Y Do I even try 2 pretend like my life is all nice and dandy?.....
I Guess The One Person who didnt give Up On me All the Way Just did!!!!
im so stressed its not funny!
between my brother leaving(im gonna miss him 2 death), Findin a way 2 get money, workin around the house, dealin w/ all my friendz problems, dealin w/ all my problems(if u wanna kno details ask), and tryin 2 keep everyone else happy!
I Keep pilin my stress on others and it keeps pilin up twice as much on me!
one of these times im gonna completly snap and no one will be happy!!
they'll see how i feel
I can never be happy and keep others happy
its alwayz about everyoen else!
and the thingz that i do, do that keep me a lil happy every one judges me for and yellz @ me for!
the one thing that keeps my stress down a lil bit Eric flips out about!
cant he see how unappy i am
I dont want 2 start bein stupid and goin back 2 the fuckin razor blade!
im about 2 say FUCK EVERYONE ELSE!!!!
ITS ABOUT 2 BE ABOUT ME!!! fuck every one else and how happy they wanna be!
I LIVE 4 ME!!!!
alright what ever im out!
~*~Sissy~*~AKA No Longer Ur Saint! But MINE
Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You dont multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!
roses are nice
violets are fine.
ill be the six
if you be the nine
30 things to do to piss your parents off
1. follow them around the house every where
2. moo when they say your name
3. run into walls
4. say that wearing clothes is against your religion
5. stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin and say"good morning sunshine
6. pluck someones hair out and yell "DNA!"
7. wear a sticker that says "im retarded"
8. have 20 imaginary friends that talk to you all the time
9. in public yell out" no mom/dad i will not make out with you!"
10. do what they actually tell you to do
11. jump off a roof trying to fly
12. hold there hand and whisper "i see dead people"
13. everything they say yell "liar!"
14. try to swim on the floor
15. tap on there door all night
16. pretend to have amnesia
17. say everything backwards
18. give yourself a swirly
19. run around with a lamp shade on your head screaming "the sun! its dying!"
20. sing at the top of your lungs while running around the house...in your underwear
21. have nervous spasms at spontaneus times
22. snort loudly when you laugh then laugh harder
23. run in circles
24. recite a whole movie 3 times
25. pretend to beat yourself up
26. slither evrywhere
27. wear you pants on your head and your shirt on your waist....tell them your making a fashion statement
28. try and drink out of a glass the wrong way
29. super glue your finger to your nose
30. talk to a pen
Hello All! How Are U All?....I am Okies! Bored but OKies!
I Love The Way My Fingers Just Fall Into Yours I Love How Your Taste Still Lingers On My Lips After That i Special Goodnight Kiss, I Love How Whenever I Go To Call Someone I AutomaticallyD
I mAy NoT gEt 2 See U As 0fTeN aS I
Like I mAy n0t GeT 2 h0Ld U iN
mY aRms aLL ThRu thE NiTe*BuT
deEp DoWn I Kn0w iTs TrU
No MaTTa WhAt
I'LL aLwAys LoVe U
And more sweet stuff that i dont kno who its for!
I Loved U Once...<3
U Loved Me Not...</3
I Loved U Twice...<3
But I 4Got...<3
...
U Neva Loved me...</3
U Neva Will...</3
But even So...<3
I love u Still...<3
4Get the times he walked by...
4get the times he made u cry...
4get the times he spoke ur name...
Rember ur feelins arnt the same...
4get the times he held ur hand...
4get the sweet things if u can...
4get those times and dont pretend
Remmber now hes just a freind...
That is 4 sumone that i kno never really wanted 2 be w/ me! but yet he did! Im not sayin who and if u ask i wont respond.....ju
You cant say "i love you" unles you know you do. look into ur heart to find the truth not a need. Ture love can only come from ture happiness and ture happiness has to be found in the heart. Never say "i love you" unles you know its in your heart and not in your head...
These Are My Diary Entires From When I Was At Camp!
[I.AM]: A CRAZY BITCH
[I.LOVE]: ♥Mario♥,♥Ashle
[I.HAVE]: RED HAIR w/ Blonde
[I.HATE]: Not seeing him!!♥♥
[I.MISS]: Mario♥
[I.WANT]: 2 be 4ever Happy!
[I.FEEL]: Sick
[I.WONDER]: When I'll See Him♥
[I.SMELL]: NO I DONT!!!!!!!
[I.LIKE]: POTATOES!!!!
[I.EAT]: CHEEZ-ITz
[I.SAY]: Wong Chung Likes French Fries!
[I.THINK]: uh w/what?
[I.TRY]: 2 be happy!
[I.HUG]: ♥Mario♥, Ash♥, Jak Jak♥, & Ashley♥!
[I.KISS]: ♥Mario♥
[I.TALK]: 2 whom talks 2 me!
