I just relized what all Ive Missed
and Im gonna miss w/out my Dad!
I can never truley be Daddy's Lil Girl!
I Can never Dance w/ my Daddy @ the
Daddy Daughter Dance!
I Wont get 2 have my Dad Walk me
Down the Isle @ my weddin
I Wont have the Father
daughter dance @ my weddin!
I dont get 2 be spolied by my dad
....................................
I dont even kno why my mom keeps me!
She didnt want me!
My dad did!
....................................
well w/e i guess ill have to spend
my life w/ out bein Daddy's Lil
Girl!...:( *tear*

What are you afraid of?


[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces/ heights<<
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[x] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[ ] daylight
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] being blind...
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ]monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises during the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] long words
[ ] Being kidnapped

I only got 3 man im 2 brave! lol

I give up i cant take this shit anymore!!!! fuckk it all!

Sissy!!!!!!!!! The Bitch w/ no reason!Missing: </b>

Love Can Sometimes Be Magic But Magic Can Sometimes be an Illusion!
Love is Like a Book…If You Tear a Page, You Rip The Heart…And Have to Pay For Both!
Love is Like Honey and Lemon, Sometimes Sweet and Sometimes Sour
Love Me Now or Love me Never But If you Love Me, Love Me Forever
Diamonds Are Nice, And So Are Pearls, But Nothing Compares To u





First Time I Saw You…I Knew It Was True…I'd Love You Forever And That’s What I'll Do!
For Love I'd Do Anythign For You I'd Do More!
I Dropped A Tear In The Ocean When I Find It, Is The Day I'll Stop Loving You!
If Loving You Is Wrong I Don't Want To Be Right!
If The Only Possible Way We Can Be Together Is In My Dreams…Then I'll Sleep Forever
If You Love Me Tell Me It's True…If You Don't I'll Still Love You!
I'll Love You Forever I'll Love You For Always As Long As Im Livin My Baby You'll Be!
Im Falling For You..Please Catch Me!
One Day it Finally Came True, I Saw the One I Trully Loved and That one was you
Tell Me That You Love Me, Tell Me That You Care, Even If Your Lying, That’s All I Need To Hear!
The Face Is The Mirror Of the Mind, And Eyes Without Speaking Confess The Secrets Of The Heart                       

Y Do I even try 2 pretend like my life is all nice and dandy?.....


I Guess The One Person who didnt give Up On me All the Way Just did!!!!


im so stressed its not funny!
between my brother leaving(im gonna miss him 2 death), Findin a way 2 get money, workin around the house, dealin w/ all my friendz problems, dealin w/ all my problems(if u wanna kno details ask), and tryin 2 keep everyone else happy!

I Keep pilin my stress on others and it keeps pilin up twice as much on me!

one of these times im gonna completly snap and no one will be happy!!
they'll see how i feel
I can never be happy and keep others happy
its alwayz about everyoen else!
and the thingz that i do, do that keep me a lil happy every one judges me for and yellz @ me for!

the one thing that keeps my stress down a lil bit Eric flips out about!
cant he see how unappy i am
I dont want 2 start bein stupid and goin back 2 the fuckin razor blade!
im about 2 say FUCK EVERYONE ELSE!!!!

ITS ABOUT 2 BE ABOUT ME!!! fuck every one else and how happy they wanna be!

I LIVE 4 ME!!!!

alright what ever im out!
~*~Sissy~*~AKA No Longer Ur Saint! But MINE

Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!



Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You dont multiply




Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream




Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block



Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid



Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!


roses are nice
violets are fine.
ill be the six
if you be the nine

30 things to do to piss your parents off





1. follow them around the house every where
2. moo when they say your name
3. run into walls
4. say that wearing clothes is against your religion
5. stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin and say"good morning sunshine
6. pluck someones hair out and yell "DNA!"
7. wear a sticker that says "im retarded"
8. have 20 imaginary friends that talk to you all the time
9. in public yell out" no mom/dad i will not make out with you!"
10. do what they actually tell you to do
11. jump off a roof trying to fly
12. hold there hand and whisper "i see dead people"
13. everything they say yell "liar!"
14. try to swim on the floor
15. tap on there door all night
16. pretend to have amnesia
17. say everything backwards
18. give yourself a swirly
19. run around with a lamp shade on your head screaming "the sun! its dying!"
20. sing at the top of your lungs while running around the house...in your underwear
21. have nervous spasms at spontaneus times
22. snort loudly when you laugh then laugh harder
23. run in circles
24. recite a whole movie 3 times
25. pretend to beat yourself up
26. slither evrywhere
27. wear you pants on your head and your shirt on your waist....tell them your making a fashion statement
28. try and drink out of a glass the wrong way
29. super glue your finger to your nose
30. talk to a pen

Hey Im Goin 2 Cedar Point so i wont be on till maybe saturday! so yall betta leave me tonz of mesages! ight?
i love u all tonz and tonz!
PEACE!
-♥-Sissy

I Want A Man So Sweet!!!

