sweet XD

Ok, ramblement over, i'm off for a sandwich now ^___^

Dammit... My mind is so screwed up right now... I'm in one of those situations where i just feel like crawling into a small hole and never coming out... But i've got myself into it, and a need to get myself out of it somehow.. It's had me in a weird ass mood all day... One minute i'll be all happy and on cloud nine, the next i'll be in tears and feel like ripping my own throat out... Why i'm getting so worked up over something so trivial i'll never know... I really just want to go away, go somewhere for a few days and relax and think about things... I need to sort my mind out, but i can't... I've just been drinking all evening, out of boredom, and my head's even more messed up now than it would be normally... I just feel so goddamned.. grrrrrrrrr. frhweauoigpqghroiupqjfewioqvhrwuivjiuhuhjnuirru bfgvrfgrhybd gvfhgvrhujnyuyhgviekd
Ok hitting the keyboard helped somewhat... i think i need some sleep or something... Or more alcohol, either would work very fucking nicely right now >:(

Nuuuu, i can't decide whether to cut my hair off or not.. I've had it cut.. but it's still fairly long with short layers on top... I had it in a pony tail before and it looked cool with just the short layers on top really messy.. i may get the longness cut off and just leave the short layers.. *wanders off pondering*
^{ZOMG i'm becoming such a hair addict >___< I change my hair every 5 minutes...}

And this week Beki will be modelling her hair on:

Kanon!
Aye, hairdressers AGAIN tomorrow.. they're gonna get sick of the sight of me XD But i like changing my hair every few weeks :p And i'm going for a Kanon-ish style this time ^___^

Oh dear. I do believe i just dug myself into a large and very stinky hole of doomness. Bugger. Why is it always me who manages to do these stupid things?!
Anyway, enough of that.. I'll worry about it later. I now want to ramble abit about the post 16 open evening i just went to at my school. It was great fun, despite the fact that i thought i'd be bored :p I met Bianca right at the start and we want to take all the same subjects XD then we met Josh, who's also taking all the same subjects as us.. Then we bumped into Toni, who's taking some of the same subjects as us. Then we met Ruth and Danny and Wilson and bogged around together like a bunch of loons ^___^ I ended up getting in a slightly uncomfortable position with Josh, Toni, Wilson and Danny.. there was alot of humping going on XD And then my mum walked round the corner.. It was hilarious XD And now i have Josh's slobbery glove o.O
Art exam tomorrow which will be ACE! 5 hours of art, bliss *drifts off into arty heaven*
Now i need to go and slap myself upside the head for digging myself into a hole, and go and organise my art work ^___^

*sigh* teh beki needs to rant..
i dunno why really, i'm just feeling really REALLY poo at the moment, and im not really sure why. I've been unmotivated in the past, but now it's getting stupid. I can't get out of bed in the morning. I just don't see the point, so i just lie there staring at the cieling all day. I can't sleep. I'm not eating and i'm drinking hardly anything.
The only time i bother getting up and dressed is for work, and to go and see my friends. AND I'M FUCKING DOING IT AGAIN! I'm hiding away like i used to.. Plastering on a fake smile and pretending i'm fine.. I can't do that anymore, it nearly killed me last time..
So i'm ranting in here because it's not the kind of thing i feel i can talk about, but if i know i've said it, i'll feel better.
It's probably just exam stress that's getting too me.. Coupled with boyfriend problems, parent problems and dealing with the fact that my dad is probably going to be dead before i finish college.
I'm NOT being emo or attention seeking.. i just can't think of any other way of letting this out.. I KNOW i don't have the worst life in the world, no one needs to tell me that.. I worship those people who have REALLY difficult lives, coz i have no idea how they cope with it.. i know i couldn't..
I'm easily stressed. Easily depressed. Easily angered to the point of violence. Easily upset. I don't exactly have the right kind of psyche to deal with some of the things that are going on in my life at the moment, that's all.
God, i don't even know what i'm talking about anymore.
I'm just gonna shut up and go to bed.
Go and lie in the dark and stare at the cieling again.
Fuck.

Awooga! I feel like writing in here.. because i can! CAN! MWEH! ..Can't actually think of anything to say though 8B

Hmmm... Ok, i've just realised something... I've actually had an Elfpack account since January O__O but i totally forgot about it and only came back to it recently XD I don't think i even logged on until a few days ago XD

What the hell does that make me then?? An old n00b or something? Meh, im not a n00b, i know how elfpack works.. It's the same as ET only slightly less green and nerdy O_O ..LONG LIVE THE GREEN NERDS!! XD