[I.CARE]: About...Lotz of ppl!
[I.ASK]: If Im good enough?!
[I.NEED]: uh....u!
[I.WISH]: 4 a newbox of CHEEZ-ITz
[I.FEAR]: Lonlieness!
[I.HEAR]: Voices that dont like u!
[I.CRAVE]: sleep!
[I.SEARCH]: for what im missing!
[I.REGRET]: Losing u the first time!
How do I kno
That the one that
I love, loves me 4 me
and not my body?
when im around him
all he does is mess e/
or compliment my ass or tits
sure...I like the attention but
I want love...like take a bullet
for one another love...
not the petty bullshit that people
mistake as love!
I want true FUCKIN LOVE!!!!
and for those who dont kno who im talkin
about u can keep it that way
but he is the father of luigi!
yes I LIKE jake but I thought I LOVED Mike
Since his feelings wernt in return I had
2 let go love!
fuck love and its
meanings
fuck love theres no
healings
no healings for all
the pain loves caused
no healings no healing at all!
My love wasnt enough for him 2 stay
though I loved him in everyway!
(x) <- means youve done it
(_) <- means you haven't
START:
(x) snuck out of the house?
(_) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(_) been to any other countries besides Canada?
(X) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(X) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
(_) been arrested?
(x) laughed and had milk/water come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
(x) jumped up and down in the elevator to get stuck?
(x) swore at your parents?
(x) been in love?
(x) been close to love?
(_) been to a casino?
(_) been skydiving?
(_) broken a bone?
(x) been high?
(x) been drunk?
(x) skipped school?
(x) flashed someone?
(x) gotten in a fist fight?
(x) been suspended?
(x) had anger management?
(x) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(X) bitten someone?
(X) made someone bleed?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed into someones car?
(_) been to Japan?
(_) ridden in a taxi?
(X) Been dumped?
(?) had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
(x) gone on a blind date?
(X) lied to a friend?
(_) had a crush on a teacher?
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(_) been to Europe?
(_) slept with a co-worker?
(_) been to Africa?
(_) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
(_) Been to Mexico?
(_) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show-?
(_) Thrown up in a bar?
(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire?
(x) Eaten Sushi?
(x) Been skiing/snowboa
(x) Met someone in person from the internet?
(x) Cheated on a test?
(_) lost a child?
(_) gone to college?
(_) graduated college?
(x) done hard drugs?
(x) tried killing yourself?
(x) fired a gun?
(X) purposely hurt yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) been married?
(_) gotten divorced?
(_) had children?
(x) seen someone?
(x) had a close friend die?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
WHAT COMES TO MiND WHEN YOU HEAR...
1. Lotion: lubrqacant
2. Rubber: condom
3. CD: music
4. Bed: soft
5. Paper: weed
6. Run: cops
7. Candle: wax
8. Mouse pad: computer
9. Sweatshirt: hoodie
10. Door: closed
11. Pictures: internet
12. Pencil: write
13. Sex: FUCK ME!!!!!! lol
1.face-eye color:hazel
2.hair length:LONG
3.hair color:Red
4.makeup: dark blackeyeliner!
1.body- Athetic!
2.BOOBS- I GOT HUGE KNOCKERS!!
3. BOOTY- I gotz a fat ass!
1.attiudes- IM ight
2.but dont mess with me cuz the bicth in me comes out.
3.i got in several fights and won all.
My own profile
1. name: Sissy
2. sex: female
3. religion: Im not really sure!
4. age: ask
5. fav music: HardxCore Shit!
6. fav rap artist: eminem!
7. fav old skool rapper: ??????
8. fav band: ICP BIZOTCH!
heritage: caucasain
Your fears: I'lllose mybaby!
Your perfect pizza: EXTRA cheese!
Goal you'd like to achieve: keep love!
Your most overused phrase: butter my butt and call me a bizkit!
Your first thought when you wake up:Ugh...anoth
Your best physical feature: BOOBS!
Your bedtime: when i want to
Your most missed memory: my dad
Soda:ugh...im alergic!
Best fast food joint:SPEEDS!
Single or group dates: both
Adidas or Nike:Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla!
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
Smoke: sometimes
Cuss: i fuckin do
Sing: I suck but ya...
Take a shower every day: yes i may forget on weekends
Have a crush(es): mayyyyybe
Do you think you've been in love: FUCK YA!
Want to go to college: yes
Want to get married:yes
Believe in yourself:HA HA HA!
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: YA!
Like thunderstorms: yes
Play an instrument: yes
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: yea
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: no
Had sex:no
Made out:yes
Gone on a date:Yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
Eaten sushi: no
Been on stage: no
Gone skating:yes
Made homemade cookies:yes
Gone skinny-dipping
Dyed your hair: yes
Stolen anything: ugh...mayybe
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: wos asking?