Hello All! How Are U All?....I am Okies! Bored but OKies!

I WANT THIS GUY!

I Love The Way My Fingers Just Fall Into Yours I Love How Your Taste Still Lingers On My Lips After That i Special Goodnight Kiss, I Love How Whenever I Go To Call Someone I AutomaticallyDial Your Number, I Love How You Look At Me With Those Gorgeous Eyes And Then You Smile That Sweet Smile.. And I Know Right There, That You Will Always Be Mine.. I Love How You Hug Me With The Intention Of Never Letting Go.. I Love i You More Than Words Could i Ever Show


I mAy NoT gEt 2 See U As 0fTeN aS I
Like I mAy n0t GeT 2 h0Ld U iN
mY aRms aLL ThRu thE NiTe*BuT
deEp DoWn I Kn0w iTs TrU
No MaTTa WhAt
I'LL aLwAys LoVe U

And more sweet stuff that i dont kno who its for!

I Loved U Once...<3
U Loved Me Not...</3
I Loved U Twice...<3
But I 4Got...<3
...
U Neva Loved me...</3
U Neva Will...</3
But even So...<3
I love u Still...<3
4Get the times he walked by...
4get the times he made u cry...
4get the times he spoke ur name...
Rember ur feelins arnt the same...
4get the times he held ur hand...
4get the sweet things if u can...
4get those times and dont pretend
Remmber now hes just a freind...

That is 4 sumone that i kno never really wanted 2 be w/ me! but yet he did! Im not sayin who and if u ask i wont respond.....just let it be known

You cant say "i love you" unles you know you do. look into ur heart to find the truth not a need. Ture love can only come from ture happiness and ture happiness has to be found in the heart. Never say "i love you" unles you know its in your heart and not in your head...

These Are My Diary Entires From When I Was At Camp!

Here goes

I cant believe My Uncle would do that!
He told Skyler theat His Uncle Was a crackhead
That shot him self which is true but he didnt tell him all the goodstuff about him! He didnt even tell Him I wasHis Cuzin!!!

When Skyler Mentioned Him I wanted to Die I almost Burst into Tears!I wanted to go back to the cabin and slit the shit outta my wrist if i coulve found my siccors i would have! I didnt kno where they were! I almost used a needle I found to cut my wrist!

There was Alot more but im not gonna put it on here!!!.....


This Is a Really gay poem I wrote!

[*Hugs*]
My Sweet Love
My Only Love
not mine 2 hug
buthers tohug
forever pain
for you pain
when the blood
rushes down
u wonder
why I frown
I frown for you
I break down for you
can u see how i feel
do u see my heart peal?
for you id die
for u i cry
you are the one i will
forever love
You I wish to hug
Till your mine 2 hug!

ya i kno its gay!!!</h1>

[I.AM]: A CRAZY BITCH


[I.LOVE]: ♥Mario♥,♥Ashley♥,♥Jackie♥, and ♥Ashley♥


[I.HAVE]: RED HAIR w/ Blonde


[I.HATE]: Not seeing him!!♥♥


[I.MISS]: Mario♥


[I.WANT]: 2 be 4ever Happy!


[I.FEEL]: Sick


[I.WONDER]: When I'll See Him♥


[I.SMELL]: NO I DONT!!!!!!!


[I.LIKE]: POTATOES!!!!


[I.EAT]: CHEEZ-ITz


[I.SAY]: Wong Chung Likes French Fries!


[I.THINK]: uh w/what?


[I.TRY]: 2 be happy!


[I.HUG]: ♥Mario♥, Ash♥, Jak Jak♥, & Ashley♥!


[I.KISS]: ♥Mario♥


[I.TALK]: 2 whom talks 2 me!


[I.CARE]: About...Lotz of ppl!


[I.ASK]: If Im good enough?!


[I.NEED]: uh....u!


[I.WISH]: 4 a newbox of CHEEZ-ITz


[I.FEAR]: Lonlieness!


[I.HEAR]: Voices that dont like u!


[I.CRAVE]: sleep!


[I.SEARCH]: for what im missing!


[I.REGRET]: Losing u the first time!

How do I kno
That the one that
I love, loves me 4 me
and not my body?
when im around him
all he does is mess e/
or compliment my ass or tits
sure...I like the attention but
I want love...like take a bullet
for one another love...
not the petty bullshit that people
mistake as love!
I want true FUCKIN LOVE!!!!

and for those who dont kno who im talkin
about u can keep it that way
but he is the father of luigi!

yes I LIKE jake but I thought I LOVED Mike
Since his feelings wernt in return I had
2 let go love!

fuck love and its
meanings
fuck love theres no
healings
no healings for all
the pain loves caused
no healings no healing at all!