Been caught doing something that you shouldn't be: DUH!
Been called a tease: yes
Gotten beaten up: FUCK NO!
Shoplifted: Whos asking?
Changed who you were to fit in: NOPE IM ME DEAL W/ IT!
Age you hope to be married:when ever i getproposed to by my love!
Numbers and names of children:ugh..
Describe your dream wedding: IDK!
How do you want to die?: I DONT CARE!
Where do you want to go to college:Harver
What do you want to be when you grow up:Lawyer
What country would you most like to visit: Jamica
In a boy...
Best eye color: Brown
Best hair color: dark
Short or long hair: Long
Height: dont matter
Best weight: dont matter
Best articles of clothing: dont really care
Best first date location: Theatre
Best first kiss location: couch
Number of drugs taken: ugh...?
Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
Number of CDs that I own: to many
Number of piercing: 2
Number of tattoos: 0, but i want one
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:1, cuz if my fathers death
Number of scars on my body: to many 2 count!
Number of things in my past that I regret: none!
Fav Tv show:South Park!
HAvE yOu eVeR...
1) Dated one of your best friends -yes
2) Loved/Liked - Yes.
3) Cried - Yes.
4) Drank alcohol - Yes.
5) Done drugs - Yes.
6) Broken the law - Yes.
7) Broken a bone - No
8) Cheated on a test - Yes.
9) Skinny dipped - Yes.
10) Played Truth or Dare - Yes.
11) Ridden in a fire truck - Yes.
12) Come close to dying - A few times.
13) Burned yourself - Yes.
14) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride - Yes.
15) Eaten a worm/mud pie - No.
16) Stayed up till four on the phone - Yes (maybe l8r.)
17) Tipped over a port-a-potty - Yes
18) Fell asleep while eating - No.
19) Met someone famous - Yes.
20) Been in a school play - No.
21) Cried in public - Yes.
22) Seen someone die - Yes.
23) Been in a fist fight - Yes.
24) Given someone a bruise - Yes.
25) Gotten a bruise - Yes.
26) Knocked somone out - Yes.
27) Been knocked out - No.
28) Flipped any vehicles - No.
29) Cut someone - Yes.
30) Been cut - Yes by me and others.
31) Burnt any buildings down - No.
32) Sex in public - No.
33) Mooned someone - Yes.
34) Acted kidnapped in a car - No.
35) Flashed someone - Yes.
36) Kicked an ass - Yes.
37) Blew something up - Yes.
38) Caught your yard on fire - almost...
39) Threw a firecracker at someone - Yes.
40) Been in any wars - No.
41) Stayed up all night - Yes.
42) Slept all day - Yes.
43) Watched the sunrise - Yes.
44) Rode a motorcycle - on the back of one.
45) Driven a car - Yes.
46) Wrecked a car - Yes.
47) Gotten a tity twister - Yes.
48) Given a tity twister - Yes.
49) Posed for a nude pic- No.
50) Been suspended - Yes.
51) Been expelled - So so close!.
52) Been arrested - No.
53) Been in jail - No.
54) Given someone a bath - Yes.
55) Smoked - Yes.
56) Bungee jumped - No.
57) Made yourself throw-up - Yes.
58) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? - Yes.
I see: Dead People.
I need: to stop eating.
I find: a half smoke ciggarete
I want: You.
I have: CHEETOS!YAY!.
I wish: It would rain.
I love: Pain.
I hate: love.
I miss: My Jackie,and Mikey!.
I fear: I wont c them 4ever!.
I feel: Sadness.
I hear: Silence.
I smell: tears.
I crave: a razor.
I search: pointlessly.
I wonder: To much.
I regret: Nothin!.
1) name- Sum1 .
(2) piercings- Ears.
(3) tattoos- None.
(4) height- 5'0, methinks.
(5) shoe size- 7.5or 8
(6) hair color- Red.
(7) length- Middle of muh back.
(8) siblings- 7
LAST...
(9) movie you rented- uh...idk
(10) movie you bought- me4got
(11) song you listened to- ICP tilt-A-Wirl
(12) song that was stuck in your head- ICP Homies
(13) CD you bought – Korn.
(14) CD you listened to- A mix.
(15) person you've called- Ashley.
(16) person that's called you – Jake.
(17) TV show you've watched- uh...i4 got.
(18) person you were thinking of- Mikey
DO...
(19) you have a bf or gf- Yes.
(20) you have a crush on someone- I do.
(21) you wish you could live somewhere else- Kind of.
(22) you think about suicide- I do.
(23) you believe in online dating- used 2.
(24) others find you attractive- I guess.
(25) you want more piercings- Yes.
(26) you drink- once in a while.
(27) you do drugs- whos askin?.
(28) you smoke- Used 2 but had 2 quit.
(29) you like cleaning- Only when I'm extremly happy which is rarley.
(30) you like roller coasters-I LOVE roller coasters.
(31) you write in cursive or print- Print.
(32) you carry a donor card- Nah.
FOR OR AGAINST...
(33) long distance relationships- Iffy.
(34) using someone- Against!
(35) killing people- Some people deserve to die.
(36) teenage smoking- For.
(37) premarital sex- For, I s'pose.
(38) driving drunk- against.
(39) gay/lesbian relationship- FOR!!!!!
(40) soap operas- Agains!who needs moredrama?
FAVORITE...
(41) food- none
(42) song- Tilt-A-wirl ICP
(43) thing to do- Walk in the rain
(44) thing to talk about- idk
(45) sport- Sk8boardin!
(46) drink- Pina Colda
(47) clothes- uh...whatever.
(48) movie- The exercist
(49) band/singer- ICP ALL THE WAY!
(50) holiday- Halloween.
HAVE YOU...
(51) ever cried over a guy/girl- Oh yeah.
(52) ever lied to someone- Sure have.
(53) ever been in a fist fight- Yup.
(54) ever been arrested- Nah. Not yet.
NUMBER...
(55) of times I have been in love? Im not sure
(56) of times I have had my heart broken? Alot.
(57) of hearts I have broken? Oh geez. I haven't any idea.
(61) of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life? A few.
(62) of people I consider my enemies? Alot
(63) of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? No clue
(64) of scars on my body? WAY TO MANY TOCOUNT!
(65) of things in my past that I regret? none.
FAVORITE...
(66) Disney movie- Fox andthe hound
(67) scent- Mikey.
(68) word (s)- Who cares?
(69) nickname- Sissy I guess!
(70) eye color- Hazel.
(71) flower- Black Rose
(72) piercing- Tounge
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
(73) pretty- NO WAY!.
(74) funny- I guess.
(75) hot- NOPE!! that’s my opinion.
(76) friendly- kinda
(77) amusing- Sure!
(78) ugly- In a way.
(79) loveable- Not really.
(80) pessimistic- Very much so.
(81) optimistic- Every once in a while.
(82) caring- To an extent.
(83) sweet- alil
(84) asshole- Yeah. Hah.
RANDOM...
(85) Spell your first name back wards- Ardnassac
(86) The story behind your user name- its my "goth" name! lol
(87) Are you straight? No!Im very much Crooked!
(88) Where do you live? A box!lol
(89) 4 words that sum you up- Unique, Odd, Crazy, Juggalette and pathetic!
DESCRIBE YOUR...
(90) Wallet- Black leather/ freaky design
(91) Hairbrush- light purple w/ agooey handle!
(92) Toothbrush- Acheap blue one! <333
(93) Jewelry worn daily- My beautiful Jelly Braclets, Darrlys Chain, hoop earrings, wrist band,broken heart chain, and rings!!!
(94) Shoes- Black Gazzlas or sum thing with black and pink werid designed shoelaces with a C on the tounge of each shoe made of needles! im hoping to get Converses soon!
(95) Handbag- My pockets!
(96) Favorite band shirt- My ICP Shirt!
(97) CD in stereo right now- Mix.
(98) What you are wearing now- Red shirt w/ writing all over and zipper pants!
(99) Hair- Dark Red with light red roots!
(100) Make up- Loads of black eyeliner and mascara!
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)-
(101) In my mouth- a CHEETO!
(102) In my head- Way to much to tell.
(103) Wishing- Nothing, really.
(104) After this- uh No clue!
(105) Talking to- IDK!.
(106) Eating- CHEETOS
(107) Fetish- Eyes.
(108) Person you wish you were with- Mikey, Ash, or Jackie!
(109) Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month- IDK!.
(110) Something that you are deathly afraid of- Gainign more weight!
(111) Do you like candles- I ADORE candles.
(112) Do you like the taste of blood- I do. Mm.
(113) Do you believe in love- I sure do.
(114) Do you believe in soul mates- Not really.
(115) Do you believe in love at first sight- Nah.
(116) Do you believe in God- IDK
TO PLAY I NEVER.
PUT AN (x) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE
AND A (_) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD AN "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN.
I NEVER…
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
( ) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(_) I NEVER PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER RECIVED ORAL SEX
(_) I NEVER MASTURBATED
(_) I NEVER HAVE RECIEVED BJ/LICKED OUT
(_) I NEVER HIT ON MY FRIENDS BOYFRIEND/GIRL
(_) I NEVER GAVE BJ/LICK OUT
I finally got 2 c him! After so many dayz! i got to touch him i got 2 hug him i got 2 kiss him i got 2 kno hes still there!!!!! Yesterday I saw him!!!!