My love wasnt enough for him 2 stay
though I loved him in everyway!

FUCK IT FUCKIT ALL!

(x) <- means youve done it
(_) <- means you haven't

START:
(x) snuck out of the house?
(_) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(_) been to any other countries besides Canada?
(X) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(X) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(_) been arrested?
(x) laughed and had milk/water come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
(x) jumped up and down in the elevator to get stuck?
(x) swore at your parents?
(x) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
(_) been to a casino?
(_) been skydiving?
(_) broken a bone?
(x) been high?
(x) been drunk?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone?
(x) gotten in a fist fight?
(x) been suspended?
(x) had anger management?
(x) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(X) bitten someone?
(X) made someone bleed?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed into someones car?
(_) been to Japan?
(_) ridden in a taxi?
(X) Been dumped?
(?) had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
(x) gone on a blind date?
(X) lied to a friend?
(_) had a crush on a teacher?
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(_) been to Europe?
(_) slept with a co-worker?
(_) been to Africa?
(_) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
(_) Been to Mexico?
(_) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show-?
(_) Thrown up in a bar?
(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi?
(x) Been skiing/snowboarding?
(x) Met someone in person from the internet?
(x) Cheated on a test?
(_) lost a child?
(_) gone to college?
(_) graduated college?
(x) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(x) fired a gun?
(X) purposely hurt yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) been married?
(_) gotten divorced?
(_) had children?
(x) seen someone?
(x) had a close friend die?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

WHAT COMES TO MiND WHEN YOU HEAR...
1. Lotion: lubrqacant
2. Rubber: condom
3. CD: music
4. Bed: soft
5. Paper: weed
6. Run: cops
7. Candle: wax
8. Mouse pad: computer
9. Sweatshirt: hoodie
10. Door: closed
11. Pictures: internet
12. Pencil: write
13. Sex: FUCK ME!!!!!! lol

1.face-eye color:hazel
2.hair length:LONG
3.hair color:Red
4.makeup: dark blackeyeliner!

1.body- Athetic!
2.BOOBS- I GOT HUGE KNOCKERS!!
3. BOOTY- I gotz a fat ass!

1.attiudes- IM ight
2.but dont mess with me cuz the bicth in me comes out.
3.i got in several fights and won all.

My own profile
1. name: Sissy
2. sex: female
3. religion: Im not really sure!
4. age: ask
5. fav music: HardxCore Shit!
6. fav rap artist: eminem!
7. fav old skool rapper: ??????
8. fav band: ICP BIZOTCH!

heritage: caucasain 
Your fears: I'lllose mybaby!
Your perfect pizza: EXTRA cheese!
Goal you'd like to achieve: keep love!
Your most overused phrase: butter my butt and call me a bizkit!
Your first thought when you wake up:Ugh...another day!
Your best physical feature: BOOBS!
Your bedtime: when i want to
Your most missed memory: my dad
Soda:ugh...im alergic!
Best fast food joint:SPEEDS!
Single or group dates: both
Adidas or Nike:Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla!
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
Smoke: sometimes
Cuss: i fuckin do
Sing: I suck but ya...
Take a shower every day: yes i may forget on weekends
Have a crush(es): mayyyyybe
Do you think you've been in love: FUCK YA!
Want to go to college: yes
Want to get married:yes
Believe in yourself:HA HA HA!
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: YA!
Like thunderstorms: yes
Play an instrument: yes
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: yea
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: no
Had sex:no
Made out:yes
Gone on a date:Yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
Eaten sushi: no
Been on stage: no
Gone skating:yes
Made homemade cookies:yes
Gone skinny-dipping: no
Dyed your hair: yes
Stolen anything: ugh...mayybe
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: wos asking?
Been caught doing something that you shouldn't be: DUH!
Been called a tease: yes
Gotten beaten up: FUCK NO!
Shoplifted: Whos asking?
Changed who you were to fit in: NOPE IM ME DEAL W/ IT!
Age you hope to be married:when ever i getproposed to by my love!
Numbers and names of children:ugh... i dont kno but i want a boi named David!
Describe your dream wedding: IDK!
How do you want to die?: I DONT CARE!
Where do you want to go to college:Harverd
What do you want to be when you grow up:Lawyer
What country would you most like to visit: Jamica
In a boy...
Best eye color: Brown
Best hair color: dark
Short or long hair: Long
Height: dont matter
Best weight: dont matter
Best articles of clothing: dont really care
Best first date location: Theatre
Best first kiss location: couch
Number of drugs taken: ugh...?
Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
Number of CDs that I own: to many
Number of piercing: 2
Number of tattoos: 0, but i want one
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:1, cuz if my fathers death
Number of scars on my body: to many 2 count!
Number of things in my past that I regret: none!
Fav Tv show:South Park!